HaPPy BirthDay!

Yesterday was my birthday.It's a very special birthday as far as I can remember.
The first person that wished me was my mum.I was kind of surprise though.
I got some greetings in school and most important one was from my lil' sis at school.In the evening,I brought blueberry cake at Crystal Cake House.The first cake after my first birthday.lol.Then I had dinner with my mum,my aunt and my cousin at Ah Soon Restaurant for the first.Well lots of first time yesterday ^^.First time trying all those food.Later after dinner,I went to the beach to bring back some food for my dod since he didn't join us for dinner.Well he likes lamb chop so we decided to go there for it.Mr.JC called me to wish me a happy birthday.We chatted and he sang me a birthday song.I knew he can sing but he didn't sing in front of me before.Okie,maybe once and no more because he said his singing sucks.But after the birthday song,I was so touched and it was the best wish ever!I went back home and I celebrated it with my family.And my cake after 14 long years >< My bro gave me a simple card written Happy birday Jasmine and a birthday cake with 3 candles was drawn on it.(NOTE:It's birday!)
But overall,it was nice except 3 very inportant people to me didn't remember about my birthday =(
Lastly,thanks to all these people:
Mum,Jing Wen,Jesslynn,Jie Wen,Joanna,Idzuanie,Vanessa,Li Vien,Hui Xian,Gladys,Euvin,Alan,Jonathan,Joshua,Charleen and Michelle(my sisters) and much more...Can't list them all!

oh LORD...WHERE are YOU???

I feel so bad today.My heart is crying,but as if YOU don't hear it.There are no moral support from my family,that'll be the worst part.No one to rely on,no one to talk to,no one that understands.Maybe I've done something wrong,but I do deserve something better isn't it???
I'm so regret that I did that,LORD.Please save me from this suffering and give me peace in YOU. I don't think I can take it anymore,LORD.Oh LORD,where are YOU?Are YOU with me???
Are YOU?Are YOU?Are YOU?

WORst STill...

I feel so sick and tired today.It's like everyone thinks that I'm the backstabber of the class.What the?WY and WJ's attitude towards me were so bad.At least worst than last time.And WJ even said she'll slap the person if she finds out the backstabber(she's kind of emo then,always~).What now har?want to scare me arh?Come lar...But hey...why everyone thinks it's me?Just because my stuff weren't confiscated?Just because I didn't feel bad about the spot check?Just because I knew there'll be a spot check but I didn't tell WY and WJ so that they can hide their phones?Just because I have no comments about the spot check?Please lar people...Use your brains!!!Aren't all the questions mentioned are not logical.Why don't you people suspects all the malays and indians but instead of me???The worst part is they just kept quiet and talked about it when I wasn't around.When I enter the class,they all went back to their own seats.Even some of them said something about backstabbing in front of me?want to say then say to me lar...No need to do things like that.Make me feel sad only!!!!!!!

SpOt Check...meANs???

Rules are made to be broken.Well this statement is so true.
Our class --3Bijak got spot check today.Our beloved Head Prefect brought her biro-biro's
(I mean a lot of them...)which I counted--There were 11 of them!!!
Fuyoh!scary man...hey I brought liquid paper lah..But I never thought of that till Audrey told me that her liquid paper was confiscated.Hmmm...
This is something illegal that I brought:
1.liquid paper which I mentioned just now,and
2.Jay Chou's lyrics which included his picture ><
I hear Wen Yi and Wen Jie brought their handphones to school.WY told me she's going to WJ's house later,that's the reason she brought.Well its' okay with me but I just thought that they shouldn't bring it no matter what the reason will be.So I shared with Audrey what I felt.I asked her too what will happen if there's a sudden spot check today ><
As I said,there was a spot check.I mean sudden spot check.May be God wants to keep them safe,WY and WJ kept their phone...Everything was fine and some people got their belongings confiscated.To be honest,actually I knew there'll be a spot check so I actually kept my things and they were not confiscated.And Audrey didn't feel nice about this.She even suspects me of reporting this and caused the prefects to spot check our class.
Well if I were her,I'll think like that too so it's okay.I don't blame her for that.But the problem is...she's actually close with WY and WJ.

外郊 (II)

在桥上晃来晃去.得意的他却说: “我没有在摇啊!我只是跟着它(桥)一起晃!”
我并没有看过他那天真无暇的笑容.看着他甜蜜自然的微笑,在我印象中,并不曾出现过这情景.
虽然我知道我们俩是没可能的,可是我非常希望我能常常呆在他的身边.即使不被注意和被冷落,我也不介意…也许这就是爱吧!可是这是永久性,能为他付出所有的爱,还是暂时性的单恋呢?我真搞不清楚…

外郊 (I)

今天我荣幸地和他一起外郊去.我们的组别不同,他是某组组长;而我也是某组组长.
第一,第二,第三和第四组A搭巴士去;而第五,第六,第七和第八组就搭B巴士去.
伤心的是我跟他带的组分别A搭巴士和B巴士.严格来说,我们不能搭同一辆巴士.
抵达了目的地,他和朋友就开始上山.我已努力跟紧在他后面,可是始终离开了他.
老师和朋友说,如果累了就先休息会儿.我想,如果我再休息的话,就更加赶不上他.
这就成了我马不停蹄继续撑着上山的原因.到了山腰,我终于看到他的背影,兴奋都来不及时,却被其他来爬山的人掩没.可是我知道我离他已经不远了.
终于上到山顶了,喘着气的我听到他的朋友说我是在众同学内第四个抵达山顶的.
意识说,我的他也到了.我被朋友拉到另一边看风景(可是当时还黑麽麽的,什么都看不到).
因为我们之前说过会一起上山下山,所以他问我为什么我没有跟他一起走.我也想啊!可是身不由己.所以我告诉他,他的速度实在是太快了,我这个平常不运动的家伙当然跟不上他的进度啊!
经过了重重困难,我们终于在一起了!我依靠在他的肩膀,享受着我跟他独处的感觉(其实也不是没人在身旁啦...)由于我不想让朋友们知道我与他的关系,所以在她们还没有上到山顶时好好地享受.但是,夕阳无限好,只是近黄昏.当我还在沉迷于那种感觉时,我听到了我的组员呼唤着我.我刚想起,身为组长的,在山顶应该再次点名,这样才能确保全部同学安全抵达山顶.
我怕被老师说我不负责任,也怕被朋友看到我和他在一起.一时紧张,就撞到了铁柱.哇!!!超疼耶!
我痛得抱着脚蹲着哭了起来.我不想动惊我的他(被朋友发现也不好),所以只好忍着泪水.一些在我附近的同学问我有没有事,本来就是很疼,却硬撑着说没事.
点了名之后,我可以说是与他失去了联系.他的朋友都围着他,闹着要拍照的,因为他的长相真的不错.心里酸酸的,好不容易才跟他在一起,而且我都还没有跟他拍,你们闹什么啊?现在…嗨!功亏一篑了.做什么组长嘛?害了自己而已.下山时根本是一个在天一个在地,他离开了好久我才离开.都是我的组员咯!拍什么照啊?又不是永远都不会见面了.可是我却不一样.跟他拍照是为了医治我心里的思念 ><
没办法咯!唯有在山脚会合咯…

最长的电影

词:周杰伦 曲:周杰伦

我们的开始 是很长的电影
放映了三年 我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾 脑海中还在旋转
望着你 慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间 我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈 圈起了谁改变
如果再重来 会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

*再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了要我怎么记
记得你叫我忘了吧 记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭 不是因为在乎*

朦胧的时间 我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈 圈起了谁改变
如果再重来 会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

*再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了要我怎么记
记得你叫我忘了吧 记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭 不是因为在乎
再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了要我怎么记
记得你叫我忘了吧 记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭 不是因为在乎*

爱的力量

我爱上他...一个我不应该爱的人
这是爱吗?还是单纯地被他吸引?我搞不懂...
当我没有看到他时,感觉就怪怪的...心情变不好了...也很容易发别人脾气
朋友问我怎么了,我不可能告诉她我没见到我的Darling吧?
有一些较熟的朋友知道我恋爱了,可是她们并不知道我喜欢的人是谁...我也没告诉她们...
可能告诉了她们,她们会远离我,因为我真的爱错人了...
有一次我约了他去吃晚餐,谈得蛮开心的.
虽然我早已知道他与我有共同的偶像,可是这个晚餐让我更深入的了解他,也就是他不止喜欢周杰伦
他也会和我一起唱周杰伦的歌曲,而且还是最新专辑的歌喔!
我在想也许我能荣幸地和他拍一张照,也不用我日想夜想心一直有挂念着他难受的感觉.
可是我用了很大的勇气问他赏不赏面和我拍张照...可是最后还是失败了...太伤心了!
除此之外,他也是个运动健将,拿过不少奖杯和奖牌,都是冠军喔!
就因为这样,他被老师派到学校外面参加比赛,我还记得我一个星期没有看到他.
再加上刚放假完开学后去比赛,所以我整整两个星期没看到他.太伤心了!
我不能告诉大家我这喜欢的人是谁,虽然我很想公开.可是我知道别人知道后,一定对我刮目相看.
所以也没勇气表白.我就只能这样,写出来.其余的就埋在心里........

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err....okie...to be honest it's VERY VERY VERY and VERY boring...
Sorry guys out there...I promise you guys to make it better ya!!!