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Friday, December 31, 2010

Bye Bye 2010, Hello 2011

Aiyor, I haven't been blogging for SOO long. *Blows away dust*

Well, Today is the last day of 2010. *speechless*
I don't know what to say. This year has been quite tough. SPM and all. Church is bad. He is bad -.-

So I pray for better years to come. Go to anywhere but Kuantan. Future is abit blur~ Though I got the scholarship I have always praed for, but dad says it must be 100% tuition fee waiver. If not, I can't take it. That's just pathetically pathetic. It is God's blessing to even get a scholarship but dad is expecting a full scholarship =[

Well, keep praying and have faith in the Lord. That's all I can do.

Uncle gave a digital camera (DC) and I'm announcing it as mine. Well, it's a very old model but it's better than nothing raite? Raite.

2011 is a year of fulfillment of my dreams, a year where dreams come true. Including getting myself a DSLR with my own pay. Means I earn myself to get a DSLR. Now I got the DC, sounds like God is saying: 'You're not getting your DSLR next year so the DC is a temporary replacement. '

LOL. I hope that's my imagination run wild. God won't say that, raite? raite? raite?

I'm gonna cut my hair later. New hair for a new year. owh yeah! No regrets :DD

Anxiety and frustrations. But this is a chance for me to learn to trust in the Lord more.

Peace! ^_^ V

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Last 2 days...

Last Saturday (13/11/10) and yesterday (15/11/10) were the last 2 days of my high school life. Saturday was the End of The Year Party and yesterday was just a normal school day but with Pn. Tan See Lee's retirement 'celebration'.

Saturday was fun. Practically the best day of my high school life? May be...
A lot happened this year. Somehow it felt better without the presence of AYe. I was free. Not so self-conscious.
I managed to mend a broken friendship this year. I didn't know what happened but we stopped talking since form3. Well, we talked on Facebook, texted and all but we just don't have the initiative to start talking to each other face to face at school. Urgh~ I hate this -.-

I had another broken friendship this year. We were friends for quite sometime. It happens right. Argument and all. I wouldn't say it's all my fault or all her fault but both of us were at blame.

I tend to be an initiative person most of the time, but at times I get tired with the fact in my brain knowing that: " I have to talk to you first".

So boring. Can't you talk to me first?! =[[[[

For this ex-friend ( I don't count her as my friend anymore), we are not talking. There's no need to talk, neither do I want to talk to her. I don't even wanna hear her voice. Freakishly annoying. I guess it's mainly my fault. I might still hold grudges, which I shouldn't. As a Christian, that's just not right. For a person that was so close to us before, it just seemed a bit too hard.

I pray all the time asking God to help me to forgive her and to love her as Jesus wants us to. But it's not easy. Especially I have to see her in school.. Imagine the happiness I felt whenever she's absent and I'm not ^_^

Worse still, I sit behind her during every exam this year. Including SPM. Sigh. It's okie. I woun't have to hear her voice because we're not supposed to talk. Phew~

Back to happy stuff. The party was just fun! Taking pictures with most of my buddies with a camera that doesn't belong to me (sigh)
And Jie Wen, we were close but again we stopped talking. Much awkwardness but now, we seem to be quite good already! Yay!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Re:Union

I'm going to the Revolution Conference in KL!!!! I got the "invitation card" yesterday. Not that special because every AYA partner gets it i think =__=

Well. better than nothing. At least I can show it to dad and say: Dad! I'm invited! *wink wink*

See you guys at the Re: Union!!! xDD