Retreat?

I don't really grasp the meaning of retreat. I always thought it was a time to get out of the house for at least one day and have lotsa fun. But it seems that retreat has to a time of silence too...

The front view of the reception of the resort.

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

We took sometime to visit the place and it's not that bad. 

Despite it's distance to get from places to places =.=

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

All we can see around the resort are flowers...

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

and trees...

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

and not to forgot: Fruits!

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

Thank God chalets existed. But they're far from the conference room too =[

My Chalet: C3!

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

Then we saw this unique creation of God. 

It has a few layers of skin and each skin has different colors. 

Wow!

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

And of course. We got to play. In the beginning, 

we were just going up and down the see-saw.

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

P/S: Chien Li the poser! xD

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

Then, I screamed my way down and they decided to try balancing the see-saw.

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

Which worked. For 1 second may be? =P

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

Chien Li was still posing!

Then, we proceeded to experience flying fox. 

The mosquitoes were so annoying!

[Photo by: Susie P.]

No pictures of us doing flying fox though =[

What could/did we do at night? 

[Photo by: Alfred C.]

Barbecue of course! 

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

The dark wasn't something to stop us from snapping pictures!

Next stop?? Chien Li's chalet! C4!

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

Card games!

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

I don't know how. Adrian and Wilfred started fighting. 

Though there's an age gap, but they looked almost the same size! >__<

[Photo by: Daniel F.]

Both of them seemed to enjoy the fight though. 

Gotta act crazy sometimes xD

[Photo by: Ben'JazZ xD]

Next morning! Sunday service. 

Worship was well and this! Retreat's worship team!

Then, we had fruit tasting "session". LOL

We went home. Last dinner together.

Before.

[Photo by: Daniel F.]

After.

[Photo by: Daniel F.]

Bye bye! come again next year! >__<

Gosh!

Can you actually believe it?!?! I made a kid cry! I'm so children-friendly, being involved in children ministry for a few years and now I made a kid cry. Why? Because he's a kid, not a child. [What's the difference? =__= ]

Enwei's blog was sooooo.... I don't know? Supportive to me? Gagagah

Don't go around telling people I made you cry this and that, you know what you've done even though you think it's right. Spreading stupid rumours about me and making people think that I'm the bad one.

Excuse me, if I am able to make a kid cry, then you should be proud ashamed of yourself because you're just 2 years younger than me.

Grow up~!!! No one is gonna take care of you if you continue to be like a kid, act like a kid and play with the kids.

Sorry if I've offended you but you just have a brain that will never mature. Retarded maybe?

How I wish you won't see this. 

Which you won't will, of course~ ^__~

SDHDFA?!

P/S: SDHDFA stands for Super Duper Hyper Desperate For Attention.
I found something fun to do with last Sunday. And of course I enjoyed it. [very much!]
Partner in DFA-ness : Enwei? Nope. It's Enwei's huge gigantic jacket!
Look who's this? LOL kinda obvious right? xD

Q-ing up at KFC~

Bad lighting. Front view.

Peace V !

If you're curious, yes I wore that walking around the mall. Because my shades are dark enough and people can't see through my shades even though they're standing near.
So people walked pass me giving me that "What's-wrong-with-her" look. Nope It's not embarrassing. I enjoyed the attention. [very much!]
I can see the look on their faces. Soooo funny! Haha xD

Last Saturday night...

How did I spent this year's Mooncake Festival? Something different too!

Lantern and mooncakes!

Alisson & I.
[She's a busy businesswoman that can't leave her phone for awhile.]

This little light of mine. I'm gonna let it shine~

Enwei & Chien Li

Chien Li & Kevin. Look at his face~

Wilfrey!

Light the candle!

This was the "spot".

Haha! It was so boring til this DFA girl thought of doing something challenging. Her partner in crime: Alyson Kok!

"Hello people! Can you see me?!"

And I got scolded after doing this. I actually thought of pretending that I slipped. But I was afraid if I "slip", I couldn't get up. So, I didn't do that...

-More to come~-

A visit...

Compressing my mixed feelings and emotions, I went up to Bukit Pelindung. Disappointment, anger, hatred, fear. I once heard someone said whenever she's sick or angry, she'd go exercise. I can understand if she says angry, but sick? how to hike or exercise when someone is sick? But I found it quite helpful.

Independent girl like me hates depending on medicine to get well after fell sick. I forced myself to walk up quickly. Not with the speed that I'm used to. Though I couldn't really breathe on the way up, but I forced myself up no matter what.

I was trying hard to get a new record of reaching one of the peak and come down in a shorter time. So, nothing much happened. Sweated so much! After 2 weeks of not going to Pelindung because of my hair, even I went today and I'm back, I still miss Pelindung =(

I was timing very carefully. According to my experience, I shouldn't be around the foot of Pelindung at 6ish so that I can avoid seeing someone and that she can avoid seeing me. Which the latter is the main point. When I reached the foot, I was relieved though I saw her dad. Should I say hi? Should I greet him? Did he recognize me? He didn't smile when he turned back and glanced at me. So I guess he didn't recognize me. Blah~

Relieved because I only used 42 minutes to finish hiking up and down. My new record!!! I'm so proud of myself. Though it's not really fast, which Jo said he only needs 30 minutes, but I'm working hard here!

Inevitably, I saw her. She shouldn't be there at that time. But it's just hard to avoid. She saw me, I saw her. Same questions in my mind. Should I say hi? Should I greet her?
Benjamin: JazZ! You're supposed to avoid her! If not, what's the timing all about?
Straight away I looked in front and walked off. Then I used my towel to cover my face. I was keep repeating: Owh my gosh! Owh my gosh! Owh my gosh!
I panicked. Though it's nothing, but I hate that feeling. we were once quite close, at least we greet when we see each other. Now? Avoiding and walking off. I almost cried. But I knew I can't cry. I couldn't cry there. Plus my mum was coming. Can't let her see my tears flowing down after hiking Pelindung.

I forced my tears back again. How depressing.

At night, MYFers were supposed to go to church for choir practice. In my car I was in my gloomy mood, til I was thinking to just lean on Chien Li's shoulder and express everything to her. I wouldn't force back my tears if they're about to flow out. But then, the Holy Spirit spoke to me. He said I shouldn't be like this. I can't say that I'm weak and just be weak. I have to be strong and stay strong. It's not gonna be easy so I have to get up! No point mourning for nothing. Well, I made the Spirit to talk in slow motion 'cause I was still down and tired. Couldn't really digest His scoldings =X
So, I'll just get up and at least forget about what happened in the evening for a while. At least forget about it when I was with the MYFers. So that's what I did.

Jasmine was back! V

LOL. Being DFA. Being myself!

I can play the guitar! [not]

Then as usual, we went for supper. Mainly because I was following Enwei's car and she hasn't taken her dinner. [As usual]
Alisson and Alfred followed too! And we had fun!
We went to this restaurant which I didn't know it existed until today.

Restaurant Chan Poh something?

This was the Yam Bun I had for supper.
See that purple dot on top?

And these were: Fork Grilled Bun.
[directly translated from Cantonese.]

And of course! the Siew Mai!
My nickname =X

Enwei started laughing at expressions that I made. Owh c'mon! I can't see my expression! I wanna laugh too! At last there's someone that can talk to me about the "expressions" and "faces" that I make. Hello?! It's natural okie? I won't realize that I'm actually doing that! She took some photos of me when I was talking. tried out how I'd look like when i'm "expressionless". Which always gives other people an impression that I'm angry aka bu shuang. But at least they told me the disadvantages of those expressions. Instead of judging me just like that. Need to put mirror everywhere so that I can be aware of my expression. Laugh at myself all the time.

-Swt!-