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Friday, July 25, 2008

A Memorable Day

Today is a “wonderful” and memorable day forever in my life.Why?Because I,Me,Myself,Jasmine Tai Siew May failed my exam.What?Yes,I failed my exam.Beg a pardon?Yupe,I failed my exam.Are you serious?No doubt,I failed my exam.
I didn’t know teacher will ask this kind of questions so I didn’t manage to prepare.Okay it’s my fault for not reading everything related to the chapter.First time in my life,what?I failed my examination.I really really REALLY need to study really really REALLY hard now.Well,now means after my trip to KL…
This trip to KL,I’m going there for a Sunday School teaching training dot dot dot…I don’t know the exact name of the training but I really expect something fun and interesting.For sure,the fun part is I don’t need to go to school tomorrow.I don’t count that as skip school right?

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

oWh my MONEY!!!

I lost my money...Who took my money?
Is it my brother?Hey he took RM2 from my purse this morning.
Or who else?There shouldn't be a thief coming into my house and grabbed RM60 and left RM20 for me instead stealing my whole purse.Thief?no...
My mum hired a Indonesian woman to clean my house last saturday.Most probably it's her because mum asked her to clean the windows first.My table is near the window.
Who will it be?I am going out tomorrow and I can't go out without money.(That's not so true anyway...)I want my money...T.T

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Why Are toilets in school so smelly?

J:Why are the toilets so smelly?
J:Because these are shared toilets.
J:Why is my toilet at home not so smelly?
J:Because you don’t share your toilet.
J:Why do we need to share toilets in school?
J:Because there are not enough toilets in school.
J:Why there are not enough toilets in school?
J:Because the students in school are more than the toilets in school.
J:Why the teachers’ toilets don’t smell that bad?
J:Because there are less teachers sharing toilets.
J:Why the students in school are more than teachers in school?
J:Because students are more important than teachers.Teachers are not needed if there are no students in school.
J:Why the teachers are still in school since they are not so important?
J:Because teachers are needed to teach the students in school.
J:Why the students have to study in school?Why can’t we have one-to-one tuition teacher?
J:Because we get free education in school.
J:My mommy said free stuff usually have bad quality.
J:Except for school and education.
J:No wonder the toilets are so smelly.Why are the toilets so smelly?
J:Because these are shared toilets.

And there goes the same conversation with the same people,same questions and the same answers.And of course at the same place:smelly toilets.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

What Should I do?

“…But suppose you refuse to talk or admit there is a problem.The anger you felt at the beginning does not go away.Instead it settles down into a long-term resentment.Every time you think about the event you smoulder inside.It worms its way into your personality and begins to infect other relationships…”—adapted from [How Can I Forgive?]

This is something I read today which I think it’s kind of like the situation I’m in with this friend of mine.Since she’s not that kind of person that will speak out,so I guess I need the take the initiative to talk to her about it.This is not the first time I’m having this problem with.It’s so hard for me to actually talk seriously with her.Especially she’s so busy and I can hardly find a personal time to talk to her.I really feel sad and bad…Don’t know what I should do…

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Misunderstanding,miscommunication or too sensitive?

I have this small tiny little problem this week which confuses me. Well,my mum is a sensitive person. Am I same as her? Sensitive to even small little things like who should tell me something I should or should not know.I often demand that person-in-charge to inform me.

I haven’t been talking to her for this two days.(lol just two days,why care?)

Two days is a lot.It’s like I need to talk to her every single day except days that I won’t be seeing her for example weekends and holidays.If I didn’t talk to her today,it’s hard for me to talk to her the next day and so forth.It’s something like doing maths,you don’t do it today,it became harder for you to do tomorrow.May be you forgot how to do it or something else.

Sometimes I crap which annoys her a lot.This is it,she don’t tell me how she feels,acting cool and as if nothing happened,how am I supposed to know that she’s angry,sad,excited or even irritated by me.It’s so hard for me to understand.

She said she’s afraid that I’ll get angry if she tells the truth.How would she know what will happen?How would she know my reaction if she has not tell me?This is weird.Or may be she has this “telepati” (future-knowing) ability?

Some miscommunication occurred.She didn’t say anything and I remained silent.No one is going to break the ice.No one is willing to admit there’s something wrong between us.[No one say is willing to tell me that I used the wrong formulae in maths] I can’t tell anyone about this( some people are not reliable) [can’t ask someone which is not so well in maths.].I have to keep it all to myself.[No matter my answer is correct or wrong.]No one can help.No one wants to help.

I really do need some explanation before things get worse.[I can’t keep using the wrong formulae and keep getting wrong answers!]One explanation that I got was don’t care about it. “If you don’t care,it is not a problem;if you care,it is a problem.”Means what?I should like live cold-heartedly,act as if nothing happens in my life,have no feeling no matter to what or who.Well I can’t do that,I’m warm-blooded.Actually that’s nothing to do with what I’m saying here.

Huh……………..tough and hard.That’s why I dislike maths. (Maths,not her.)