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One of the worst days in my life...!

I didn't wanna blog about this but since it's so horrible and that you're reading. Fine. Here you go.

One of the worst days in my life...! I don't really have a list but I just marked them as one. I remember the worst was everything didn't go smoothly from the moment I woke until the moment I rested my head on the pillow at night. Scolding. Scoldings. And more scoldings.

Today wasn't so bad because I was with a friend. Yes. Just Friend.

1st, Auntie Carin is back from China with both of her kids and another Korean boy. Shocked to know that his parents would let him follow another lady to an unknown country that he hasn't been there before. I wonder if the parents have heard of MALAYSIA.

We went out for lunch. A boring one but it's okie. God blessed me.



I told her I wasn't at home. Check your phone,dude! But the lady went to my house to pick me from...the bus station I guess? Man... Mistake #1.


Then, movie time. I wanted to watch something else as long as it's not Inception. But, she didn't want to. 1st time watching movie with her, fine, I gave in. Mistake #2.

So we walked around and waited for the time to pass. The show was at 3.30p.m.
I thought of going home at 4pm but... I got no transport home. We watched. I snoozed. You have no idea how short is my attention span nowadays. Unless it has something to do with Jay Chou ^__^V

The show was boring I can. The only thing that was interesting was when the gravity was gone and people started floating. They fought in the air floating too! Can you imagine how fun is that? 

Mistake #3. We watched a movie that lasted for 2 and a half hours. Man! It ended at 6pm. During the whole movie, my parents called 3times. 3 TIMES!!!

Got home with a heart that was beating abnormally. I asked her to get down the car to just say Hi or whatever, showing that I didn't go out with a guy! She said okie in the beginning, but refused at the end. I knew I couldn't trust her. Mistake #4.

Dad asked her to get down the car somehow. I didn't know how he asked although I was already out of the car. She came down. I went in and closed the gate. Why? As if I was trying to protect her from my dad's blazing anger. I think it didn't work.

Dad sorta scolded me in front of her, asking her not to bring me out anymore which means grounding me in exception going for tuitions. Enwei is gone and she's gone. No more driver. No offence, Enwei.


She was smiling the courtesy smile though I made a face at her. She didn't text me or anything so I assumed that she wasn't happy about the lecture. Fine. Just don't text me. I won't reply either.


The one good thing about dad is...Well not only one but for now, I can only see one: After scolding, he won't continue nagging. It's like nothing ever happened. But, when mum wanted to bring us to the mall, he asked me to get into the house loudly. Means he shouted. Then, he went out himself and left me all alone at home. That's ironic. What's the point grounding me? And I can't see the one good thing in him anymore...

Owh 6 A's and above...Owh straight A's for SPM. You better come quick because I wanna leave Kuantan like NOW.
 If not, Form 6 will be my only choice. Wait, I don't even have a choice. What to do. I'm not the 1st or 2nd daughter that my parents will spend all the money to support them in their tertiary studies. Now I wonder where does all my 16 years Ang Pau money have gone to.

I'm 17. Just that I was allowed to use this year's Ang Pau money.


I have gone too far. One of the worst days in my life. Yupe, this is it. Owh, that Inception show. It's my 2nd movie I regretted watching.

What to do after finishing my test paper =D

There is someone in class that you'll never talk to for the whole year being in the same class. Why? Not because you-re anti-social; not because you dislike her; not because you hate her... But! It's because you don't need to talk to her.

I'm not a racist or trying to be one, there are a few Malay classmates that I seldom talk to. I can say6 this boldly: I have talked to everyone in my class before. Not conversing to all of them but TALK.

Ahhh... I remember this one. She sits near the light & fan switches. So every time I come into the class and the fans are not on, I will call her out loud: ARAFAH! TOLONG BUKA KIPAS!!!
Well. Fine, maybe [BUKA] doesn't seem to be the right word.

Owh, there's another girl that sits beside the class monitor. My class monitor has thousands of reasons or I should say excuses to not to come to school. Actually I don't really know what are the excuses because I don't care enough to know.

Whenever she's absent and I need her somehow, I would ask the girl that sits beside her saying: "Kenapa Ainina tak datang hari ini?"


She answers:" Saya pun tak tau laar~"


WOW. That helps. A lot. =.=

I remember 1 day I asked the same thing, and she answered me the same thing. Later, I saw the class monitor walking into the class. ALIVE! =__=

I gave her my owh-so-horrible stare and asked: "Kamu cakap dia tak datang?"
She replied: "Saya pun tak tau laar~"


*Faints!*

Owh, by the way she didn't say that the monitor wasn't absent. I asked so. BUT she didn't say she's present either. *evil grin*

Who else? Basically no one else. There's this Chinese girl that I don't really like talking to. See! Told ya I'm not a racist ;)
I'm not sure how to describe her. I shall skip the outward appearance part, it's not good to judge whether she's fat or....OOPS! =P

Inwardly, I'm not sure because I seldom talk to her. But from what I heard from others is that she's a freakishly DFA girl. More DFA than me! in a way...

She haD a online boyfriend from where again...? US I think. His name is Sam Anderson. How? Facebook. Facebook is not just a medium to stalk(according to Enwei), but it's also a good medium to make/have boyfriends.

They were so-called in love for I-don't-know-how-long  and they broke up in the end. I forgot who dumped who. Owh, let me mention this letter she got from him. 
She claimed it to be a 2nd letter from him but she never showed the 1st one. So we assumed that this is the 1st. She brought it to school and most of us read it.

 The "introduction" of the letter was how his place was like, what he's doing while writing the letter: staring out the window thinking of her and blah~ Sounded like it was copied from some loveletter.com website.

We thought it might be a fake letter because it was written with pencil but the stamp was really from US. Fine! You got all the attention this time! 

Owh, I forgot to mention,  the school's Annual Sports Day was around the corner after they broke up. So, she practiced some moves [aka sexy dance] to show us on the Sports Day itself. She brought all she needed. Clothes and a bottle of water. WHY those stuff? You'll know later ;)

I missed quite a lot of her "moves" because I couldn't find their secret hideout. All of us wanted to see her dance but at the same time we were afraid that we might puke. Some watched, some recorded and yeah, it's on Facebook. i think.

I went it later and there came the climax. She did her sexy dance moves and she started pouring water on herself! Her body! OWH MY GOSH!!! What was she trying to do?! May be she forgot that we're in a girls' school and none of us would be...........ehem.............. seduced. Owh wait. May be some will >__<


That's why she needed that bottle of water and clothes. God bless her.


I'm not judging/criticizing anyone or anything but I find her very bold & brave because she dared to do such thing despite knowing what other people think. This is something that I think I can't achieve. YET.


That's all for now. A part of my secondary school life :) 

Waiting.

I'm waiting for you to get bored and leave. 

Or for them to get bored and they'll leave you alone.

 God bless you.

I'm pissed.

 Yesterday was a bad day and today is worse. Once I thought, I think it's okie if we're no longer friends. As if I give a care. If you can't control yourself and show me your tantrum, sorry but you're out of my life. I accept no apologies such as: I'm so sorry for what I did to you. I mean I just couldn't stop myself that moment.I was letting out my frustration after such a long time. Just thought I should give you a hint to change.

Bang! Couldn't stop yourself?! Practice self- control. Expressing frustrations?! Not on me! Give me a hint?! You don't freaking scold some other people and say: Owh! It's a hint. That's beyond idiotic.

I also told myself and other people that wanted us to get back (Get back sounds wrong. Ermmm...I should say be good friends again) that I won't talk to her unless she talks to me 1st. 

Before she talks to me, she talks so loudly to the girl sitting in between us. I hate to hear all her nonsense and so I brought cotton to stuff into my ears when she talks loudly again. After that, I'd hum to drown her voice. If YOU are reading this, yes! I brought it just to drown your annoying voice. 

So she talked to me. 1st. Hell I wasn't comfortable at ALL! She sat beside me, was desperate to tell me about her new found boyfriend which they met for only 2days at the YE camp. 

Hey hey hey. I might be super duper interested in whoever guys you have a crush on last time but not anymore. I sounded like I'm interested just because I didn't wanna hurt your feelings or whatever. Hmmm... may be I should stop being such a hypocrite and just tell you straight in your face: I DON'T WANNA KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!

Ugh. 

Yesterday, I made a huge mistake. I told her about how the head prefect of our school thinks about her. Wanting her to change for her own good. But! She focussed on something else which is joining the i-Challenge. Owh c'mon! Nobody wants you to join. Seriously. 

If you see the way we discussed AND argued about putting you in which team because none of us want you in our team. If I were you, I'd straight away pull out. It'll be MUCH MUCH better for everyone.

 Even you're thick-skinned enough to still join, fine. But I pitied you for they don't tell you what's wrong and act like they're okie. Nobody is okie. You made our lives so difficult. 

You got the chance to join this competition is because Soo Theng's parents disallow her to go. So, you SHOULD go WHICHEVER team that is WILLING to take you IN. 

Instead, you tried to choose your own team and try to kick me as a leader out of my team so that you can be with my teammates. In your dream I'd allow that to happen.

Owh. And in case you don't know, crying is not the best solution to problems. It might help. But it's not gonna solve it. You just make people feel irritated. I mean MORE irritated of you. 

By the way, I really wish you'd read this and don't you even dare to say or try to say that I'm a backstabber or whatever. Because, in your circle of close friends, even not-so-close friends, they all know your horrible attitude but they just don't speak up and continue talking to you. 

Those that talk to you nicely and listen to you, you have no idea what they say about you behind your back. They don't speak up, I do! I don't even give a care about you anymore. 

May be France is really a bad place for someone like you that don't even know your true identity and go with the flow with other culture. 

I'm not a good friend. So are you. 

I'm happy today~

Today was a happy day for me. Or I should say today is a happy day because I'm still enjoying my day which is ending soon! Nothing much happened though but I just feel contented in some mysterious ways. Today was a Parents-teachers Day, or Report-care-taking day or whatsoever you call that. 


Mum went and got my report card. Although I had some points to argue with my class teacher about what she told mum, basically it was alright. Then I did my homeworks and all without any nuisance asking me for food =.=


It's not that I don't like to share but I'd prefer if I offer you instead you asking me for food! 


Most of my undone works were done except for an English essay which is...still a blank piece of paper. Owh yeah I forgot to mention, one of the major reason that made my day was there wasn't tuition today!!! From 3-5pm, disastrous time to have tuition. Lazy, full and tired. Blah~


But, my driving instructor, Uncle Tan asked me to go the the driving school and take mock static test(Undang). So I went, expected I could finish it in around 30 minutes, leave and continue my day. 


But! He left me alone waiting after the computer started to be dysfunctional, in the room for more than 1 hour! What can you actually do in the room alone like that? Thank God for the air-cond. If not....*speechless* 


Fine! There went my afternoon. Not much difference than being in tuition. No. Going for tuition is better. I think.


After reaching home back on the keyboard, an emo came and told me she wanna go to the beach.For a walk. The sky was dark and I was 200% sure that it was gonna rain. Before she reached my place, yeah, it rained. But thank God when we were on the way there, the rain stopped. Woots! 

I didn't know when a person gets emo, she can request for a photo shoot session. Anyways, we did it. Nope. Not a even a picture of me from the front view because, I.DID.NOT.LOOK.NICE. Blah~


In conclusion, I had fun and made my day much much MUCH better! xDD