Upset =((

26th of February is one of those days that I’m looking forward to. What’s your plan for that day or that week? Birthday party? Or outing with friends? Exactly two weeks before your big day, I was so concerned about how you would celebrate it? Or how would I help you to celebrate it?
May be a surprise birthday party? Ah, for sure your friends won’t help me. But I’ve tried asking your friend. He sucks!
Then days later, he asked me to be a surprise guest for your party they’re having for you. How cool! Well, your friend is not that bad anyway… So, what should I prepare for you so that it’ll be a surprising surprise? I decided to learn how to play the “Happy Birthday song” for you. You know I can’t play piano so it’s a huge surprise. He told me to go to your school this coming Saturday at 10 in the morning. What?!?!?!?!?!?! Your school wor, “siao” arh?
I’m not a student there. I’ve never been to that school before. Everything is just ridiculous. Then, you invited me to go to your birthday party. That you’re planning all by yourself. Hmmm… I still can play you the song ^.^
While I was getting worried and scared and afraid, will I be all alone there? What will happen? Yada yada yada… then, I asked about whether your friends are going to celebrate for you again or not. Then you just replied me: “ Dunno don’t care.”
Are you saying that you don’t know or you’re asking me not to care?
Both. And stop asking questions
What kind of attitude was that? I care so much about you! And your big day of course! I was thinking hardly what to give you as a present,considering what you don’t have and what you would like to have. I was practicing the song so often until Chien Li got so bored with it. I’m willing to talk with your friend that sucks so much,just to give you a surprise. What now? You’re asking me not to care?!?!
Fine!!! I asked because I care…!!!
I’m in a dilemma now. Jordan asked me to be the emcee for this Higher Ground this coming Saturday night. Which one should I go for? One is a day/night I’m looking forward so much and another one is serving the Lord and His people. What about Saturday morning? You friend just informed me, : “We cancelled it.”
Why?
We got stuff to do. There was suppose to be a surprise party but you came up with *I cant get in to your school*
Okay, it’s my entire fault now! Party cancelled because of me. My fault for caring and asking so much. This isn’t fair! But I can’t do anything about it. Because I’m a girl and no one cares.

See you again...

Yesterday, quite a number of friends left Tengku Afzan,they left me as well. Jesslynn,Yu Jun,Suk Wy,Yan Wen, Jie Yin, Pui Yi and lots more. I was kinda sad,because they're leaving. Especially Jesslynn T.T
When I was on my way to school, I was very calm until I recalled that today's the last day for me to see Jesslynn and others in school. I was trying my very best to hold back my tears. Until I saw Jesslynn in my class. She was taking photo with my classmate. Then I pretended like nothing happened and walked to my seat. Then Jesslynn walked towards me and I really couldn't hold it anymore. I quickly put my bags down and threw her a big hug that I loved. I couldn't stop crying at that time.
The main reason was because she's leaving. Nobody to listen to me when I have loads of stories to be shared. Nobody to listen to me when I'm sad and full of sorrows. Nobody to give me a hug when I need it the most. Nobody to play and have fun with me when I'm esctatic. Nobody to comfort me when I've done something wrong. No more...
The second reason is I haven't or might not get my notification letter and I can't go with her.
When I was sobbing in her arms,she was asking what's wrong with me. She thought it's because of the second reason but I didn't dare to tell her I was very sad that she's leaving. After so long of accompaniment.
Jesslynn, what I want to say is, thank you so much for your love and care to me. Thank you for the times where you were there for me when I needed it so much. Thank you for your help and support even I didn't deserve it. Thank you for letting me know that in this world,there are people that will really care for me,and you've shown the best example.
I'm sorry that I'm not a very good friend. I'm sorry that there were times where I mede you feel sad and bad. I'm sorry for being childish. I'm so sorry for everything that I've done that hurt you.
I'll always pray for you in your new school and new surrounding. I'll love you and you'll be my friend always and forever. So long,dear...

AFS Exchange Student

We have a AFS exchange student at our school today. A girl from Japan. Very Japanese. Especially her accent. Her name is so funny and so hard for me to remember it. Well, I'll ask for her name again some other time. The thing I rememeber about her is, she has short hair. But still longer than mine and she didn't tie it up. Teacher says nothing about it. I wonder why is it so? Is it because she's an exchange student? Or because she's from Japan?

She brings pocket electronic dictionary to school. And she's like honey. Because my fellow friends and classmates surrounded her like bees. Even my maths teacher did the same thing. To give her a seat was something hard to accomnplish because I'm studying in a small classroom. One way to get to the back door was blocked.The tables at the back row are combined so that the Japanese girl can get a good place.

So one more way left to get to the back but I need to walk a big round to go through it. Unfortunately, the peeps that surrounded the Japanese girl made it impossible for me to go through also. what's the point ? =.=

Btw,I'm not envious or whatever. Just, c'mon, I need to walk!

Good news good news!!! Ah Heng is gonna lend me Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. And I don't have to wait long for it. Well, I actually do need to wait. For what? Wait til I'm done with Eclipse then I can read Breaking Dawn. Wakakaka =D Happy happy...

Chinese New Year?

These were some of the things that I’ve seen or experienced during the whole of Chinese New Year so far.

“Lao Sheng”—mixing all the things together and eat. Got sour, sweet and some raw fish.

Adults gamble during CNY. But are the kids doing the same thing?

No. They’re having their own art class [sorta]

These were my friends in Yan Wen’s house. They were…well, gambling. Yan Wen said they were playing cow moo moo…means ‘ngau’ in Cantonese.This was the table in my aunt’s living room where my relatives were also gambling.
I played too, without any modal and didn’t even know how to play. But my cousin sister was helping me along the way and I managed to get RM5 ! Then I quickly walked away in case I lose again =P

Now, forget about the winnings and losses. Well this was some how related to gambling. Mahjong!!!

What a cute pair of a cat and a rat. Imagine the cat is chasing after the rat. Got scolded while I was playing with that >.<

Then, there was once at night, my aunts were talking about my late grandmother and late uncle while playing mahjong. They talked about how they (my late grandmother and late uncle) played mahjong etc. Suddenly, the electricity got tripped. They were screaming ‘cause they were super scared. I was like : “ what’s going on, peeps?” But later we did continue our game. Romantically…

The other day, my uncle and aunt brought my cousins and I to the beach. Then I saw this: Peeps! On the beach! May be that person’s preparing to propose =P

The pathway...But people kept walking on it.

Lots of people, having fun…

Later in McDonald, my cousin and I were queuing to buy ice-cream when this guy was queuing up behind us. He’s rushing I think because he was so restless and kept fidgeting. Suddenly, a handicapped man wanted to get into the restaurant. He ran to the door and helped the handicapped man to open the door. Fuyoh… what a nice guy.

Urgh! Can’t see his face =(

Special note of my cousin brother’s hand bag… it is a hand bag. So girly…