chilLAxiNG...(combination of "chill" & "relax") ^^

i cried at school today...(oways..)
felt so bad this 2 days...
knew something's going to happen...
but i don't know its this fast...haha
why i cried arh???
erm...its the weather too hot???
nope...
i guess i'm sick...
not my body..but my heart...
hurt..
felt like hundreds n thousands of knives piercing my heart...
it hurts...
it really hurts...
someone broke my heart 2 days ago...
cannot cry though i want to...
tough...
u know the feeling...
want to cry but cannot...
sobx sobx...
waiting patiently for the tears to come out...
AT LAST!!!
"they" came out...
great...i cried at last...
felt so much better...
thank You Jesus!!!
chillax...