September 26th

Today is September 26th. [Who doesn't know about that? =__=]
Though it has only been a half day, but still so many things happened. God is good!
Let's talk about something happy 1st.

Jenny and Tee's wedding! Woooohoooo~ Actually I don't know them. Just that they're getting married in my church, might as well go and join them after HG.

I got a chance to take a photo with Jenny!
[Thanks Alfred!]

Look at him! He's so cute dressing up like that. Wilfred, smile! =D

Now she's cuter. Phoebe the flower girl.
Well, she wouldn't wanna take photo with me.
Sobs =(

Let's now talk about HG. Basically it was fine.
But I wasn't. I didn't bring my phone which is very rare, so no photos taken for the day.
My heart is broken. But Benjamin will not allow Jasmine to have not even a drop of tear for Svinina. And Jasmine is trying her best not to cry. What she can do is just sigh.
Svinina is such a bad person. She's rude, total disrespectful and somehow idiotic. I wanna say more but I don't think it's a good thing.
I've seen her talking bad about people. Her expressions. Clearly appearing in my mind. Just that I can't believe now she'll put on that same expression and talk bad about me.
Yes! I don't know Svinina that well. And I shouldn't be acting as if I know her well. She's incomprehensible. And she has terrible mood swing.
Well, frankly now I felt relieved. I've been asking God for answers. What should I do about this. WWJD? After weeks of asking, He answered me. Thanks to YS. Now I know what she has in mind. Now I know what to do.
I just felt everything I've done for her is total crap plus extra useless. She doesn't even appreciate me. Times that I don't have much freedom but to listen to her. But I can't say much. I chose to approach her in the 1st place. However, I didn't regret making that decision. Because through trials only I can grow more. Again, God is good!
Not every single person suits me. But one thing for sure is that, NONE suits her. She's living in her world. She's not willing to come out of her comfort zone and learn to adapt with essential living skills. Not literally living you see.

To Svinina:
God has sent me to tell you what's wrong in your life. It's okie if you choose to hate me because God's people always face persecutions. It's like a story in the Bible. You can hate me and chase me away. But God is the one that's gonna discipline you. Useless branches will be cut and thrown into fire. But I believe God's still trimming you. God wants you to bear fruits. My task is done and over. You can choose to do the same thing to another person God's gonna send or you can step out of the comfort zone and face the truth. You're the one having problem.
I don't hate you. I love you more than you can imagine.
In a friend-friend way, of course!

Esther's day...

This is the day that the Lord has made...

August 25,1995

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ESTHER!!!

A note for you: be ready to pose when you see someone walking around with a camera. Lucky you! I got 2 nice shots!

-Blessings!-
-JazZ xD-

This Saturday...

What's on this Saturday???

1. School!!! =____=

2. Pastor Andy and team are coming to Kuantan! To share about Recess Revolution to the people in Kuantan! How cool...

Everyone, you MUST go!

Date: 27th June '09 (This Saturday)

Time: 2.00 sharp

Venue: Grace Charismatics Centre

3. Wesley Methodist Church Cell Group Celebration @ WMC.

I'm gonna sing~ Thanks to Alfred & Chien Li! ^___^

4. June's Higher Ground session. It'll start @ 7p.m. for Pastor Andy will be speaking...woooohhhoooooo!!!

For more info, www.highergroundunited.com

-tata!-

-Benjamin xP-

Revolution is Back!!!

REVOLUTION Tours and Conference '09

Revo Academy

Date:28 March, Saturday

Time: 9.30 AM-12.30 PM

Venue: Grace Charismatic Centre

B68, Jalan Padang Lalang 2, Kuantan.

Revo P.A.R.T.Y.

Date: 28 March, Saturday

Time: 7.30 PM-10.00 PM

Venue: Tamil Methodist Church

B398, jalan Gambut, Kuantan.

Going beyond the four walls... are you ready?
One Voice, One Solution. Let's revolutionize our world through God's love.

Powered by: Higher Ground
Managed by: Asian Youth Ambassadors (AYA)
In Support of: Dream Malaysia 2020

Further info,please contact Jasher Chew 019 985 5655

Recount Christmas Celebration 08 !!!!

Higher Ground's Christmas Celebration was here!!!

It was over too...For those who went,congratulations lol...
For those who didn't, I feel sad for you.Wait another year lar...

I feel like slapping myself over and over again because I took no photos of the event.Urgh...!!!I hate myself!!! Not really lar~ ^^

I was ushering and I was asked to usher people upstairs.Standing there in the first place,nobody was coming up,decorations kept falling,holding a bell,singing christmas carols, waiting for people to come up.

People downstairs looked up and I can see that they looked so scared.Like we're some kind of terrorist. >< Ah,I believe we were warm enough and they felt welcome may be?Later everything went smoothly.Although I didn't really understand what's the ice-breaker was all about.People there also blurred I think. Amos did a good job.He cheered people by,well doing "funny"--stupid stuff that others laughed at him.No offence Amos.

The praise and worship was superb.Led by Jordan and the band members. Christmas carols and stuff like that.But it can't make me forget about yesterday was still in the month of November. Bro. Rudy talked about love.Not normal kind of love but radical love for Jesus.He told us his stories and we laughed.Hahaha...

Then I went downstairs because I was hungry.Not to mention starving. >< Then when I came up,the message was finished and awww...i missed a big part. Later...yeah everyone went back.We stayed back to clean up and stuff.Overall it's okay,not bad.

But amidst of the message,I went to sit with Mr. J [can't mention his name to respect him]. I asked him: "Can I sit with you?" I knew he would mind if I suddenly appeared beside him.He said it's fine so I went and sat beside him.I asked him twice :"Where are your friends?" Twice!!! He didn't even look at me and just ignored me like that. Wwwhhhaaattt??? I don't exist arh? He was the one who said it's okay to sit with him and now he ignored me like that?

After I went down and came up again,Jess Lynn told me he's looking for me.I looked at him,he was looking around.Much like looking for someone.After he saw me,he stopped looking and stood still.So I assumed he's looking for me lar~ But throughout the whole event I only heard him saying one thing to me: "What?" in a very irritated way.I didn't mean to irritate him.I mean didn't irritate him.He wasn't like that last time.I wonder why...

[Friends out there who knows this guy,please keep absolutely quiet. ><]

Christmas Celebration 08 !!!!

Hey peeps...
Christmas Celebration is back!!!

This is the 3rd year of having a grand christmas celebration organized by Higher Ground .

Hope everyone who sees this can come...

Please do not be late...You wouldn't want to miss the fun...For this time,admission is free!!!You don't have to buy tickets , nothing..Bring all your friends and make sure you bring yourself too!

For further details,please log on to http://www.highergroundunited.blogspot.com/

c.O.p...

COP...4th November @ Shalom
People who came : Clement,Kelven,Amos,Michel,Joanne,Shirley,Jasmine See,Vincent,Jasher,David and me...! ^^
Well this was the 1st time that I went for cop so not really sure what it is about...
I got to know that everyone had to share...
Everyone did except Shirlay and Jasmine See...
But Shirley apologized to 6 people...
So I shared about my mum and youth leader discourage me to go Higher Ground.
They prayed for me...and if i'm not mistaken everyone has to pray.
So i prayed for the families of those who came.
it's though because I don't know them well so how am i suppose to pray for their families instead???
But I prayed la...guess its fine.
And I got a special prayer from Michel...
Her illustration was awesome...So is she =)

afTEr cF GatHEriNG...

hmm...
this gathering was good...
except i got darker after being under the sun for hours...lolx
when we just started...
everyone had to introduce themselves...
from this self-introduction...
i found out that some people have specially differently kind of relationship..
like boyfriend and husband and whatever divorced couple...
for those who went...you guys know la...=P
the 2 new brother and sister who accepted Christ during the last HG was there too...=)
Pit Ling and Chin Lap
everything was under control-the worship,games and the " makan " part...kekex
(except the sharing part)
people were too lazy to share after having so much fun and eating...=X
there were lots of food...
fried mee," nasi lemak "," agar-agar ",and the apple pie!!
the apple pie was nice...
then people just hung around...chit-chatting...
oh right!
there were some of them swimming and playing mud...
which i joined them too!!!
and got some mud on my head =.=
btw,we kind of celebrated Hui Sen's birthday...
threw him into the sea...haha =X
and bought a pandan cake for him =)
i guess it was fun!!!
i mean it was fun!!!
that's the brief one i can tell...
it just too much fun!!! =B

ITs tOUgh...=(

September's Higher Ground Session...--29th of September...
huh...at last i managed to get there on time..'''
who's the emcee...???ME!!!!!!
who's the speaker...???uncle Jonathan???nope...
okie la...BRO JON!!!!! you're the man!!!
who's the worship leader...???JAMIE!!!!
and more...
so...when the "-emcee-ing-" job...
uh..i felt so bad...its like HELLO PEOPLE???anyone there???
or i'm talking to the walls...???
hmmmm.....nevermind...
so i thought of...maybe asking the people behind to bring bring the people forward will help...^ ^
but then...out of my expectation...she said DONT SCREAM MY NAME....
instead of C'MON PEOPLE...GET TO THE FRONT...==
ermMm..wat am I gonna do next???
ignore her...
okie...PEOPLE!!!C'MON COME FORWARD...
(if you were not there...let me tell you its useless...)
plan B...kinda same as plan A anyway...
C'MON *******...BRING YOUR FRIENDS NEARER PLEASE...
and again i got the same response...(slightly the same)
I SAID DONT SCREAM MY NAME!!!
fine...i'm sorry..
wehn everything ended...huh...at last...
but then something unexpected happened
(things always happen when its out of our expectation...)
Jasmine...i said dont scream my name...so pai se you know...(something like that if i'm not wrong...)
then her best friend just looked at me like...with hatred...
okie sorry i dont mean it =(
so the conclusion of my nagging story is...
BEING AN EMCEE IS NOT EASY...
trust me...=)


p/s:This post is not meant to insult or embarrass anyone.This blog is posted just to express my feelings(that's the function of a blog...)so please do not misunderstand...thanks =)