ITs tOUgh...=(

September's Higher Ground Session...--29th of September...
huh...at last i managed to get there on time..'''
who's the emcee...???ME!!!!!!
who's the speaker...???uncle Jonathan???nope...
okie la...BRO JON!!!!! you're the man!!!
who's the worship leader...???JAMIE!!!!
and more...
so...when the "-emcee-ing-" job...
uh..i felt so bad...its like HELLO PEOPLE???anyone there???
or i'm talking to the walls...???
hmmmm.....nevermind...
so i thought of...maybe asking the people behind to bring bring the people forward will help...^ ^
but then...out of my expectation...she said DONT SCREAM MY NAME....
instead of C'MON PEOPLE...GET TO THE FRONT...==
ermMm..wat am I gonna do next???
ignore her...
okie...PEOPLE!!!C'MON COME FORWARD...
(if you were not there...let me tell you its useless...)
plan B...kinda same as plan A anyway...
C'MON *******...BRING YOUR FRIENDS NEARER PLEASE...
and again i got the same response...(slightly the same)
I SAID DONT SCREAM MY NAME!!!
fine...i'm sorry..
wehn everything ended...huh...at last...
but then something unexpected happened
(things always happen when its out of our expectation...)
Jasmine...i said dont scream my name...so pai se you know...(something like that if i'm not wrong...)
then her best friend just looked at me like...with hatred...
okie sorry i dont mean it =(
so the conclusion of my nagging story is...
BEING AN EMCEE IS NOT EASY...
trust me...=)


p/s:This post is not meant to insult or embarrass anyone.This blog is posted just to express my feelings(that's the function of a blog...)so please do not misunderstand...thanks =)

HaPPy bURfdAY!!!

today--20th of September 2007
is a BIG day for my friend...
JOANNA CHU =)
though we're having monthly test but i guess the atmosphere in the class doesn't look like we're having exam anyway...haha
today maybe the best birthday celebrated in all 14 years...it must be!!!
got u apresent...
hope u'll enjoy fixing it...
Happy Birthday to you Joanna once again...
you're older now...kekex...

soRRy dEAr...

To my dear insane
yesterday we had a small arguement...
about...u noe..
guys...
dat we really shouldn't have tis stupid arguement...
after tis kinda arguement...
we'r not talking to each other...
when i thought of dat...
its almost 24 hours we din talk...
=(...sobx sobx...
duno la...u tried 2 avoid me...
for no special reason
haiz..so sad...
i was thinking...if both of us still in this kinda situation...sure we'll b like vivian and me nowadays...
but i really don't hope it'll happen...
maybe God had put this small test on us...
like He did on vivian and me...
we cant overcame it so we failed to be friends...
but i really hope that we can overcome this together
since i really appreciate u as my dear friend...
this test proves that we don't really know each other well yet...
that's a very sad thing...
frenship 4eva my dear...

happy 23rd wedding anniversary!!!

happy 23rd wedding anniversary mum and dad!!!
God bless you guys 4ever!!!!
muakxxxxx

God's Promise

God has not promised
Sun without rain,
Joy without sorrow,
Peace without pain.

But God has promised
Strength for the day,
Rest from the labour,
Light for the way,
Grace for the trials,
Help from above,
Unfailing sympathy,
Undying love.

O,Divine Master

Lord,make me an instrument of thy peace.
Where there is hatred,let me sow love;
Where there is injury,pardon;
Where there is doubt,faith;
Where there is despair,hope;
Where there is darkness,light;
Where there is sadness,joy.

O,Divine Master,grant that I may not so much seek
To be consoled as to console;
To be understood as to understand;
To be loved as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive.
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned.
It is in dying that we are born again to eternal life.

because of THEM!!!

haha!my life's full of sorrows...

my mum scolded me today...again...

'cause she said i didn't do my job...

that's tidy up my room...

well my brothers did theirs...

messing up my room...

is it really my fault???

maybe...

i was thinking...if i dun hav any brothers...

i mean younger ones that will mess up my room...

will my mum scold me today?

NO!!!

will my mum and dad love me more???

YES!!!

not blaming them of course...ok...

maybe i'm blaming them..but that's not the point...

let me tell u the truth...

because of THEM...i have to do all the houseworks...

because of THEM...i have to sacrifice my food or even the things i like to make sure that they don't cry in public...

because of THEM...my mum always scold me...

because of THEM...my parents don't love me as they did when i was the youngest...

the conclusion is ...I HATE THEM VERY MUCH!!!

if i have no brothers...everything will be much better...

Lord,please save me from all this sufferings...

Fall In This Place...

Come Holy Spirit
Fall in this place
I need more and more of You
Fill me again with the power of Your spirit
Lord i'm crying out fror more and more of You...

chilLAxiNG...(combination of "chill" & "relax") ^^

i cried at school today...(oways..)
felt so bad this 2 days...
knew something's going to happen...
but i don't know its this fast...haha
why i cried arh???
erm...its the weather too hot???
nope...
i guess i'm sick...
not my body..but my heart...
hurt..
felt like hundreds n thousands of knives piercing my heart...
it hurts...
it really hurts...
someone broke my heart 2 days ago...
cannot cry though i want to...
tough...
u know the feeling...
want to cry but cannot...
sobx sobx...
waiting patiently for the tears to come out...
AT LAST!!!
"they" came out...
great...i cried at last...
felt so much better...
thank You Jesus!!!
chillax...

sort OF----PARtyinG

Date:31th August 2007
Venue:Tembling Resort,Block B,Level 2.(Aunty LAy Wah's house)
TIme:7.00p.m.--(ppl were not being punctual)
Programme???celebrating our awesome job during MYF sunday...
here's the list of ppl attended...
Jasmine (Me^^--da preacher,worship back up singer & narrator in the drama...horhor)
ENwei (Worship leader,usher,narrator & IMEMINE in the drama...)
ChiEnLI (stage manager,head usher..)
MIchElle (Pianist,being herself in the drama...)
KeVIn (doing nothing but being ELijAh in the drama...)
**frED yeW** (liturgist,main character in the drama...)
**aNN mariE** (scripture reader and freD's sister In the DRama...)

=note=both of them wit ** are happily coupled...haha...juz guessing..^^
though they create an "10"when both of them r standing 2gether...
haha!!i noe i'm bad...

what were we doing there?
#1-- eat (duh~) lotz...
#2--play (its a must..!)
#3--chat...
#4--...ahah!!!laugh till tummy ache..horhor
#5,6,7,8,9,10...4gotten..hehe
eat so much must fast 4 1 month dy...lolx