Jesus' Child~~AlWaYs & FoReVeR!

wassup!

2011-10-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hello people!

It takes me so long to update my blog. There's been some problem which I have mentioned in my previous post which is the inability to post both pictures and text in 1 post itself.
Got some advice from a friend and today, I have decided to try it out :D

Let me update something on my new (2nd sem). This sem starts from 3rd week of August until December 2011. There goes year 2011. I'm currently taking 5 subjects:

1. Introduction to Internet Technologies which includes the basic knowledge of web page development which means creating your own website! Interesting huh? :)

2. Database Management. Basic knowledge on how database works. Lecturer has problems telling all her personal stories and experiences. We really don't wanna know when and why caused her having problems to pee -.-

3. Structured Programming. The 2nd stage of computer programming after the 1st sem's Program Logic Formation. Same lecturer so we know her style and all. I really didn't like it during the 1st sem but now I'm getting better already :)

"To succeed in something, you must first like it." (=

4. Discrete Mathematics. A harder, more complicated maths after the Fundamental of Mathematics. Basically it's how computer understands numbers. from human language to computer language.

5. MPW - Malaysian Studies. WOW. Sejarah in English? History. Haa. The lecturer is so hilarious laa.

So overall that's what I've been up to this sem. Owhh by the way, there's a new blog that I've created to fulfill the requirement of the 1st subject mentioned above. I'd be updating that more often (just for this sem!). So yeahh. http://benjazzxdphotography.wordpress.com/

See you guys real soon :)

Add me on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/benjaminxP

Follow me on Twitter : http://twitter.com/#!/JasminetaixD

God bless! :D

My new pet.

2011-08-18T11:23:00.000+08:00

P/S: 'MY' new pet :D

Ruffie is her name :)

xoxo

Course mates :)

2011-08-01T16:10:00.000+08:00

Hello people!

It has been SO long since I have updated my blog.

I wonder if you guys knew what's wrong with me, not really with me in exact but yeahh.

So the problem is, my laptop doesn't allow me to upload pictures and put in texts at the same time.

To be precise, it's the pictures that are making much problems.

This was something I wanted to post LONG ago.

It's time to introduce to you guys and girls:

My course mates! :D

All these pictures are taken during our 1st ever presentation day for our IT subject.

Let's start with my best buddy: Tan Chun Long :)

This picture looks.... nevermind.

He spends a lot of time on Facebook, I guess he'd die without being on it.

Quite a popular person on Facebook.

One status / picture will attract millions of 'likes'.

Nah~ Millions are defined as A LOT!!

My faithful & loyal group assignment partner, no one dares to ajak him to be in the same group.

He wouldn't wanna leave me either because I do most tough jobs on his behalf so yeahh.

Next, this fella is super good looking laa! His smile can melt people's hearts.

Thank God for my strong heart + resistance, now I'm used to his good looks. LOL

Colin Chan :)

Sorry girls! He's taken! :P

This is Eugene Lim, my primary school friend.

Only God knows we would end up in the same Uni and in the same course. HAHA

Pro in maths, he helps a lot ;)

We both smiled like small kids, HAHA

Then, this is Fang Shi Xiang. All of us agree that he's very cute,

both outward appearance and the way he talks ;P

This is Koh Month Yean aka Xui Koh.

Pro in programming, anything we can't solve? Then we shout: "XUI KOH!!!" haha

This is like his signature smile which isn't a smile pon =|

Next would be Yi Yang, I forgot his surname :P

The only Nilai fella that goes back home everyday! A lil' envious :P

Nearest from home, late to class everyday :O

Lastly, the only foreigner in the class: Ali bin Minhas.

He's from Pakistan. The 1st time I tried talking to him, his English was so hard to understand!

But praise the Lord that we can converse in English still. Phew~

He couldn't cope with the syllabus so he went home.

Money and time wasted. But it's good for him to realize it now~

There you go. NO GIRLS.

Well, there are 2 Indians girls but they don't hang out with us and I don't speak Tamil.

So I'm like the unique one among the guys.

This was taken on the last day of our finals.

The boys. From left:

Xui Koh, Shi Xiang, Colin, Eugene, Yi Yang and Ah Long.

This is with me in it :)

From the 1st day, we have been like strangers. Reluctant to even talk.

Slowly, we got to know each other by spending more time together over lunch, assignments and revision.

We're like a family now.

Bye guys! Enjoy your 3 weeks sem break and see you next sem!

With much love,

Jasmine xD

Things that I wanna do:

2011-06-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

1. Indulge myself in a super good funny book
2. Watch a "Wah" factored movie at the theater. Transformer would be perfect.
3. Walk at least 10 rounds in both Megamall & East Coast Mall.
4. Spend on a McDonald's vanilla sundae and lick it til it starts melting at TC beach.
5. Play with Terry.
6. Chill at SABS Old Town Kopitiam with Enwei,Chien Li, Alisson, Kevin, Adrian, Alfred, Hendriq & Jess Lynn.
7. Go shopping with James again.

Aiyor...

2011-05-21T11:48:00.001+08:00

My hair is my 1st life. What's my 2nd?

Take a guess. It has something to do with my 1st life xDD

My 2nd hair cut of the year 2011, both suck. But thank God, this time was much better.

At least I didn't shed any tears after this hair cut :(

Now I look like an Egyptian princess. Well, still a princess xD

Wanted to go back to the lady and tell her: Too short laa Auntie!
I always do not dare to speak up when they're cutting my hair. Then, I'd complain about the results of the hair cut. Should have gone to those expensive saloon or back to my favourite hair dresser, Eric. Pay alot but good results at least.

Lecturers gave me in total 5 assignments to be done and 1 of it is designing a poster! Here's what I did:

I didn't take long to do this but I put a lot of effort. I really hope that my lecturer likes it ^_^

That's it. I'm going back to INTI tomorrow. Can't wait. Woots! :D

Malacca, I love you.

2011-05-16T16:45:00.002+08:00

Welcome to Malacca!!!

I have visited Malacca, visiting 3 friends that I met in INTI.

Sunset at the A Famosa.

I followed Jia Qing aka Kam Mou back to Malacca and met up with Ah Yao and Ah Q. The first place they brought me to was...

Jonker Walk! It's something like the Petaling Street in KL but it only opens during the weekends. Owhh, and less foreigners compared to Petaling Street.

Then we stopped by this old restaurant for cendol. Not bad, it tastes a lil' different from Kuantan's.

Though I'm not very fond of cendols.

For dinner, we went for Satay Celup. Another new thing to me.

This is Kam Mou. I called him that because his hair is so 'Kam'. Haha. He appears to be sitting in front of me every meal so I'd always take picture of him xD

Later at night, they brought me to their friend's place. It's located at the Tofu Street and it's called Tofu cafe. LOL! :D

The next day, we went for breakfast. I wanted to try the famous chicken rice ball but it was packed with people. Well, it was Saturday :(

So we went to another stall instead. Kam Mou sat opposite me again. The food there was quite nice actually.

This was what I had. Assam fish. It tasted fine but the price was killing. :O

Then we hung out at this famous local Malaccan mall : Dataran Pahlawan aka DP.

They love playing pool. So we went to Cue Club in DP. Only they played. I watched and cheered :D

I like purple ball number 4. Purposely asked them to stop playing for awhile to let me snap a picture xD

Ah Yao is on the left while Kam Mou is standing on the right. His expression is.....don't ask :P

I had to go for Revo Malacca that night so we left after their pool session.

For the next visit, I reached at night too. So Ah Yao brought me to a famous Wantan noodles shop. It's quite a special one because it's not the usual black sauce type. Later, Ah Q came and we went to pick James aka Ah Pei.

They kept saying Ah Pei is a very handsome guy.
I didn't know how handsome until I met him. He's okie laa~ not bad :D
He wants to be a model and is currently 'studying' in Amber Chia Academy.
He has the look, 183cm tall and super thin. Too thin in fact =|

We went to Movida which is located near DP. It was wild. Ladies night! Free drinks! ^_^
After that, we went and got Ivan for supper. Supper was fine. But then they decided to go for a Dota session at CC :(

Poor me. I waited for around an hour there. Thank God Ah Yao was kind enough to let me play with his iPhone. yeahh, he's not so kind usually xD

Basically that's the end of the 1st day. We had to sleep early because we needed to get up early the next day :D

The next day, Ah Yao, Ah Pei and I had Chicken Rice Ball for breakfast! At last I had the chance to try.

Ah Pei sat opposite me so... there, a pic of him xD

After breakfast, Ah Yao guided me around the old historical Malacca street.

Ah Pei was like ......... *speechless*
He's a fair fella, model-to-be. He was avoiding the sun. He couldn't take heaty weather and all laa~
I thought I was the one being like that :O
Soon, we went back to the car and picked Ah Q was just woke up.

Where to? We went looking for Deric. A friend I met in INTI during Youth Empowerment Camp. Surprisingly Ah Yao knows him, so we went to his school because he's taking up form6.

Then we went for lunch at a hawker street. They have good cheap food and drinks. How I wish we have that in INTI then I can save more on food D:

Next, the same old place: DP. They just love to hang out there laa~
And of course the usual: Cue Club.
This time I joined in the game because they were pestering me to join. Owhh well. Nope, I can't really play =|
2nd last game, this cute worth-to-laugh-at scenario happened :-

If you know how the game goes, cool. If not, go figure out then you'll know what's this picture is trying to tell ;)

We waiting for the sun to cool because Ah Pei couldn't go under the sun.
In the evening, we went to the Kota A Famosa.

Teehee! I didn't know how to pose xDDD

Oops, he had a broken hand! :O

We went back to bathe and get ready for the night time's wild party. LOL. Not so wild laa~

Kam Mou was back from INTI already.Everyone went to the beach near Ah Yao's house and Ah Q brought coke and a unknown drink. It was unknown to me in the beginning but not now :P

Everyone started drinking while Ah Q, Ah Pei and I were chit chatting.
They did crazy stuff, moulding the sand into....some weird stuff. Suddenly, the guys took off their baju then went running around the beach. LOL! But it was a good time.

Got the chance to take picture with these 2 Leng Zai's.
Ah Pei & Kam Mou.
Nope, I'm not short. It's just that they're tall :D

And with Ah Q.

It's not easy to snap picture at the beach without any light laa~

Although I knew Ah Yao first, but he introduced me to alot of cool friends and friends' friends. I'm so grateful for all the Lord has blessed me with ^_^

Malacca, I love you. I'll be back :D

More pictures here!

Hip Hip?? Hooray!! :D

2011-04-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

Heyy people! Sorry for not updating. As you know, INTI line SUCKS. Let's pray for the better. Ahahaha.

Owhh yeah. I'm back home again. For my birthday weekend. Blessings started pouring in on Monday itself!

I thought my room mate, Crystal and I needed some time out of our room. So we decided to go to Giant for a lil' shopping trip. When it's time to go back, her sister called saying she's coming to Nilai. And she's bringing us for dinner. YAY!!! Thank God Crys likes sushi too. So, we went to Sushi King!! AND AND AND, it's the RM2 bonanza period!! Double YAY!!!

Salmon and more salmon~~

This was my drink. It was superb :D

And this is Crys, my room mate :)

Back to my ~~school~~ Uni, let me show you some places that I have to go to almost everyday. This is the Learning Resource Centre aka LRC. Huge spacious building with COLD COLD air-cond. Ahahaha :)

Then this is the cafeteria. I am the mayor for this place in Foursquare.

So you should know how often I'll be there..

No, it's not THAT small. Just a small screen shot of the cafeteria :)

Last but not least, my best friend in my course! I call him Ah Long (like real loudly) and everyone started calling him that xD

He might not look nice in pictures but check out his Facebook. So many people would like any picture he uploads and his status, owhh my goodness! He's super funny too. I'd always laugh when he talks. Even lecturers noticed that we're quite close :D

Ahhhh... I love his Iphone 4. Super cool apps and most important of all. He'd let me play with it ALL the time. I have Instagram too! Thanks to him <3

Some pictures attached with this post are actually taken by me using his phone. Good stuff yeahh? :)

Like this! <3

That's all for now. Another post of my advance birthday celebration is coming up! :DD

Yoyoyo!!

2011-04-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

Sorry for updating for so long. I was.....well, occupied. Officially an Uni student 3 weeks ago. I love INTI. It's all I could ever asked for :D

But one issue there is the internet connection. Super terrible. I believe they're gonna fix it soon. The line is so bad that I couldn't blog at all and have to come back to Kuantan to blog. Then I realized that my lappie just couldn't blog. Which is frustrating. How to solve this problem? :(

First time being really away from parents and nope, I'm not having any problem with that because...

I will survive! :D

Let me introduce some new friends I met during OLE which is a short form for Orientation.

This is my leader in my group. Funny guy xD

This is Crystal, my roommate. She's just like a small girl.

I feel like I'm taking care of her all the time. Owh well :)

This is the group photo of the March intake newbies. They said we're few in numbers compared to the January intake batch =|

This is my group picture. Our group name is Rango. Don't ask why.

I'm in red. And that's Ah Yao next to me. If you're following my tweets then you'd know who I'm talking about now.

Ah Yao is acting a lil' weird recently and people think it's my fault.

Well heyy! I didn't do anything. *innocent face*

Yao Yao. Where have you been? I missed you :'(

That's all for now. Yesterday was mum's birthday and also 1st night of Revo Kuantan. Surprisingly dad allowed me to drive to MS Garden for Revo after dinner. Having faith in the Lord works! Can't wait for tonight's PARTY :D

You made me love Japanese food!

2011-03-09T13:27:00.000+08:00

This incident took place exactly 1 week ago. Sorry for the late update.

My eldest sister, Michelle came back from KK and decided to treat both my second sister,Charleen & I for a good dinner. I didn't know they knew I like Japanese food. It's actually a preference for food but now I'm all hyped up seeing Japanese restaurant. Whee~

Thanks to Joshua for making me lean how to enjoy Japanese food. I still remember how tough it was for me to actually eat a piece of Sashimi.

I always order this when I go for Japanese food. Udon! *loves*

And of course one of the best is Sashimi itself. Michelle ordered 2 plates in total.... 14 pieces?! :D

I was so full! xD

Michelle ordered this for herself.

And also the other Sushis. A super good meal & experience. Hope to go there again.Soon :P

Thanks, Daddy.

The King's Speech :O

2011-03-02T16:40:00.000+08:00

I totally didn't plan to blog about this but some random friend asked me to. Well, this shall be a random post.

This guy aka Mickey was the photographer for a post-Valentine's Day event at my sister's church in Sentul. So I was asked to get the pictures from him. We met at Sunway Pyramid and he had his dinner while copying the pictures into a CD.

I took this picture of him and he thinks it's ugly. I thought it wasn't that bad, since I was the one who took this :P

cheh~ self-praise is no praise x)

Mickey! His shirt is so cute! x)

I need a DSLR laa~ Daddy, pretty pretty please...!

Then, the owh-so-demanding Jonathan wanted to watch this movie, I don't know why. So I 'dumped' Mickey & went for this movie.

The King's Speech.

Some man in the movie won Oscars it seems? I have no idea. Still, I Am Number Four is better. Hello, I'm a teenager. You don't expect me to............well, don't expect anything xD

The prince had difficulty in his speaking. Even talking to his children and other people. He can't read out loud without stammering too. So, the wife made him visit a speech therapist. It was tough for him in the beginning but he began to pick up with his determination & perseverance.

He wasn't very well prepared when he had to declare a war speech live broadcasting. He practiced a lot with the therapist & at last he made it. It wasn't perfect but it was very good.

So basically the show was like that. It got a little boring near the end but I won't regret as long as I can spend some time with the owh-so-busy Jonathan. Teehee.

12th should be my last day but I was informed that there's a function I need to work at from 11th - 13th. Well, well. Can't wait to ciao~ :D

2 movies in 2 days! Woots xD

What was I doing in a pub?!

2011-03-01T16:04:00.000+08:00

Let me just share a lil' on my experience in working in a pub doing glitter tattoo for kids. You might find it weird. Pub? Kids? Glitter tattoo? YEAH. Don't ask me why. All I know is it's a charity function. (Thank God I'm paid :P )

This is how the pub looks like. I thought it was kinda cool because I haven't been to a pub before.

Now that I have :)

These are everything I needed to do glitter tattoo. The sticker ones are the common and easier ones. But the one with the glittery powder is the hard one D:

After my work, I had some time to snap some pictures. This shows one group of the kids. They're Myanmar refugees. Since Sunday is a schooling day in Myanmar, they had school on Sunday too. That explains why they';re dressed in school uniforms.

Another group of kids. I don't understand a single word they say. Trust me. It's HARD.

This is a magician that was there that time. I think his name is Alex. He was performing magic to a few kids by swallowing the balloon & challenged the kids to try. In the end, I found out the balloon was filled with water. So, his trick is as easy as drinking water. Okie, may be not THAT easy =X

And the kids were in awe :D

One of the organizer, Jayson was surprisingly nice to me. And he belanja-ed me lunch. The food was superb! Too bad I didn't get to finish it :(

Then the next day my sister brought me to Tropicana City Mall for the movie I AM Number Four. Before that, I got to hang around at this bookstore: Borders.

Snapped a photo at a book near me and I realized it's a Vampire-based book. Hello author out there, more creativity please?

So that was about it. After running back to Kuantan due to too-stressful life in KL, my return has been quite nicely welcomed :P

Thanks, Daddy.

AWESOME :D

2011-03-01T09:52:00.001+08:00

Let me talk about the 1st movie I watched in 2011. Yeah, end of February only 1 movie? Wait! This was my 3rd! :P

1st was of course The Green Hornet starring Jay Chou. Jay is good.

2nd was Homecoming during CNY. A Singaporean comedy. It's good! Hilarious :P

3rd was I Am Number Four starring Alex Pettyfer & Dianna Agron.

I went to Tropicana Cty Mall to watch it with my sister and it was superb! I mean the movie, not her :P

Well, she likes it too. Alex didn't look very stunning in the beginning but he has hot body! LOL I don't usually go for hot guys BUT...!

He's not bad laa~ He's an English actor & model. I didn't notice his should-be-quite-noticeable British accent which is a good thing.

A scene from the show:

I won't be talking about the movie but just 1 word to describe it: AWESOME!!!

So for all of you that haven't got the chance to watch this, please do.

You will not regret it and do tell me what you think after watching it ^_^

Good & Bad

2011-02-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

It has been almost 2 months since the least time I cut my hair at Maroon. Then I thought I wanted to cut again because all the split ends are waving happily saying 'Hi' -.-

So since I can't afford another expensive haircut by the pro, I decided to go the not-so-pro saloon. I always go to the saloon when I was youngER. Yeah. Then I went.

Everyone was occupied and I didn't wanna wait, so I told her I want it done before 5 and mine's a quick trim. She did layered for my hair. I was about to cry but I didn't have the guts to tell her: "I don't want layered."

She took less than 10 minutes to trim my hair and the one thing came to my mine was: I'm so gonna regret cutting it. The next second, what I thought happened.

I shall call it the worse haircut I have got in my LIFE! That shows how bad it is,huh. It's almost shoulder length,which means it's TOO short and it's curling. Because it's at the shoulder. You know what I'm saying ;)

Urgh! I'd rather get killed than someone killing my 1st life. Owh, my hair = my 1st life :D

Let's go to the good stuff. I was supposed to hang out with Abang Ly after his work and let me tell you: A phone with no credit is the worst thing that can happen to a person when you needed it the most. well, I needed him to have credit, at least >_<

It didn't work out. It was....depressing! So, we went today instead! After I reached home, I realized why God didn't let it happen yesterday. We had a good time at McDonalds. Talking and chit-chatting ALOT. He's just too nice to talk to laa~

When I was editing this pic, I realized he really looks like a typical Malay guy! And this picture looks abit, well, misleading. We had a great time and I'm always laughing when we're talking. When I was still working and now that I'm not, we can always converse well and he makes people(me especially) laugh without him knowing. He paused to let me finish laughing 1st. WAHAHAHAHA :P

Nah~ One of the best man in the world is taken. And he's gonna be a daddy in another.... 5 months? =|

And of course the best part, at last I got this wedges that I wanted SO badly! Abang Ly helped me try though. It's surprisingly gentle of him to help me with the wedges. A big PLUS! xD

I think it looks really nice! :D

Thanks, Daddy ;)

IMYA! ;)

2011-02-23T15:56:00.000+08:00

When I was scrolling down,speed reading my blog post, I realized that I was supposed to blog about my colleagues. Ahh! I love them! :D

Let start with this day: 12 of February 2011 = My last day of work at Mega View Hotel aka MVH.
That day was also Nik's wedding reception which gave me superb chance to snap pictures with my colleagues. Well, now it's EX-colleagues :(

Abang Ly is the best Malay guy friend I have. He's a technician in MVH and is under the Maintenance Department. He also treated me the best! The day before, I spent my OT with Abang Ly.
Ms Andrea Loo which is my boss gave me a lot of work before I left & that's part of the reason why I needed to stay back to help Abang Ly with supposedly his job. That is preparing Chinese wordings backdrop.

So after I have printed the wording out, the cutting is the 1st step:~

I did every word and now this was the only that I couldn't do. I cut the same word wrongly twice! And I had to reprint the same word twice! D: So I shall let the pro do his job xD

Then it's sketching the word on a piece of Styrofoam.

The printed part is cut out so that we get the shape of the word! :)

Painting the shape of the word is next. Why we used pink color paint was because we were gonna use red glitter. So it kinda matched =|

Next! Apply glitter! :D

After that, they're put aside to dry.

After that, Abang Ly used a tool to cut the words out according to their shape. He made the tool himself! So cool rightt? :D

So basically that what I helped him with. The next day, Ms Andrea asked HR to buy some food as a farewell for me. I was so touched T_T

Siew & Yen helping to get the food ready. Yen was the HR. I heard she left hotel too =/

Yati helping out too! :)

We had our farewell 'party' and everyone was back to work. Me? Time to snap more pictures!

Let's start with him: ~

A flirtatious married Malay man called Nadzri in the F&B department. He was nice to me too. And we had lunch together once. Haha.

Of course, Abang Ly! ;)

He's considered the cutest man in hotel.

Other Malay girls like him alot too. So, yeah xD

This is Kamarul. We only said 'hi' & 'bye' when I was at the kitchen. Still, he's the one who always called me asking me what's up with me after I left to KL. So nice :)

This is Kak Aida. A very friendly lady from the F&B Department too. I love her! :P

Only on the last day itself I found out that they're actually siblings.

Well, they DO look alike right? (:

The boy, Faiz is helping out in the kitchen while his sister, Ja works at the cold kitchen.

His nickname is Iem. This boy is VERY mengada. Full of nonsense but he's cute.

HAHA. H has a very manipulative girlfriend owh my goodness -.-

He's a steward that smells good all the time and has a sweet charming smile ^_^

Let's move to the office. This was HR. Yen :)

A pretty girl that can't live without curry but yet her face is superbly pretty :]

This is Siew, the head of Accounts department.

Also a pretty girl. She's so enviously thin! :O

This is from the Purchasing department. Madam Cheng was the 1st person I talked to when I stepped into the office on the 1st day. Prakesh is the only man in the office :D

Abit blur :(

This is Coey, she is a pregnant Accountant. She loves to look for her missing stationaries at the Sales department and every time she does that, she'll find her lost stuff which is so funny. Then she'll start scolding and her favorite line is to ''whack your butt!" xD

I think Pauline's a pretty girl too! Tall & slim. She was waiting for her STPM results so she worked as a part-time too. She's in the Accounts dept. for she wants to be an accountant :]

This is Azani, my senior in the Sales dept. She's the one teaching me stuff & all. We didn't really interact because she's too swamped with all the work =/

Yati! I love her so much! She's super nice and we had lotsa fun arguing.

She can be very funnily sarcastic at times. I miss her laa~ =|

last but not least, my pretty boss: Ms. Andrea Loo. The hotel is actually owned by her father but she's running it currently. Owh yes, she's married and she has a girl!

In short that's about it. There are some nice ones that I didn't get to snap pictures with and also some that I thought I didn't need to snap pictures with them.

Well. One of my best memories in my life. I miss them so much when I was in KL.

I came back home and I went to hotel to visit them. Praise the Lord for I met 2 people that I wanted to see the most. Another one wasn't there yet because his shift is in the afternoon. Yeah ;D

T_T

2011-02-22T12:57:00.000+08:00

I wanted to put "Torture" as the title for this post, but I'm afraid it'll cause some misunderstanding. TorTure = T_T

Haha. Just nice! So now I'd think when someone puts T_T , he/she means "torture" xD

So, it's the 9th day I'm in KL already. Things have been quite tough. But some things are nice too. I realized I haven't been posting much about my spiritual life which I think I should do that more often...?

I wasn't in a good mood starting yesterday morning when some random guy came & tell me that the release of SPM results is this Wednesday(tomorrow!) D: WHAT?!?! So soon?! And STPM results were out yesterday. I didn't know Malaysian examiners are so efficient in carrying out their responsibilities!

I wanted to go back. The original plan was to go back on Friday but now, I wanna go back even sooner. NOW if possible. No, I'm not homesick, but I just don't like it here.I packed my stuff and if God permits, He'll provide bus ticket for me to go back to Kuantan.

Both my sisters are so bossy, I can say. I wonder why aren't they like other girls who are so nice to their siblings. Its in the blood maybe? I'm so tired of people telling me what I should & should NOT do. I'd appreciate them if they're good advises but sorry, they're not. Why can't I do it my way? Who made you king of everything?

I was stressed out and didn't feel good. I didn't even eat dinner and I don't feel hungry until now. The DiGi internet thingy is killing me. I didn't click anything and it charges like ALOT! 3 bucks gone in a few seconds. Hello? What's wrong with you?

I cried. I cried to God. I complained about almost everything. He shunned me from complaining and He made me listen to what He wanted to say. He talked to me and it was so real. Why am I feeling so stressed is not I don't tell Him EVERYTHING.

Telling Him big stuff is not what He wants from me. He wants EVERYTHING. every single feeling I have(especially the sad ones). Then I started listing out all the distaste I'm keeping to myself. And of course, He reminded me of the good things that happened too. I felt so much better.

1 Peter 5:7 says Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

It says ALL. Not SOME. Not a FEW. This is what I learnt from Him yesterday. I feel better,but still a lil' bitter. But I'm learning to trust Him for better things to come. Amen!

=O

2011-02-17T13:58:00.001+08:00

Can't believe I haven't been updating after so long. It has been fast, after 1 month I worked in mega View Hotel, Kuantan, now I'm officially a KL girl. Well, that sounds kinda bad. I wanna go back home, in exact, go back to MVH. Owh how I miss that time.

Here, its a early night late morning culture. I didn't really have a culture-shock but I really hope I can have a normal working hours and mealtime. for the past 2 days I bathed after 12am because I had dinner during supper. That's bad! I know.

The most visible update, I got myself a specs. After 6 years of waiting, at last I got it. I have been fond of wearing specs since I was 12 (this explains the 6 years part) but my eyesight is still good. Thank God! But I'm using the PC most of the time and now that I have a smarter-than-the-one-I-had phone, a specs with computer lens seems quite appropriate,yeah?

I took such a long time to try on different frames because I REALLY don't look good in specs. And after getting the one that I thought it's the best, I still don't look very nice :(

Then,my extra income is when the company has events and they need people to help.Like my case,I get extra pay if it's an outside event. This Friday which is tomorrow, I'm supposed to do nail art! Which gave me quite a valid excuse to paint my nails. It's my very 1st time painting them in black. All this while I only have nail polish in the pink color family. And I put on nail stickers too! I feel so 'lala' suddenly D:

Office isn't really an office. It's a house but we are supposed to do office work here. So, I'm here. And there are animals in this house too. Why? Adran aka Jelly is a clown and magician and...(he multi-tasks) so he needs some animals to enhance his magic tricks. At the back, there are pigeons and rabbits! Besides, there's a dog too. I don't know what is she doing here laa. Her name is Tomato. Quite cute but nobody bathes her. That's quite sad hor...

She's super active when she sees me. May be because I'm the only that plays with her in the house? Yeah. I think so too. Kinda wish Terry is as active as her. But Terry is TOO big >_<

Yesterday they brought me to this Taman Cahaya place which is actually Taman Pertanian Malaysia. I didn't know they have Taman Pertanian in Selangor too. The only place I have been so far that has so many trees! Haha. Trees are endangered species in the KL/Selangor area laa, right? :)

This is the orchard.

Durians on a tree! :D

I didn't go there to play or for visitation laa~ The is an event tomorrow that will be carried out there so we went to look around the place.

So that's about it for now. Praying for the best to come :D

Behold~

2011-02-08T14:34:00.000+08:00

Wow. It has been almost a month since the last time I updated my blog. Wanna be a blogger it seems?

I have bought Jay Chou's The Era World Tour 2011 CD + DVD. Awesome-ness! I haven't finished watching though =/ let me quote my 2011 quote: I'm not free.

So it has been almost a month since I started working at Mega View Hotel as a sales clerk. Office girl just sounds TOO bad. I didn't enjoy my 1st week, AT ALL. But now, I'm loving my job. I even went to hotel to see my colleagues during CNY! That shows how much I love them.

God has blessed me ALOT during this period of time. All the sweet and not-so-sweet moments will be one of the memories that I'll cherish forever in my life. I have tried doing ALOT of things in this month.

Such as singing songs in the hotel ballroom (with the mic xD), taking pictures all around the hotel, eating superbly nice food leftover by the guests, playing Facebook most of the time, designing for the Valentine's day promotion and more...

Now that I'm asked to work in KL for my sister, in something that I'm interested in: Design. If I have 10 parts in me, 9 parts are shouting 'NO' to the invitation to KL. But 1 part knows I'll be benefited if I go. So, it seems that minority wins. For the minority is the conscience. More pictures are coming. I'm just TOO lazy to edit and upload them. Daddy, save me! >_<

I believe more are yet to come, all the best plans from my Daddy in Heaven :)

Office work?!

2011-01-16T17:41:00.000+08:00

So, I have started working at Megaview Hotel Kuantan in the sales department for one week already. It was really next to hell and I enjoyed not even a bit of it. Except for the food. All the staff can get free lunch from the kitchen prepared by the hotel chef! Now everyone says : Wahh, so good! >_<

When boss wasn't around, I took a few pictures and tada!

This is supposedly my table. No. There's no PC for me. But they have a netbook which I used for the 1st day. No good stuff. That's my bag :D

Beside my table is another trainee girl's table. She's having her 6 months practical there. 6 MONTHS NEXT TO HELL!!! Imagine that. No wonder she doesn't dare to do anything, well, 'wrong' xD

Yeah. I did all the wrong stuff. Like going on Facebook & Twitter during working hours. I even downloaded Tweet Deck! *bangga bangga*

This is a place of a Malay girl that is working there. Even she's nicer than the Chinese trainee. Twice in my working experiences, the Malay ladies are often nicer then the Chinese ladies. Which is ~~weird~~.

This is a senior's seat. Well, she worked for a few years already. Yeah.

Oooh! This is the fax machine that I learnt to use ont he very 1st day of work itself! Quite fun but it's not when the log status shows NG instead of OK -.-

I like to photocopy stuff too. And it often gets jammed. No! Not my fault! >_<

They call these the.... ermm... I forgot.

something chart. Functions of the respective days in a event order will be attached to each file.

MASTER PLANNER! When someone calls and wants to have function at the hotel, they'll write in this planner to see whether the hall or wherever is booked or not.

Messy file :P

This is the table where we have our lunch. That's my bottle filled with some tasty drinks prepared by the kitchen too!

This AC. Looks old but it can turn the office as cold as the South pole in a split second.

Oops. Too exaggerating xD

The office looks like that from the front. The sales department of course. I didn't dare to snap pictures of the other departments. Yet.

Next to come: My colleagues!!! :D

Til then!

Once in a life time~

2011-01-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I accompanied my cute lil' cousin brother, Jeremy to his piano class at Yamaha. The teacher is quite nice and I regretted that I didn't have the chance to learn any musical instruments when I was younger. Well, that wasn't my fault though D:

So that was how it looked like. All the kids gather in front at teacher's piano and the teacher teaches them the new song, mainly how to sing it.

She even made them danced with one another, helping them to imagine the song and the scene.

The kids use electone when they're learning. Electone is a kind of electric organ used by the Yamaha.

This is Jeremy's book. Book 4! :D

Guess what. I met my standard one class teacher! I haven't seen her for so long for she doesn't teach in Kong Min anymore. And she still remembers me! I'm so touched. Praise the Lord!

Since I'm starting my work tomorrow. So, I guess I won't be seeing her anymore unless it's God's will. I was abit paiseh to ask for a picture with her but I knew if I don't, I will never have the chance to do so. Tada! Pretty woman eyh! >_<

Basically it's like that. I saw from this handsome guy's blog that Mark Zuckerberg is shutting down Facebook (click here) . Well, I thought a better way would be selling it to someone else -.-

All the best to me tomorrow! Imma office girl to be. LOL! xDD

Did you know...?

2011-01-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was such a tiring day. i went out with Jing Wen and Jess Lynn then Jonathan in the afternoon. Plus, I'm working for my sister that needs not 12/5 commitment but she can call me in the night to work and can't sleep til 2am the next morning. May be a 12/5 isn't too bad?

Well, I still praise God for His grace and provision.

I'm gonna share a few health bites, things that usually people do not know but now you guys should know! It might not be too relevant to your age now but I pray that it helps you in the future and also benefits those around you, ya? :D

Did you know....

#1 Eating durian, the 'king of fruits' together with alcohol can kill a person. Researchers believe that the lethal side effects may be due to the fruit's high sulfur content which impairs alcohol breakdown.

So in short, do not consume durian and alcohol together! :O

#2 New research suggests routinely wearing a pedometer encourages people to walk about an extre mile each day, ,lose weight and lower their blood pressure. Aim for at least 30 minutes of brisk walking and a total of 10000 steps a day.

So, when you consider taking the elevator or going somewhere by vehicle, do consider walking. Walking rocks!

#3 Excessive cleanliness may be harmful to the immune system. Scientists suspect our hyper-cleanliness could be making it tough for people to develop proper immunity to fight off disease. Exposing very young children to dust,dirt and dander and etc, could help them develop normal immune system that are able to fight off allergies, asthma and other diseases later in life :D

So, it's okie to be a lil' dirty some times xD

#4 Vitamin B is superb to keep your eyes healthy and preserve your vision. Study shows a combination of Vitamin B6 and B12 and folic acid seems to reduce the risk of age-related macular degeneration (AMD) in women. AMD is a major cause of vision loss in older people.

So, take Vitamin B if you don't wanna go blind so soon >_<

#5 The microwave oven you use in your kitchen could be harmful if you're pregnant. when the device is very old or wrongly used, it can be dangerous to unborn baby. Recent tests have proved that microwave emits harmful electromagnetic radiation which can be harmful for embryos and could lead to a miscarriage.

So, pregnant ladies! Stay away from microwaves! xD

Basically that's all for now. I hope it benefits you guys ;D

Healthy New Year :D

2011-01-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

Happy 2011! I feel so excited about 2011. may be it's because I'm out of high school? Or because.... I'm too free xD

I thought I wanna be a full time blogger. Blog about my life with Jesus, and also some health and beauty tips. Owh yesh!!! :D

So the 1st thing that is different this year is I started drinking tea. Tea has an obvious slimming effect and woohoo! It's good for health! This is my 1st try so I bought this:

I had my 1st pot-bag already. I wonder why they call it 'pot-bag' -.-

A pot bag is for one person, so it's fine for everyday consumption. I think xD

One pot bag a day, keeps the fats away xD

Just put a pot bag in a container and pour some hot water into it. Leave it for a few minutes before consumption :D

Health tips: Consumption of green tea can help with weight loss and burning fat!

Benefits?

#1 Green tea contains high concentrations of catehin polyphenols which activate the enzyme that is responsible for dissolving excess triglyceride. In the long run, this means green tea effectively aids in burning fats. ^^

#2 Green tea contains powerful antioxidant known as epigallocatechin gallate (EGCG) that can stimulate metabolism. EGCG stimulates the central nervous system and causes fats to be released into the blood stream to use as fuel, a process known as 'thermogenesis'. It provides extra energy, sheds excess water and also helps to burn fats!

#3 Green tea also causes carbohydrates to be released slowly. Thus lowers cholesterol and increases energy expenditure. Green tea catechins can help prevent obesity by inhibiting the movement of glucose in fat cells.

#4 Drinking green tea can increase your endurance level by when you exercise. more endurance means more exercise, more exercise means more calories burned.

Drinking more green tea will help you to lose more weight, but only up to a certain amount. the longer you drink, the more fat it burns.

Statistics:

A Taiwanese population study found that 140 people who were regular tea drinkers for more than 10 years had 20% body fat while non tea drinkers have 25% body fat.

2 reasons to switch from coffee to tea:

1. Green tea contains less caffeine. It contains half the amount of caffeine found in coffee.

2. Green tea also contains a natural relaxant called theanine, which is known to promote a feeling of wellbeing. if you're at work, it'll improve your concentration and productivity.

P/S: Teas have been shown to prevent iron-absorption. Those who have iron deficiency, consumption of several cups of tea a day may not be a very good idea. =|

Bye Bye 2010, Hello 2011

2010-12-31T11:44:00.000+08:00

Aiyor, I haven't been blogging for SOO long. *Blows away dust*

Well, Today is the last day of 2010. *speechless*
I don't know what to say. This year has been quite tough. SPM and all. Church is bad. He is bad -.-

So I pray for better years to come. Go to anywhere but Kuantan. Future is abit blur~ Though I got the scholarship I have always praed for, but dad says it must be 100% tuition fee waiver. If not, I can't take it. That's just pathetically pathetic. It is God's blessing to even get a scholarship but dad is expecting a full scholarship =[

Well, keep praying and have faith in the Lord. That's all I can do.

Uncle gave a digital camera (DC) and I'm announcing it as mine. Well, it's a very old model but it's better than nothing raite? Raite.

2011 is a year of fulfillment of my dreams, a year where dreams come true. Including getting myself a DSLR with my own pay. Means I earn myself to get a DSLR. Now I got the DC, sounds like God is saying: 'You're not getting your DSLR next year so the DC is a temporary replacement. '

LOL. I hope that's my imagination run wild. God won't say that, raite? raite? raite?

I'm gonna cut my hair later. New hair for a new year. owh yeah! No regrets :DD

Anxiety and frustrations. But this is a chance for me to learn to trust in the Lord more.

Peace! ^_^ V

可是我喜欢他

2010-12-09T16:18:00.001+08:00

两个礼拜前

我遇见了他

他对着我

笑了

非常非常灿烂的

微笑

我顿时愣着了

不知道要怎么做

对他微笑吗?

还是掉头就走?

我

脸红了

走吧~

我走来走去

不知道要干吗

他

却一直在注意着我

他叫我了

叫我参加一个义工社团

他说, 要接触明星就要参加

参加就参加咯

我填了表格

把需要的资料都给了

他看到我的名

就问: “你的名是茉莉花吗?

原来你是茉莉花! 原来你是茉莉花!”

我翻了个白眼想:

“真没常识!”

临走前,

他还附加了一个灿烂的微笑

他给我的第一印象

非常好

而且他还蛮好看

晚上

他利用我的资料

传短信给我

“茉莉花! 茉莉花! 茉莉花! 茉莉花…小姐! 要接触明星是不难的”

虽然他乱用我报名的资料

但我一点也不介意

心里还有一丝的欢喜

跟他相处了一段时间

我发现我越来越喜欢他

我间接式问他对我的感觉

他否认了

明明就喜欢

就是不肯认

可是我喜欢他

他的英文

烂到爆

简单的英文

听不明

简单的英文

讲不出

我一生中教过多少个人英文?

竟然喜欢一个不会听不会讲英文的家伙?!

可是我喜欢他

工作的他

过几个小时才会回一封信

天天等到傻了

都一定要等到

他根本就没空理我

可是我喜欢他

认识几天就被伤几次了

常被欺负

因为喜欢,所以在乎

可是我喜欢他

慢慢的

盲目的我发现了

原来我并没有很喜欢他

原来我只是想

想要有人陪

想被爱

想被疼

我接收了我应该放弃他

我跟他“分手”了

虽然不曾发生过

可是

他不舍

他打电话给我

我们谈了差不多一个小时

那时我真的决定了

他,不是我的

可是他喜欢我

他会主动找我

主动约我出去

虽然他不承认

可是他骗不了我

因为,

他喜欢我! ;)

Last 2 days...

2010-11-16T12:21:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday (13/11/10) and yesterday (15/11/10) were the last 2 days of my high school life. Saturday was the End of The Year Party and yesterday was just a normal school day but with Pn. Tan See Lee's retirement 'celebration'.

Saturday was fun. Practically the best day of my high school life? May be...
A lot happened this year. Somehow it felt better without the presence of AYe. I was free. Not so self-conscious.
I managed to mend a broken friendship this year. I didn't know what happened but we stopped talking since form3. Well, we talked on Facebook, texted and all but we just don't have the initiative to start talking to each other face to face at school. Urgh~ I hate this -.-

I had another broken friendship this year. We were friends for quite sometime. It happens right. Argument and all. I wouldn't say it's all my fault or all her fault but both of us were at blame.

I tend to be an initiative person most of the time, but at times I get tired with the fact in my brain knowing that: " I have to talk to you first".

So boring. Can't you talk to me first?! =[[[[

For this ex-friend ( I don't count her as my friend anymore), we are not talking. There's no need to talk, neither do I want to talk to her. I don't even wanna hear her voice. Freakishly annoying. I guess it's mainly my fault. I might still hold grudges, which I shouldn't. As a Christian, that's just not right. For a person that was so close to us before, it just seemed a bit too hard.

I pray all the time asking God to help me to forgive her and to love her as Jesus wants us to. But it's not easy. Especially I have to see her in school.. Imagine the happiness I felt whenever she's absent and I'm not ^_^

Worse still, I sit behind her during every exam this year. Including SPM. Sigh. It's okie. I woun't have to hear her voice because we're not supposed to talk. Phew~

Back to happy stuff. The party was just fun! Taking pictures with most of my buddies with a camera that doesn't belong to me (sigh)
And Jie Wen, we were close but again we stopped talking. Much awkwardness but now, we seem to be quite good already! Yay!

Good photography :D

2010-10-29T13:05:00.000+08:00

Saw this link on facebook. After reading it, I thought it was really good!
http://thephotoletariat.com/good-photography-is-not-about-the-gear-its-about-the-story/

I wonder whether he's trying to say that iphone is good or just using the ''not-so-real camera'' is good. Don't know what I'm saying? Read that post I linked laaa~
No shame for most of my pictures are taken with my phone. Only. Owh and not to forget: Photoshop xD

So I'm gonna share a few good photographers here and their pictures. well, they all use the 'Real camera' though ._.

This is a shot by Nyen Chin. Weird name. He's a Christian. he told me -.-

Mostly landscape shots in US.

Steve's. His studio's grand opening was just 2 weeks ago :D

Komi. Most beautiful model I have seen.

By Steve too.

Of course, Calvin.

Komi again. This is by Eddy Ng.

Michael Chong's. Jonathan's father.

i thought he's better in landscape instead of potrait D:

Komi again. By Tiger Lee.

just found this talented guy yesterday. Jeremy Song :D

Almost forgot =P

Jonathan Chong!!

That's not all but that's all for now.

Untitled.

2010-10-19T15:32:00.002+08:00

It had been long. Well, a lot of things happened.
Trial was over. Now having the second 'wave' of trials.
Gonna waste 2 weeks because of that. I heard that SPM is in less than 1 month time.
Crap. I'm scared. T_T

:)

2010-10-07T16:12:00.001+08:00

After so long, yes I'm gonna blog again. Just one post. Or may be two. I don't really think anyone's reading it but I'm telling myself that you care ;)

So, the real SPM trials are over and now preparing for Pra-SPM which is the fake trials. Well I don't see the point for it takes up another 2 weeks which means we have 2 weeks less to study. If we're studying >_<

YES I AM studying! xD

No news from the JPJ so I'm not having much hope that the schedule of SPM will be amended. Which means I might not be going for ACTS Teens camp this year. =(((((((

There's one thing that's bothering me a lot this 3 days. I can't even recall what's velocity and momentum. If I have ever known what are they =P

YES I DO know! xD

It's not a 'he' but a 'she' which is weird. People who heard my so-called 'problem' will ask either 'Are you a lesbian?' or 'Is she a lesbian?'

-.- NOOOOOO!!! Can't girls have super best friends?!?! But she's not my super best friend. I'd kill myself +_+

She's just bothering. I'm so fed-up but I can't give up on her since I made a promise. Stupid!

Get lost laar~ I need to study for SPM xP

-wink-

-ings

2010-09-17T15:13:00.000+08:00

Holidays are ending. Trials are coming. Time is flying.SPM is coming. I'm dying. Chhheeehhhh....

xD

Dear John the movie

2010-08-29T20:51:00.001+08:00

I watched this show this afternoon. I got the DVD from my uncle. I mean he gave it to me. I have some other shows but I thought I needed a boost of love in this loneliness at this moment of my life.

I thought it was quite old because I got it from him quite long ago. It shows that it was released this year. Not that old though :)

It was quite nice. But I didn't like Amanda. I'd prefer someone prettier =X

Channing Tatum is kinda hot xD

I got this from Wikipedia. It's very long and detailed. Couldn't bother much to edit ;P

John Tyree (Channing Tatum), a young Sergeant from the Army Special Forces, is lying on the ground in his combat gear with multiple gunshot wounds on his body. Coins begin to fall over him as he recalls a childhood trip to the U.S. Mint.

He goes on to compare himself to a coin in the United States Military and states that the last thing he thought about before he blacked out, was "You."

In 2001, John is on leave when he meets Savannah Lynn Curtis (Amanda Seyfried), a college student on spring break. In a matter of days, Savannah and John fall in love. John meets Savannah's family as well as her neighbor, Tim Wheddon (Henry Thomas) and Tim's autistic son, Alan (Braeden Reed), who looks up to Savannah.

Savannah meets and befriends John's father (Richard Jenkins), a reclusive man who is only interested in his coin collection. John tells Savannah that his father has always been obsessed with coins and has not been much of a father to John, whose mother is not in the picture. Savannah mentions to John that his father, like Alan, may have autism.

This upsets John, who believes Savannah is calling his father retarded. He is so caught up in his anger that he gets into a fight with Savannah's rich neighbor, Randy (Scott Porter), accidentally punching Tim in the process. John apologizes to Tim the next day and leaves Savannah a note, seeking her forgiveness before his leave comes to an end.

Savannah gets the note, and they spend one last day together. John returns to the Army and he and Savannah begin a long-distance relationship through handwritten letters. John believes this year will be his final year of enlistment but, following the September 11 attacks, is torn between returning home and his sense of duty.

He is given a weekend off, which he spends with Savannah and her family as well as with his father. He asks Savannah for her opinion on whether or not he should re-enlist, and she tells him to do what he feels is right. Like the rest of the soldiers in his unit, John chooses to re-enlist.

Over the next two years, John faces dangerous missions and begins to live almost entirely for Savannah's letters. John and Savannah find themselves drifting apart. Finally, Savannah, sad but resigned, sends John a Dear John letter, informing him that she has become engaged to someone else.

John, deeply depressed and frustrated by the news, believes she is engaged to Randy. On a mission, he enters a dangerous area and is shot several times by an enemy, which bridges back to the first scene of the movie.

After recovering from his wounds John's Captain suggests that he go home and spend time with his father but, still upset about Savannah, John chooses to re-enlist again. He decides that he will make a career out of the Army and stay enlisted for as long as possible.

For the next four years, John, trying to mend his broken heart over Savannah, takes part in many missions with his new unit, spanning from the early years of the invasion of Iraq to the current resurgent conflicts in Afghanistan.

While waiting to receive orders on his unit's next deployment at their regional operations base in Qatar, John is informed that he is being sent home for the first time in six years, because his father is dying. When John arrives at the hospital, the doctor informs him that his father suffered a severe stroke and was not found until days later.

John feels guilt that if he had been there, the outcome for his father would have been better. The doctor assures him that his presence and quicker medical attention would have done little to help his father due to the severity of the stroke. John spends the last few days of his father's life by his side and writes him a letter.

His father has difficulty opening it, so John reads it to him. It is then that the viewers find out that John's speech at the beginning of the film addressed his father, not Savannah. He tells the story of the first mule coin that he found and how it brought father and son to a shared passion of coin collecting. They connect in a tearful moment, and his father dies soon thereafter.

John goes to see Savannah. He discovers that she married Tim, not her rich friend. Savannah tells him Tim has cancer and is not allowed to leave the hospital. She says that the only way he can come home is by having an experimental drug that they cannot afford. John visits Tim in the hospital, where Tim apologizes to John.

He confesses that he has always loved Savannah and that he is happy because his son Alan will always have someone to care for him. Tim also admits that Savannah still loves John. While he wishes that she loved him the same way, he accepts what can never be.

Late that evening, after reconnecting with Savannah, John finally says goodbye to her, forcing Savannah to acknowledge that she has lost John, bringing her to tears.

John sells his father's coin collection, though he keeps the very first mule coin that was the key element to their bond when he was a boy. He anonymously donates the money from the sale to finance Tim's drug. The next scene shows John back with his unit, using the mule coin in a coin toss with his fellow soldiers. John then gets an unexpected letter from Savannah.

She writes about how she received an anonymous donation to help Tim with his treatment to buy him time to say goodbye and thanks him for doing so. Tim died after two months. She expresses that she still wonders where John is and what he is going through, but she accepts that she lost the right to know a long time ago.

Moved by Savannah's letter, John gets a new lease on life and decides to leave the Army after his current tour. In the last scene of the film, John walks a bicycle down a block in an American town and stops to chain it up. At that moment, Savannah in a nearby cafe turns to spot him. John turns, and they lock eyes through the cafe's glass window. Savannah exits the cafe, and they embrace with passion.

I hope the ending'd be better than this...

Retreat?

2010-08-17T17:34:00.001+08:00

I don't really grasp the meaning of retreat. I always thought it was a time to get out of the house for at least one day and have lotsa fun. But it seems that retreat has to a time of silence too...

The front view of the reception of the resort.

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

We took sometime to visit the place and it's not that bad.

Despite it's distance to get from places to places =.=

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

All we can see around the resort are flowers...

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

and trees...

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

and not to forgot: Fruits!

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

Thank God chalets existed. But they're far from the conference room too =[

My Chalet: C3!

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

Then we saw this unique creation of God.

It has a few layers of skin and each skin has different colors.

Wow!

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

And of course. We got to play. In the beginning,

we were just going up and down the see-saw.

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

P/S: Chien Li the poser! xD

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

Then, I screamed my way down and they decided to try balancing the see-saw.

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

Which worked. For 1 second may be? =P

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

Chien Li was still posing!

Then, we proceeded to experience flying fox.

The mosquitoes were so annoying!

[Photo by: Susie P.]

No pictures of us doing flying fox though =[

What could/did we do at night?

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

Barbecue of course!

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

The dark wasn't something to stop us from snapping pictures!

Next stop?? Chien Li's chalet! C4!

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

Card games!

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

I don't know how. Adrian and Wilfred started fighting.

Though there's an age gap, but they looked almost the same size! >__<

[Photo by: Daniel F.]

Both of them seemed to enjoy the fight though.

Gotta act crazy sometimes xD

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

Next morning! Sunday service.

Worship was well and this! Retreat's worship team!

Then, we had fruit tasting "session". LOL

We went home. Last dinner together.

Before.

[Photo by: Daniel F.]

After.

[Photo by: Daniel F.]

Bye bye! come again next year! >__<

whatsoever

2010-08-12T20:31:00.000+08:00

SPM is coming. Real.Soon.
What? Trials are very important.
What? You need 6 A's minimum to get a freaking scholarship. Sigh.

I'll ~~try to~~ try my best. Gahh...

xD

Homo sapiens? Homosexuals?

2010-08-04T14:39:00.000+08:00

Time for bloggie! Wanted to post about a lot of things but procrastinations ruled over.
For a start, I just wanna say that homosexuals aka gay are really horrible. Holding hands in public, arm on shoulder, waist to head, leaning on the shoulder. Disgusting much?!

Well, why?

Unfortunately, there is not yet a conclusive study which tell us exactly what causes homosexuality. In studies with twins, researchers have found that far more of them are likely to share the same sexuality than with siblings that do not share the same DNA; however, the number falls short of 100%.

These results show that there is a high correlation with a person's genetic makeup and their sexuality. Neurologically speaking, gay men tend to have brains similar in structure and function to that of straight women, and lesbians tend to have brains similar to straight men. Certain neurological responses, like the startle response, also show this correlation. The same is also present in other species (yes, many animals exibit bisexual or even primarily homosexual behavior.)

There have been other trends documented, such as the fact that the more older brothers a boy has, the more likely he will identify as gay, and this is true even when the boy is not raised with his older brothers. Gay men are also more likely to be left-handed.

The ratio of the length of the index finger to the ring finger, which is caused by hormones in utero and does not change as one grows older, also shows correlations between gay men and straight women, and lesbians and straight men. Some theories include that the hormonal balance of the womb, which influences sex development (whether or not the child is a boy or girl or intersex), influences a child's predisposition to a certain sexual orientation.

All credible scientific organizations state that sexual orientation is influenced by biological factors and environmental factors (scientifically speaking, the hormonal environment of the womb is considered an "environmental factor'), and that it cannot be changed, as it is innate and set at birth.

So "nature" determines one's overall predisposition to a certain orientation, but "nurture" (the environment and experiences of one after birth) may influence other aspects of one's sexual preference, like ideal traits in a partner, fetishes, etc. However, this is a highly complex question, and there is still much more research to be done. Scientific studies on different aspects of this question are being released all the time in journals.

As far as why homosexuality is a healthy trait for a species (and is thus encountered in nearly every animal species on our planet), there are several theories, but to make this point I need to clarify the different between a survival behavior and a cultural behavior.

For instance, in current United States culture one of the largest causes of teen suicide is the hatred and rejection shown to homosexuals. This is a cultural behavior. The current United States culture chooses to show disdain and pass judgment on people who have a sexuality outside the cultural norm. This results in some teenage homosexuals committing suicide.

Homosexual behavior in a society that has not condemned or sanctioned sexual behavior is considered normal and entertaining. This is still true in some modern countries and tribes, but the culture that most people will be familiar with is that of the ancient Romans and Greeks.

The Greeks believed that men who were in love would fight more fiercely for one another and honored their love in poems and theater. The most famous of these pairings was between Patroclus and Achilles in Homer's Illiad.

Their culture believed that love was plural and that a man should love his wife and his friends. By their standards, someone who was only interested in women or only interested in men would be strange (though not despised).

So the scientific explanation may simply be as simple as this: Our bodies have evolved to give us pleasurable feelings when we enact the act of reproduction whether it be to reproduce or not. Therefore, the scientific explanation for homosexual behavior is the same reason for heterosexual behavior or masturbation. . . it feels good.

That is not a flippant or intentinally funny answer either. Most human behavior can be reduced to two main goals: avoiding pain and seeking pleasure.

As with all aspects of human nature, the origin of homosexual behavior must stem from evolution. Evolution leads to instinct, which in turn leads to the experiences of pleasure (to encourage us to do things) and pain (to ensure we do not harm ourselves).

Although homosexual behavior has been observed among many species of animal, it is primarily (if not exclusively) found among social animals. So it fair to assume that being a social animal allows for homosexuality to exist as others within social groups as others can continue the species' survival. Within social groups there can be diversity, and this diversity can boost a species' survival.

Human sexuality differs also from, say, a dog. A male dog would not be aroused by a female bitch unless she is in 'heat'. Humans do not follow this pattern of behavior as straight men may find women attractive even when they are not ovulating at the time.

In fact, only three species on Earth have heterosexual sex outside the 'optimum' period for reproduction: chimpanzees, dolphins and humans; these three species are often regarded as the most 'intelligent' species on the planet. This indicates that some time in our evolutionary past a 'break' occured between sex and reproduction and this proved, from an evolutionary point of view, highly successful.

So it is possible to see that homosexuality was part of a broader evolutionary past and this led to the richness of diversity of human nature today, of which one of the results was homosexuality.

if you wonder, I'll tell you that I didn't finish reading this whole article >__<
http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_the_scientific_explanation_for_homosexual_behavior

Just wanna say: I don't like gays. Yucks!

*No offence intended if you're a gay* =P

Photog's assistant...

2010-07-29T17:03:00.002+08:00

Being the assistant for a photographer is fun!!!

Especially an awesome photographer! xDD

One of the worst days in my life...!

2010-07-25T19:59:00.005+08:00

I didn't wanna blog about this but since it's so horrible and that you're reading. Fine. Here you go.

One of the worst days in my life...! I don't really have a list but I just marked them as one. I remember the worst was everything didn't go smoothly from the moment I woke until the moment I rested my head on the pillow at night. Scolding. Scoldings. And more scoldings.

Today wasn't so bad because I was with a friend. Yes. Just Friend.

1st, Auntie Carin is back from China with both of her kids and another Korean boy. Shocked to know that his parents would let him follow another lady to an unknown country that he hasn't been there before. I wonder if the parents have heard of MALAYSIA.

We went out for lunch. A boring one but it's okie. God blessed me.

I told her I wasn't at home. Check your phone,dude! But the lady went to my house to pick me from...the bus station I guess? Man... Mistake #1.

Then, movie time. I wanted to watch something else as long as it's not Inception. But, she didn't want to. 1st time watching movie with her, fine, I gave in. Mistake #2.

So we walked around and waited for the time to pass. The show was at 3.30p.m.
I thought of going home at 4pm but... I got no transport home. We watched. I snoozed. You have no idea how short is my attention span nowadays. Unless it has something to do with Jay Chou ^__^V

The show was boring I can. The only thing that was interesting was when the gravity was gone and people started floating. They fought in the air floating too! Can you imagine how fun is that?

Mistake #3. We watched a movie that lasted for 2 and a half hours. Man! It ended at 6pm. During the whole movie, my parents called 3times. 3 TIMES!!!

Got home with a heart that was beating abnormally. I asked her to get down the car to just say Hi or whatever, showing that I didn't go out with a guy! She said okie in the beginning, but refused at the end. I knew I couldn't trust her. Mistake #4.

Dad asked her to get down the car somehow. I didn't know how he asked although I was already out of the car. She came down. I went in and closed the gate. Why? As if I was trying to protect her from my dad's blazing anger. I think it didn't work.

Dad sorta scolded me in front of her, asking her not to bring me out anymore which means grounding me in exception going for tuitions. Enwei is gone and she's gone. No more driver. No offence, Enwei.

She was smiling the courtesy smile though I made a face at her. She didn't text me or anything so I assumed that she wasn't happy about the lecture. Fine. Just don't text me. I won't reply either.

The one good thing about dad is...Well not only one but for now, I can only see one: After scolding, he won't continue nagging. It's like nothing ever happened. But, when mum wanted to bring us to the mall, he asked me to get into the house loudly. Means he shouted. Then, he went out himself and left me all alone at home. That's ironic. What's the point grounding me? And I can't see the one good thing in him anymore...

Owh 6 A's and above...Owh straight A's for SPM. You better come quick because I wanna leave Kuantan like NOW.
If not, Form 6 will be my only choice. Wait, I don't even have a choice. What to do. I'm not the 1st or 2nd daughter that my parents will spend all the money to support them in their tertiary studies. Now I wonder where does all my 16 years Ang Pau money have gone to.

I'm 17. Just that I was allowed to use this year's Ang Pau money.

I have gone too far. One of the worst days in my life. Yupe, this is it. Owh, that Inception show. It's my 2nd movie I regretted watching.

What to do after finishing my test paper =D

2010-07-24T18:15:00.002+08:00

There is someone in class that you'll never talk to for the whole year being in the same class. Why? Not because you-re anti-social; not because you dislike her; not because you hate her... But! It's because you don't need to talk to her.

I'm not a racist or trying to be one, there are a few Malay classmates that I seldom talk to. I can say6 this boldly: I have talked to everyone in my class before. Not conversing to all of them but TALK.

Ahhh... I remember this one. She sits near the light & fan switches. So every time I come into the class and the fans are not on, I will call her out loud: ARAFAH! TOLONG BUKA KIPAS!!!
Well. Fine, maybe [BUKA] doesn't seem to be the right word.

Owh, there's another girl that sits beside the class monitor. My class monitor has thousands of reasons or I should say excuses to not to come to school. Actually I don't really know what are the excuses because I don't care enough to know.

Whenever she's absent and I need her somehow, I would ask the girl that sits beside her saying: "Kenapa Ainina tak datang hari ini?"

She answers:" Saya pun tak tau laar~"

WOW. That helps. A lot. =.=

I remember 1 day I asked the same thing, and she answered me the same thing. Later, I saw the class monitor walking into the class. ALIVE! =__=

I gave her my owh-so-horrible stare and asked: "Kamu cakap dia tak datang?"
She replied: "Saya pun tak tau laar~"

*Faints!*

Owh, by the way she didn't say that the monitor wasn't absent. I asked so. BUT she didn't say she's present either. *evil grin*

Who else? Basically no one else. There's this Chinese girl that I don't really like talking to. See! Told ya I'm not a racist ;)
I'm not sure how to describe her. I shall skip the outward appearance part, it's not good to judge whether she's fat or....OOPS! =P

Inwardly, I'm not sure because I seldom talk to her. But from what I heard from others is that she's a freakishly DFA girl. More DFA than me! in a way...

She haD a online boyfriend from where again...? US I think. His name is Sam Anderson. How? Facebook. Facebook is not just a medium to stalk(according to Enwei), but it's also a good medium to make/have ~~boy~~friends.

They were so-called in love for I-don't-know-how-long and they broke up in the end. I forgot who dumped who. Owh, let me mention this letter she got from him.
She claimed it to be a 2nd letter from him but she never showed the 1st one. So we assumed that this is the 1st. She brought it to school and most of us read it.

The "introduction" of the letter was how his place was like, what he's doing while writing the letter: staring out the window thinking of her and blah~ Sounded like it was copied from some loveletter.com website.

We thought it might be a fake letter because it was written with pencil but the stamp was really from US. Fine! You got all the attention this time!

Owh, I forgot to mention, the school's Annual Sports Day was around the corner after they broke up. So, she practiced some moves [aka sexy dance] to show us on the Sports Day itself. She brought all she needed. Clothes and a bottle of water. WHY those stuff? You'll know later ;)

I missed quite a lot of her "moves" because I couldn't find their secret hideout. All of us wanted to see her dance but at the same time we were afraid that we might puke. Some watched, some recorded and yeah, it's on Facebook. i think.

I went it later and there came the climax. She did her sexy dance moves and she started pouring water on herself! Her body! OWH MY GOSH!!! What was she trying to do?! May be she forgot that we're in a girls' school and none of us would be...........ehem.............. seduced. Owh wait. May be some will >__<

That's why she needed that bottle of water and clothes. God bless her.

I'm not judging/criticizing anyone or anything but I find her very bold & brave because she dared to do such thing despite knowing what other people think. This is something that I think I can't achieve. YET.

That's all for now. A part of my secondary school life :)

Waiting.

2010-07-09T15:08:00.001+08:00

I'm waiting for you to get bored and leave.

Or for them to get bored and they'll leave you alone.

God bless you.

I'm pissed.

2010-07-07T16:06:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a bad day and today is worse. Once I thought, I think it's okie if we're no longer friends. As if I give a care. If you can't control yourself and show me your tantrum, sorry but you're out of my life. I accept no apologies such as: I'm so sorry for what I did to you. I mean I just couldn't stop myself that moment.I was letting out my frustration after such a long time. Just thought I should give you a hint to change.

Bang! Couldn't stop yourself?! Practice self- control. Expressing frustrations?! Not on me! Give me a hint?! You don't freaking scold some other people and say: Owh! It's a hint. That's beyond idiotic.

I also told myself and other people that wanted us to get back (Get back sounds wrong. Ermmm...I should say be good friends again) that I won't talk to her unless she talks to me 1st.

Before she talks to me, she talks so loudly to the girl sitting in between us. I hate to hear all her nonsense and so I brought cotton to stuff into my ears when she talks loudly again. After that, I'd hum to drown her voice. If YOU are reading this, yes! I brought it just to drown your annoying voice.

So she talked to me. 1st. Hell I wasn't comfortable at ALL! She sat beside me, was desperate to tell me about her new found boyfriend which they met for only 2days at the YE camp.

Hey hey hey. I might be super duper interested in whoever guys you have a crush on last time but not anymore. I sounded like I'm interested just because I didn't wanna hurt your feelings or whatever. Hmmm... may be I should stop being such a hypocrite and just tell you straight in your face: I DON'T WANNA KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!

Ugh.

Yesterday, I made a huge mistake. I told her about how the head prefect of our school thinks about her. Wanting her to change for her own good. But! She focussed on something else which is joining the i-Challenge. Owh c'mon! Nobody wants you to join. Seriously.

If you see the way we discussed AND argued about putting you in which team because none of us want you in our team. If I were you, I'd straight away pull out. It'll be MUCH MUCH better for everyone.

Even you're thick-skinned enough to still join, fine. But I pitied you for they don't tell you what's wrong and act like they're okie. Nobody is okie. You made our lives so difficult.

You got the chance to join this competition is because Soo Theng's parents disallow her to go. So, you SHOULD go WHICHEVER team that is WILLING to take you IN.

Instead, you tried to choose your own team and try to kick me as a leader out of my team so that you can be with my teammates. In your dream I'd allow that to happen.

Owh. And in case you don't know, crying is not the best solution to problems. It might help. But it's not gonna solve it. You just make people feel irritated. I mean MORE irritated of you.

By the way, I really wish you'd read this and don't you even dare to say or try to say that I'm a backstabber or whatever. Because, in your circle of close friends, even not-so-close friends, they all know your horrible attitude but they just don't speak up and continue talking to you.

Those that talk to you nicely and listen to you, you have no idea what they say about you behind your back. They don't speak up, I do! I don't even give a care about you anymore.

May be France is really a bad place for someone like you that don't even know your true identity and go with the flow with other culture.

I'm not a good friend. So are you.

I'm happy today~

2010-07-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today was a happy day for me. Or I should say today is a happy day because I'm still enjoying my day which is ending soon! Nothing much happened though but I just feel contented in some mysterious ways. Today was a Parents-teachers Day, or Report-care-taking day or whatsoever you call that.

Mum went and got my report card. Although I had some points to argue with my class teacher about what she told mum, basically it was alright. Then I did my homeworks and all without any nuisance asking me for food =.=

It's not that I don't like to share but I'd prefer if I offer you instead you asking me for food!

Most of my undone works were done except for an English essay which is...still a blank piece of paper. Owh yeah I forgot to mention, one of the major reason that made my day was there wasn't tuition today!!! From 3-5pm, disastrous time to have tuition. Lazy, full and tired. Blah~

But, my driving instructor, Uncle Tan asked me to go the the driving school and take mock static test(Undang). So I went, expected I could finish it in around 30 minutes, leave and continue my day.

But! He left me alone waiting after the computer started to be dysfunctional, in the room for more than 1 hour! What can you actually do in the room alone like that? Thank God for the air-cond. If not....*speechless*

Fine! There went my afternoon. Not much difference than being in tuition. No. Going for tuition is better. I think.

After reaching home back on the keyboard, an emo came and told me she wanna go to the beach.For a walk. The sky was dark and I was 200% sure that it was gonna rain. Before she reached my place, yeah, it rained. But thank God when we were on the way there, the rain stopped. Woots!

I didn't know when a person gets emo, she can request for a photo shoot session. Anyways, we did it. Nope. Not a even a picture of me from the front view because, I.DID.NOT.LOOK.NICE. Blah~

In conclusion, I had fun and made my day much much MUCH better! xDD

ma bad...

2010-06-29T15:26:00.001+08:00

I know it's my fault. I can take the blame. I'll try harder. I promise :)

Friend

2010-06-27T20:06:00.001+08:00

What's a friend?

A friend is someone that supports you whenever you need support. Even when you don't.
A friend is someone that is around anytime that you need someone to talk to.
A friend is someone that keeps all your secrets private and confidential.
A friend is someone unselfishly willing to give up stuff that he/she likes just for you.
A friend is someone that won't judge you.
A friend is someone that loves to listen to what you wanna say.
A friend is someone that helps you at whatever cost.
A friend is someone that goes further when you need him/her to walk a short distance.
A friend is someone that offers you food when you don't need to ask him/her.
A friend is someone that sits beside you silently when you wanna be alone.
A friend is someone that is ready to hear when you're ready to share something.
A friend is someone that won't abandon you for his/her own selfish ambitions.
A friend is someone that won't talk to you just because he/she wants someone to listen to him/her. But because he/she wants to talk to YOU.

I'm not a good friend. So are you ._.

#__#

2010-06-24T23:14:00.001+08:00

I don't like it.

Don't use me.

Updates!

2010-06-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

Fine. I think it's time to update. Although my blog is not like some other people's blog where friends keep asking them to update. So what?! =.=

I just came back from Re: Union aka Revolution Conference. Nope. No pictures. I'm having this inferiority every time I take out my phone to snap a picture. Yeah. It's just my phone. I used to be proud of it but now, no longer I am... it's okie. God'll provide I believe.

I had a blast at KL... Re: Union was good. Beyond awesome actually. So was the food.And the revo tool and the merchandises. Yeah I'm broke now...

ermmm... I think that's it. I have another blog to update. Heh =XX

Re:Union

2010-06-02T20:23:00.000+08:00

I'm going to the Revolution Conference in KL!!!! I got the "invitation card" yesterday. Not that special because every AYA partner gets it i think =__=

Well. better than nothing. At least I can show it to dad and say: Dad! I'm invited! *wink wink*

See you guys at the Re: Union!!! xDD

a...BOOK =P

2010-05-26T15:28:00.001+08:00

Why Men Want SEX and Women Need LOVE

Saw this book at the store.

Really. Tempted. To. Buy. For. I. Am. A. Hunter. =DD

Jay Chou update...

2010-05-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

This guy has a new released album. Awesome songs. As usual =DD

Piano

2010-05-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

My 1st Piano lesson with this two little thingy =P

Beethoven Virus

2010-05-15T12:15:00.001+08:00

I'm currently watching: 베토벤 바이러스 Beethoven Virus

Kim Myung Min as Kang Gun Woo / Kang Ma Eh (Conductor)
Lee Ji Ah as Du Ru Mi (Violin)
Jang Geun Suk as Kang Gun Woo (Trumpet)