Hip Hip?? Hooray!! :D

Heyy people! Sorry for not updating. As you know, INTI line SUCKS. Let's pray for the better. Ahahaha.

Owhh yeah. I'm back home again. For my birthday weekend. Blessings started pouring in  on Monday itself!

I thought my room mate, Crystal and I needed some time out of our room. So we decided to go to Giant for a lil' shopping trip. When it's time to go back, her sister called saying she's coming to Nilai. And she's bringing us for dinner. YAY!!! Thank God Crys likes sushi too. So, we went to Sushi King!! AND AND AND, it's the RM2 bonanza period!! Double YAY!!!

Salmon and more salmon~~ 

This was my drink. It was superb :D 

And this is Crys, my room mate :)

Back to my school Uni, let me show you some places that I have to go to almost everyday. This is the Learning Resource Centre aka LRC. Huge spacious building with COLD COLD air-cond. Ahahaha :)

Then this is the cafeteria. I am the mayor for this place in Foursquare. 

So you should know how often I'll be there..

No, it's not THAT small. Just a small screen shot of the cafeteria :)

Last but not least, my best friend in my course! I call him Ah Long (like real loudly) and everyone started calling him that xD

He might not look nice in pictures but check out his Facebook. So many people would like any picture he uploads and his status, owhh my goodness! He's super funny too. I'd always laugh when he talks. Even lecturers noticed that we're quite close :D

Ahhhh... I love his Iphone 4. Super cool apps and most important of all. He'd let me play with it ALL the time. I have Instagram too! Thanks to him <3

Some pictures attached with this post are actually taken by me using his phone. Good stuff yeahh? :)

Like this! <3

That's all for now. Another post of my advance birthday celebration is coming up! :DD

What was I doing in a pub?!

Let me just share a lil' on my experience in working in a pub doing glitter tattoo for kids. You might find it weird. Pub? Kids? Glitter tattoo? YEAH. Don't ask me why. All I know is it's a charity function. (Thank God I'm paid :P )

This is how the pub looks like. I thought it was kinda cool because I haven't been to a pub before. 

Now that I have :)

These are everything I needed to do glitter tattoo. The sticker ones are the common and easier ones. But the one with the glittery powder is the hard one D:

After my work, I had some time to snap some pictures. This shows one group of the kids. They're Myanmar refugees. Since Sunday is a schooling day  in Myanmar, they had school on Sunday too. That explains why they';re dressed in school uniforms.

Another group of kids. I don't understand a single word they say. Trust me. It's HARD. 

This is a magician that was there that time. I think his name is Alex. He was performing magic to a few kids by swallowing the balloon & challenged the kids to try. In the end, I found out the balloon was filled with water. So, his trick is as easy as drinking water. Okie, may be not THAT easy =X

And the kids were in awe :D

One of the organizer, Jayson was surprisingly nice to me. And he belanja-ed me lunch. The food was superb! Too bad I didn't get to finish it :(

Then the next day my sister brought me to Tropicana City Mall for the movie I AM Number Four. Before that, I got to hang around at this bookstore: Borders. 

Snapped a photo at a book near me and I realized it's a Vampire-based book. Hello author out there, more creativity please?

So that was about it. After running back to Kuantan due to too-stressful life in KL, my return has been quite nicely welcomed :P






Thanks, Daddy.

Behold~

Wow. It has been almost a month since the last time I updated my blog. Wanna be a blogger it seems? 


I have bought Jay Chou's The Era World Tour 2011 CD + DVD. Awesome-ness! I haven't finished watching though =/   let me quote my 2011 quote: I'm not free.

So it has been almost a month since I started working at Mega View Hotel as a sales clerk. Office girl just sounds TOO bad. I didn't enjoy my 1st week, AT ALL. But now, I'm loving my job. I even went to hotel to see my colleagues during CNY! That shows how much I love them. 


God has blessed me ALOT during this period of time. All the sweet and not-so-sweet moments will be one of the memories that I'll cherish forever in my life. I have tried doing ALOT of things in this month. 


Such as singing songs in the hotel ballroom (with the mic xD), taking pictures all around the hotel, eating superbly nice food leftover by the guests, playing Facebook most of the time, designing for the Valentine's day promotion and more...


Now that I'm asked to work in KL for my sister, in something that I'm interested in: Design. If I have 10 parts in me, 9 parts are shouting 'NO' to the invitation to KL. But 1 part knows I'll be benefited if I go. So, it seems that minority wins. For the minority is the conscience. More pictures are coming. I'm just TOO lazy to edit and upload them. Daddy, save me! >_<


I believe more are yet to come, all the best plans from my Daddy in Heaven :)

Bye

Wow! What a blast! So many things have been happening that I can't even know where to start from. 1st, I got a new blog and ended up deleting it because I can't have the template that I want =__=

Yeah. Very stupid I know.

2ndly, I learnt a few techniques of self-defense during Taekwondo today. They're really interesting. I can scream and shout, I can run, and now, I can fight! ;) Well, at least defend myself from any physical attack =P

I'm seriously serious that I was seriously being myself during that time. Gahh... people say Benjamin is a whole lotsa fun to hang out with. Ask Alyson! 

BUT! I'm not appreciated. Gosh! hate that feeling. As a sir, well, he shouldn't be calling his students names, and to be frank, I'm hurt.

It's not my fault that I'm not allowed to go for training. 

It's not my fault that Christians can't learn Taekwondo.

Yeah, who on earth asks me to join Taekwondo? 

It's not my fault that the stupid admin dissolved my previous unit?!?!

//// Don't worry. Without you, I cannot still survive. ////

I'm I Me Mine Myself...

There's something in my mind that I was always afraid to confess. Sometimes I feel like shouting out loud so that the whole wide world would know what is in my mind. After a second thought, I know I can't. Because the consequences are hard to bear.

I'm Jasmine. So what? I'm DFA [Desperate For Attention]. So what? I always talk very loudly. I like to scream and shout. I like release stress like that. I like to ask a lot. I like to sing in class. I like to laugh out loud. I like to do whatever that I like to do. SO WHAT?!?!

I go for things that I like. I insist on owning things that I want. If hinting is not enough, I'll ask. I'll give up soon if I don't get it. One day, if I stop asking, you can conclude that I don't want you anymore...

I'm tired of making changes in me. I'm tired of tolerating useless complaints. I'm tired of being someone that pleases other people. Who's going to please me???

I'm tired of thinking: If I'm like that, may be he won't like it. So, I better not.

I AM WHO I AM. I don't wanna do make changes in me that I don't look like me anymore, I don't act like me anymore. If you like it, God bless you. If you don't, that's your problem. God bless you more. Take it or leave it. No more stupid useless unnecessary sacrifices... No more...

[Thanks to Jonathan for editing that photo for me. What he wrote gave me the courage to be myself :) ]

2.0.1.2.

I went for this movie with Cheryl, Doreen, Wilson & another girl at ECM. 1st time watching movie at the new cinema at ECM. I thought I wouldn't watch this show 'cause I thought it was violent. Even Alisson asked me, I was like....... see first!

Haha sorry =P

Since Cheryl asked me, so I went. The cinema wasn't as cold as I thought it would be. Thank God~~

Before that, we went & took the aka [Big Head Sticker]. Direct translation from Chinese. It's still with Cheryl so that post it yet...

Fun time!

SDHWSG!

I went hiking today. Again.
I went alone. Again.
I went in the morning. Again.
I cycled there myself. Again.

Unlucky me. I saw few Aunties today. Gosh they were so talkative. They can talk about everything. Plus, they mentioned something like "the bride is 3 years older than the groom".
1st time I got so offended with them.
In my mind: What's wrong with a older girl marrying a younger guy?
Swt -.-

I walked past them. But they were not slow either. In the end, I gave up. 1st time in my life. I gave up hiking up Bukit Pelindung. I stood there. Too exhausted. Panting hard. My feet urged me to turn around and go down.

Looking those talkative women in front of me. I turned around and started walking down. I felt like I'm defeated. Why didn't I have the strength to carry on?

Was it because I lost someone? Or because I got someone? I think I still miss her. Very much. Which is a bad thing. Sorry, Chien Li. I've disappointed you.

Suddenly God spoke: You shouldn't give up so easily. What have I been teaching you?
I stopped. Yeah, He's right. Why should I give up so easily? Where's that strong and courageous Jasmine?

I turned around and started walking up again. Real slow. Enjoying God's presence. Enjoying Pelindung's nature path. Which I didn't have time to do that usually.






Tut tut tut...


I went back to school to look for my 2nd life. For those who know what's my 2nd life. yeah I lost it and have been looking up and down for it.
That's when I saw that SDHWSG.
And I got scolded for going into the school.
What is wrong with him?!

F-R-I-E-N-D-S...

P/S: It'll be a very looooong post. Don't read it if you can't stand it =P

Thank God! I survived the camp. I'll not talk so much about the camp 'cause I still don't have my photos yet. Urgh~ Daddy, I want a camera pppllleeeaaassseee!!!
There were a lot of things that I got from the camp. Most of them are related to FRIENDSHIP.

Great, even Alfred wasn't there. May be that's the chance for me to experience more on friendship.[Click on the image to enlarge it.]

1. Some people/friend will not be there for you all the time. They may have Plan A and there you go carrying out the plan. When you're waiting for them to step in, they're actually carrying out Plan B. You'll be like an idiot waiting for them. And you won't realize that they've changed the plan until you ask them.

2.Some people/friend don't worth your love & care. You get worried for them, but they'll just ignore you & think that you're annoying. They'll ask you to do something for them, in the end, they get annoyed because you're doing it. How ironic? But they're still your friends. As for me, I'll still take them as my friends, keep annoying them as long as I think it's good for them. To show Jesus' love to them. Blah~

3. Some people/friends that are not close to you will be with you when you're alone. How surprising? Their care & accompaniment are more than what you can expect. Try to accept them and you'll be able to click with them. Haha! Actually they've accepted you first!

When I'm worried [someone/something], I'll have dreams. If it's intense, I'll dream about what I'm worried about.If it's not, then I'll have usual weird dreams. Dreams cause me to have not enough sleep & rest. 1 Peter 5:7 says cast all your anxiety on Him[Jesus] because He cares for you.

4.When someone/your friend do something wrong, tell him/her in a polite manner. It's useless to see him/her keeps doing wrong and the dislike level increases in your heart. Why don't tell that person about it? Then he/she will at least try to change and you be hopeful about it. Ya know why tuition teachers are earning so much & still earning these days though the economy crisis is so critical? Because the tuition lessons & teachers give the parenst and students hope. To be hopeful and to feel that there's hope are strong feeling. So, stay hopeful.

5. When you're criticized, don't get angry with that person. Instead,try to be quiet to listen & accept it. Even if the critic isn't doing it in a nice manner, but at least he/she cares to criticize/comment on you. So that you'll be a better person [=

Pastor JK talked about 1 Voice, 1 Purpose today. The first thing he touched on was about friends. He quoted:"We can choose our friends, but not our family." The 1st thing that came into my mind was "Am I a good friend? Will other people choose me as their friend?" The 2nd thought was : "How's my friend? Is she a good friend to me?" I was having a particular person in mind. Then, my question to my 2nd thought was answered: No. She's a temptation to me. After receiving God's order on what to do, my distance with God is getting further. I'm not blaming her what's happening but I'll have to set my priorities right. So much of sacrifices I've done for her but I'm getting nothing back so far. God says He'll reward us in heaven what what we do on earth. So, I guess I won't really give up on her until I'm asked to do so.

-There's more to come-
::Ben'JazZ xD::

Can you believe it?

1st day of camp was over. Alfred's sick. He's not here. Can you believe it? I'm soooooo bored. My [fun] gang isn't here. Worse still. The food here is terribly delicious. Too bad I don't have a large stomach to keep the food. BBQ dinner later. Here am I. Sitting here with the person that I don't like. He's irritating me so much. Can I not hate him? I'll upload his photo when I go back home. I just rode on a horse. It was fun. And I took lotsa photos. I mean Amy and Alyson took lotsa photos for me. Awesome~ gotta go. Kids are viewing what I'm typing now. Tata~

::Tummy hurts::

::JazZ xD::

Just believe~!

I found out something recently. A lot of people ask me questions but they don't believe me. Let's start with the studies. Fine! I admit that only this few weeks I started working slightly harder than I used to. So, they (classmates) will ask me stuff regarding to studies. But they tend to ask some other people after I've answered them. And they'll come back and tell me that my answers are correct. Excuse me?! Of course it's correct! If not I won't give you those answer!
Well, it's humans' natural tendency not to trust other people so easily. But if it's with me, ask and just believe. Of course when that person is trustworthy laar~
In other cases, I tell you something. Most of the time just passing a message.
"She says?" is what you reply.
Owh my gosh! Do you know how frustrating is that?! I know I have lotsa time but I won't waste my time telling you some of my own made-up stories is it? You really help me to know myself more. I found out quite a lot of things which I like and I don't like. Thanks is all I can say. But don't do it again. At least try not to.

-Just believe-
-Ben'JazZ xD-

Owh crap...

I heard someone from my school got infected with H1N1.
but I don't want my school to be closed!
Never!!!

-Owh crap-
-JazZ xD-

Dreamless nap!

Wowww... I don't remember for how long I've been dreaming while I sleep. Today's nap was dreamless! Thank God...
Why? May be it's because tomorrow will be a long & hard day in school.
Thank God for His grace & mercy that nothing much happened in school for the past # exam days. But today? *sighed*
I now officially show you guys my teddy I got for my birthday this year ^__^
He's Jackie! lol
I'm trying to be cheerful here. Don't try to spoil my mood...

-What now?-
-Ben'JazZ xD-

It has been a day...

It's past midnight now.
A total of ONE day.
I've been waiting for your message.
Symbols.
Picture of your contact.
Didn't appear at all yesterday.
For the pass ONE week.
I've been seeing symbols on my phone.
I'm glad.
Grateful.
Contented.
Useless.
I've been thinking when will you sms me.
Now?
or never.
The answer:
Never
for today.
I've been thinking
if you sms me
what would you say?
"why didn't you sms me today?"
"because I know you won't reply."
"How do you know I won't reply? I do reply your message right?"
"You don't. Yesterday."
Utterly useless.
You didn't sms me.
Accept the fact, Jasmine.
says Benjamin.
Helpless.
I wanna tell someone how i feel.
How "depressed" I am.
I would say.
Is there anyone?
Yes.
"I'm here."
says Jesus.
Anyone else?
No.
None at all.
Today is the day that
the Lord has made.
I'll rejoice &
be glad in it.
Not looking forward to a new day.
But
looking forward for
symbols to appear
on my phone.
Yes.
She's emo again.
says cheerful Benjamin.
"Help me, Ben!"
"No I can't! I don't think like a girl. I don't act like a girl."
Who else?
Gotta find a GIRL I guess.
I need a shoulder.
To sustain my weight.
Make me busy today.
I don't wanna think about you.

-She's emo-
-Benjamin xP-

HaPPY birthday Kevin!!!

It's Kevin(a) Lim's birthday... He's 17th! And he's old...LOL

Hope you'll like the present we bought for you!

-Cheers!-

-Ben'JazZ xD-

This Saturday...

What's on this Saturday???

1. School!!! =____=

2. Pastor Andy and team are coming to Kuantan! To share about Recess Revolution to the people in Kuantan! How cool...

Everyone, you MUST go!

Date: 27th June '09 (This Saturday)

Time: 2.00 sharp

Venue: Grace Charismatics Centre

3. Wesley Methodist Church Cell Group Celebration @ WMC.

I'm gonna sing~ Thanks to Alfred & Chien Li! ^___^

4. June's Higher Ground session. It'll start @ 7p.m. for Pastor Andy will be speaking...woooohhhoooooo!!!

For more info, www.highergroundunited.com

-tata!-

-Benjamin xP-

Forgive others, as I've forgiven you...

I hate you

But I forgive you

God often reminds me about forgiving others & to love others. Love is essential to forgive. You can't forgive without love. [So, my sentence in red is kinda ironic to this.]

Don't really wanna say much about this. But, I forgive you...

-Benjamin xP-

First times...

First time went hiking Bulit Pelindung. With my beloved MYFers.

Alisson and Hendriq blogged about our MYF outing...Then, I shall not write anymore about it.

[Click on their names to view their blog.]

Adrian,Enwei,Alfred & Kevin...

It's raining!!!

*by Alisson!*

we both like this photo ^^

Chien Li,Enwei,Alfred & I went to ECM for Baskin Robins ice-cream on the 31st of May.

My first time of eating that ice-cream on the 31st!!!

Then, Chien Li suggested to go take the sticker photo on the 4th floor? or 3rd.

It looked very nice!!!

The time limit given was bad. We were choosing the colour for the curtain but suddenly it took our photo! hey! we weren't ready yet ! >.<

The results are these. 4 different photos.

It's obvious enough that Alfred is Alfred, Enwei is Enwei, Chien Li is Chien Li and me is me xD

Thanks guys!!!

Un-freaking-believable!!!

Something unbelievable happened today... Un-freaking-believable!!!
1. Mid-year exam is over!!!! Well, that's believable. I can't believe I endured the whole 11 days.
[Still breathing *wink*]

2. Can you believe that my red bean ice-cream got stucked in my mouth on my lips?!?!?!?!?! T^T
I'm really cutting on ice-cream to save money but junior gave me an ice-cream treat and such a thing happened =.=
It's cold [duh~!] and icy. My lips were dry, I put the whole ice-cream in my mouth. The ice and my dry lips reacted, and they sticked to each other. [They're found their true love! =.="" ]
I tried to pull it out by force and it started bleeding. [My lips of course!!!]
I asked Harn Jun to look because I thought it'll come out few seconds later but it didn't! She found it funny and she asked Liang Yek to look. Liang Yek found it disgusting so she asked Samantha to look. Soon, everyone's looking me. Even an anonymous beside me was staring while she was waiting for her car!
Hahahahahaha! they started laughing... NOT funny!!! =(
So, some of them suggested to pour some water on it so that ice will melt faster and it'll be unstucked.
Yeah, did that but it's not working... Poured a few more times and my upper lip wasn't sticking on the ice-cream anymore. Lower lip said: Hey! what about me?!?!?!
So, i tried harder on my lower lip and at last it come off. Goodness!!! So freaking embarrassing!!! T^T
In the car, Harn Jun kept talking about it,how funny it was yada yada yada... crap laar~ She wants to tell the whole world is it? =/
I don't need her help, 'cause the whole world knows now!!! >.< size="1">lol
Secondly, imagine something soft and fragile. Then, imagine that in TURQUOISE colour. Get it? A another tip, it's a pair... Okie, that's it! Congrats if you got it =D
What so un-freaking-believable was: i broke it.
Can you imagine that? I'm not done for a month and it's broken!!! Suddenly, i hate my nails @.@
yeah, my nail torn it... great! Got another colour. The colour that I wanted before this.. You'll see *wink*

4. A believable thing is: I finished reading South Beach Sizzle in ONE night!!! That's still considered as slow because my record was finished a novel in less than 2 hours time. Bangga bangga!
Thanks to Ashvini, another two books are still waiting for me. The Write Stuff and Invitation.

Thank You,Jesus! Holidays are finally here...

-Skipped my add-math tuition for this =P-

JazZ xD

I'm back =]

I'm back!!! From Children-In-Prayer... Yada yada, I'm still young. But trust me, being in a hall with kids is a bad BAD experience! But hey, kids can pray too! Not only adults and youths. The time of praise of worship was great. I totally felt God's presence ^^

Well, the session wasn't very good. Boring for a youth like me, what about the kids. Pity them. At least I knew what the adults were talking about.

Great news!!! I met Japheth and Eunice from the LYPG KL/PJ. Cool people. We shared about LYPG and prayed together about it. Although Joyce kept saying how fun how cool was CF Camp, but I knew God has a reason for me to attend CIP. And now, no regrets attending CIP =D woooooooohooooooooo................!!!!!!!!!!!

The end of holidays. I managed to finish 1 drama and started the other one. I got enough sleep and rest (sorta). I succeeded not missing XXX so much. I studied, but still not enough.

Aha! Deborah Cheng Yi Wei, I proudly put your name on my blog. We have a deal. She said she's not popular and has no fans in school. [For those who know her,she's damn handsome,i've gotta admit.]

**This lil' girl requested by force to erase her photos from my blog. Sorry laar for those that didn't see it before I deleted it =P **

And hey, the trend now is girls like girls that dress up like guys and guys like guys that dress up like girls. So she HAS a LOT of fans in school. But she didn't admit it. Well, the deal is if I can find anyone that likes her in SCHOOL, I can do whatever I want. Not hard at all,'cause I'm not looking for a fan of the ugliest person in school >.<

-The End-

*Scream!!!*

Why is my blog so dull and boring while others' are updated so often and interesting? Boring!~

May be it's because they got short post and that's why they update it so often? For those who know me, you'll know I don't like short short posts, like not enough. Most of my post [I said most] are quite long and almost everything's inside. May be from now I should try posting short ones.

Recently, I’m into editing photos using ‘paint’. How sad? Can anyone teach me how to edit photos in a nicer way please please please…

This is one of the photos that I edited. [that I can show it to the public >< ] You guys are important to me!!! *wink*

Talking about MYF Sunday, some MYFers did post it on their blogs. Me? Lazy enough to write anything about it =.=

We shall talk about what we did after MYF Sunday. We[Enwei,Chien Li,Alisson,Hendriq,Alfred,Daniel Foo and I] went to the Lim brothers' [Kevin & Adrian] house for a movie Afternoon!?

Guess what we watched? We watched Quarantine!!! *fear*
For further details, please check out Alisson's and Hendriq's blog.

Now, we shall talk about what happened that Sunday night. I was so exhausted so I nap for awhile on the sofa.When I woke up, everyone went to bed. So I was physically alone. I decided to watch 1 episode of drama first before I online. I was fine when I was occupied. Never thought of the movie anymore. But when i walked to my room/washroom, dark and alone. I start recalling the scary scenes from the movie.

I didn't care, i was online. Because I was so curious, I went to search for the meaning of rabies and read the synopsis of Quarantine on Wikipedia. Some of my unanswered questions were answered after reading the synopsis. I kept on telling Enwei what I've found out after reading those information on Wiki. Rabies are mostly infectious to mammals. Commonly by bitting.Warning to all dogs out there,stay away from me!!!
Human being can be infected with rabies. It happens in Malaysia too!She was like: "wat la u?" hey, I also wanna ask myself: "what la me?"

Then, it was time for me to sleep. So I went to wash up. Throughout the whole process, I kept looking around,being self-conscious. But in my mind, I was like:God is with me. Nothing will happen. No one is around. Nobody will suddenly appear and bite me at my throat. Stay calm.

I prayed for peace. I had peace but after a few seconds,it was gone. Guess I didn't have enough faith =P

I nudged Jon in MSN. No reply~~ But he sms me after that. So I told him what's the problem and he accompanied and comforted me a bit. This really helped: Make sure Tete is with you. Put it beside your head." I almost forgotten that I have Tete with me! But, when I recalled the climax of the movie again,especially after understanding what really happened, i was super scared and I wanted to cover my whole body with my blanket. i tried but I couldn't breathe so i didn't.

I was doubting whether I should stay awake or not. If I sleep, i might have nightmares. If I don't, I'll spend all of my time being scared. While waiting for his reply,I slept. Thank God, I dreamt but no nightmares. Phew~

Peeps, no more horror movies. Never, EVER!