Aiyor, I haven't been blogging for SOO long. *Blows away dust*
Well, Today is the last day of 2010. *speechless*
I don't know what to say. This year has been quite tough. SPM and all. Church is bad. He is bad -.-
So I pray for better years to come. Go to anywhere but Kuantan. Future is abit blur~ Though I got the scholarship I have always praed for, but dad says it must be 100% tuition fee waiver. If not, I can't take it. That's just pathetically pathetic. It is God's blessing to even get a scholarship but dad is expecting a full scholarship =[
Well, keep praying and have faith in the Lord. That's all I can do.
Uncle gave a digital camera (DC) and I'm announcing it as mine. Well, it's a very old model but it's better than nothing raite? Raite.
2011 is a year of fulfillment of my dreams, a year where dreams come true. Including getting myself a DSLR with my own pay. Means I earn myself to get a DSLR. Now I got the DC, sounds like God is saying: 'You're not getting your DSLR next year so the DC is a temporary replacement. '
LOL. I hope that's my imagination run wild. God won't say that, raite? raite? raite?
I'm gonna cut my hair later. New hair for a new year. owh yeah! No regrets :DD
Anxiety and frustrations. But this is a chance for me to learn to trust in the Lord more.
Peace! ^_^ V
I dare you to click xD
Friday, December 31, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
可是我喜欢他
两个礼拜前
我遇见了他
他对着我
笑了
非常非常灿烂的
微笑
我顿时愣着了
不知道要怎么做
对他微笑吗?
还是掉头就走?
我
脸红了
走吧~
我走来走去
不知道要干吗
他
却一直在注意着我
他叫我了
叫我参加一个义工社团
他说, 要接触明星就要参加
参加就参加咯
我填了表格
把需要的资料都给了
他看到我的名
就问: “你的名是茉莉花吗?
原来你是茉莉花! 原来你是茉莉花!”
我翻了个白眼想:
“真没常识!”
临走前,
他还附加了一个灿烂的微笑
他给我的第一印象
非常好
而且他还蛮好看
晚上
他利用我的资料
传短信给我
“茉莉花! 茉莉花! 茉莉花! 茉莉花…小姐! 要接触明星是不难的”
虽然他乱用我报名的资料
但我一点也不介意
心里还有一丝的欢喜
跟他相处了一段时间
我发现我越来越喜欢他
我间接式问他对我的感觉
他否认了
明明就喜欢
就是不肯认
可是我喜欢他
他的英文
烂到爆
简单的英文
听不明
简单的英文
讲不出
我一生中教过多少个人英文?
竟然喜欢一个不会听不会讲英文的家伙?!
可是我喜欢他
工作的他
过几个小时才会回一封信
天天等到傻了
都一定要等到
他根本就没空理我
可是我喜欢他
认识几天就被伤几次了
常被欺负
因为喜欢,所以在乎
可是我喜欢他
慢慢的
盲目的我发现了
原来我并没有很喜欢他
原来我只是想
想要有人陪
想被爱
想被疼
我接收了我应该放弃他
我跟他“分手”了
虽然不曾发生过
可是
他不舍
他打电话给我
我们谈了差不多一个小时
那时我真的决定了
他,不是我的
可是他喜欢我
他会主动找我
主动约我出去
虽然他不承认
可是他骗不了我
因为,
他喜欢我! ;)
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