so LOng...

Hey peeps out there...
I got to know that some of you guys view my blog quite often...thanks
but I got kinda bored and will not post anything for quite some time so don't have to waste your precious time to view my blog.
I'm fine and God bless everyone of you...
Merry Christmas!!!

boRINg...

On 27th of November...
It's my " kai mui's " birthday...
Well we celebrated at Megamall...so-called celebrated lar...
Ate KFC...i reached late because of some problem occured...
When I reached...I ate but my favourite food left only 2 pieces for me...
That's the chessy wedges...T.T
well I really do like that...
Beacuse I'm late,there's very little left for me.
When we guys...i mean we gurls finished,we went walking around.
But I still miss the smell and taste of the wedges...
So i left the group with another friend and bought another set of LARGE chessy wedges....
wow!!!that taste awesome!!! >< color="#cc33cc">Jing Wen!!! =p

haPI adVAncED biRThdAY...

Happy advanced BD to you , Harn Jun...
thanks for inviting me to your small BD party...
the food was awesome...
and i did enjoyed myself then...
though its kind of boring...
hope you like your (upcoming) present...
well I haven't buy it though...kaka ><
God bless!!! XP

tiRIng...

I woke up quite early this morning...
For basketball practise for competition next year...
we had a warm-up...
that's running around the court for 10 rounds...
imagine that!!! 10 ROUNDS!!!
but i still can take that after esting for so long...
then we learned the " Crab Dance " again...quite tiring + helpful...
when we rested...its like we were in a spa...
not that enjoying
but i'l still go for the practise next saturday...
because I really want to join the competititon next year...
which all my seniors will not be around anymore...
sobx sobx =(

BEinG grATefUL

During the last week before school ended...I spent most of my time with my kai mui--Jing wen a.k.a. crapper...
She's in a worried condition I guess...always worried about her results...
But her results was good...at least better dan mine...
we really have to be grateful for what God gave and gives us...
No matter what happen in our lives...God has His perfect purpose for us...
Mei...Jia you!!!

ruMOur~~~

Meaning of rumour:information that spreads to a lot of people but may not be true...
If i'm not mistaken...I'm involved in a RUMOUR...
I'm always involved in rumours...if it's true i don't mind(or I won't call it a RUMOUR)
like i'm whosoever's girlfriend and etc..
especially the gf thingi...
when people heard about it...they'll normally believe it and won't think about it and feel that it's totally CRAP!!!
and the person who spread this RUMOUR or another person who is involved in the RUMOUR...why he or she or they WON'T actually explain about it???
I'ts not true especially!!!
tired of explaining..
but lastly peeps...DO NOT BELIEVE SOMETHING UNLESS YOU'VE HEARD IT/ SEEN IT/FELT IT YOURSELF...confirm with two parties before believing...

laST daY...

Today is the last day of school...
but since standard 1...i can't wait until school ends...
but now...i really hope that there's no more year-end holidays...
Mayb just for this year...XP
I spent the whole week happily...
i think it's the best week ever this year...
I spent time playing cards,chatting,laughing and etc.
The best part was Jesslynn and I went to visit our friends on the form 1 building...
We played cards with them...got autografs from each other since today is the last day...
But when their teacher came into the class,we ran away like rats...haha =p
But it was fun...real fun...
but we'll not be seeing each other in the holidays...
hope we'll keep in touch...=)
so long friends...

`agRUemENt`

Yesterday my good friend was having a problem with my "Kai Mui"
which they are actually good friends...
Trying to understand what's their problem and thought that I'm the one that can solve their problem.
yor...stressful la...but I guess after all my hard works of thinking and helping...
they became better...but if i'm not wrong...
thery didn't talk today...
haih!!!what the???

c.O.p...

COP...4th November @ Shalom
People who came : Clement,Kelven,Amos,Michel,Joanne,Shirley,Jasmine See,Vincent,Jasher,David and me...! ^^
Well this was the 1st time that I went for cop so not really sure what it is about...
I got to know that everyone had to share...
Everyone did except Shirlay and Jasmine See...
But Shirley apologized to 6 people...
So I shared about my mum and youth leader discourage me to go Higher Ground.
They prayed for me...and if i'm not mistaken everyone has to pray.
So i prayed for the families of those who came.
it's though because I don't know them well so how am i suppose to pray for their families instead???
But I prayed la...guess its fine.
And I got a special prayer from Michel...
Her illustration was awesome...So is she =)

BOriNG!!!!!!

During this Raya holidays...
What I've been doing is just sleep...eat...study...tv...
sleep.........................eat........................study.........................tv...........................
BOriNG!!!
#1.Sleep...everyone must sleep,right??? ( duh~)
#2.Eat...everyone must eat,right??? (OF COURSE!) though I'm quite tired of eating everyday...=.=
#3.Study...study for the year-end examination...haiz
#4.TV!...no TV no life,right??? (not exactly...) hehe

Life's just boring and lame...just keep doing the S.E.S.T....what the?

afTEr cF GatHEriNG...

hmm...
this gathering was good...
except i got darker after being under the sun for hours...lolx
when we just started...
everyone had to introduce themselves...
from this self-introduction...
i found out that some people have specially differently kind of relationship..
like boyfriend and husband and whatever divorced couple...
for those who went...you guys know la...=P
the 2 new brother and sister who accepted Christ during the last HG was there too...=)
Pit Ling and Chin Lap
everything was under control-the worship,games and the " makan " part...kekex
(except the sharing part)
people were too lazy to share after having so much fun and eating...=X
there were lots of food...
fried mee," nasi lemak "," agar-agar ",and the apple pie!!
the apple pie was nice...
then people just hung around...chit-chatting...
oh right!
there were some of them swimming and playing mud...
which i joined them too!!!
and got some mud on my head =.=
btw,we kind of celebrated Hui Sen's birthday...
threw him into the sea...haha =X
and bought a pandan cake for him =)
i guess it was fun!!!
i mean it was fun!!!
that's the brief one i can tell...
it just too much fun!!! =B

cF GatHEriNg @ dA BeaCH...=)

Firstly,juz want to say that i'm not a member of any cf in kuantan...
i wanted to join this gathering 'cause i'm busybody..^^
that's all...
but also wanted to make friends there la...
hope everyone won't like who's this gurl...
wow that time i'll be dead....lolx...
hmmm...
I asked Jesslynn 2 join me since I really have not much friends there...
In the first place...
her mum said no...
'cause its too early and her mum doesn't want to fetch...
what the??? =.='''
so sad...i'll be alone...=(
Then i asked someone whether he's going to drive there
(maybe he can fetch her ^^)
but....he said NO...he's not gonna drive there...=(
then i told Jesslynn and she said she'll ask her mum about it again...
okie..thank You Jesus!!!
her mum said yes...
awesome =)
so i helped her to register...
and i was over-exited to sleep...
the next day as soon as I woke up...
the person in-charge called me and said the registration was closed last night...
juz before i registered for her...
heart broken...again...
what the??
haiz...so...my conclusion is...
I'LL BE ALONE THERE TOMORROW!!!!
...T.T...

thE MasK...

Everyday I wear a mask
To cover up the fear
To hide the insecurities
Which are unwelcome here.

I want them all to be fooled
I hope no one can see,
This mask I put on to hide
My personality.

Once I tried to take it off
To show what I hid inside.
But it seemed no one understood
And much preferred the lies.

haPPy bIRthDAy!!!!

1st October 2007...BD of Zhi Jing from 2B...^^
we had a small concert...
sorry...i mean they had a small concert...
the audience were doing the perfomance as well...
and you guys had a...ermm...singing competition???
nevermind...but i guess you enjoyed yourself 'cause i'm not in your gang anyway...
So you're going to have a small BD party at tc McD today...
hope you'll have fun...
Good luck and God bless!!! XD

ITs tOUgh...=(

September's Higher Ground Session...--29th of September...
huh...at last i managed to get there on time..'''
who's the emcee...???ME!!!!!!
who's the speaker...???uncle Jonathan???nope...
okie la...BRO JON!!!!! you're the man!!!
who's the worship leader...???JAMIE!!!!
and more...
so...when the "-emcee-ing-" job...
uh..i felt so bad...its like HELLO PEOPLE???anyone there???
or i'm talking to the walls...???
hmmmm.....nevermind...
so i thought of...maybe asking the people behind to bring bring the people forward will help...^ ^
but then...out of my expectation...she said DONT SCREAM MY NAME....
instead of C'MON PEOPLE...GET TO THE FRONT...==
ermMm..wat am I gonna do next???
ignore her...
okie...PEOPLE!!!C'MON COME FORWARD...
(if you were not there...let me tell you its useless...)
plan B...kinda same as plan A anyway...
C'MON *******...BRING YOUR FRIENDS NEARER PLEASE...
and again i got the same response...(slightly the same)
I SAID DONT SCREAM MY NAME!!!
fine...i'm sorry..
wehn everything ended...huh...at last...
but then something unexpected happened
(things always happen when its out of our expectation...)
Jasmine...i said dont scream my name...so pai se you know...(something like that if i'm not wrong...)
then her best friend just looked at me like...with hatred...
okie sorry i dont mean it =(
so the conclusion of my nagging story is...
BEING AN EMCEE IS NOT EASY...
trust me...=)


p/s:This post is not meant to insult or embarrass anyone.This blog is posted just to express my feelings(that's the function of a blog...)so please do not misunderstand...thanks =)

HaPPy bURfdAY!!!

today--20th of September 2007
is a BIG day for my friend...
JOANNA CHU =)
though we're having monthly test but i guess the atmosphere in the class doesn't look like we're having exam anyway...haha
today maybe the best birthday celebrated in all 14 years...it must be!!!
got u apresent...
hope u'll enjoy fixing it...
Happy Birthday to you Joanna once again...
you're older now...kekex...

soRRy dEAr...

To my dear insane
yesterday we had a small arguement...
about...u noe..
guys...
dat we really shouldn't have tis stupid arguement...
after tis kinda arguement...
we'r not talking to each other...
when i thought of dat...
its almost 24 hours we din talk...
=(...sobx sobx...
duno la...u tried 2 avoid me...
for no special reason
haiz..so sad...
i was thinking...if both of us still in this kinda situation...sure we'll b like vivian and me nowadays...
but i really don't hope it'll happen...
maybe God had put this small test on us...
like He did on vivian and me...
we cant overcame it so we failed to be friends...
but i really hope that we can overcome this together
since i really appreciate u as my dear friend...
this test proves that we don't really know each other well yet...
that's a very sad thing...
frenship 4eva my dear...

happy 23rd wedding anniversary!!!

happy 23rd wedding anniversary mum and dad!!!
God bless you guys 4ever!!!!
muakxxxxx

God's Promise

God has not promised
Sun without rain,
Joy without sorrow,
Peace without pain.

But God has promised
Strength for the day,
Rest from the labour,
Light for the way,
Grace for the trials,
Help from above,
Unfailing sympathy,
Undying love.

O,Divine Master

Lord,make me an instrument of thy peace.
Where there is hatred,let me sow love;
Where there is injury,pardon;
Where there is doubt,faith;
Where there is despair,hope;
Where there is darkness,light;
Where there is sadness,joy.

O,Divine Master,grant that I may not so much seek
To be consoled as to console;
To be understood as to understand;
To be loved as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive.
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned.
It is in dying that we are born again to eternal life.

because of THEM!!!

haha!my life's full of sorrows...

my mum scolded me today...again...

'cause she said i didn't do my job...

that's tidy up my room...

well my brothers did theirs...

messing up my room...

is it really my fault???

maybe...

i was thinking...if i dun hav any brothers...

i mean younger ones that will mess up my room...

will my mum scold me today?

NO!!!

will my mum and dad love me more???

YES!!!

not blaming them of course...ok...

maybe i'm blaming them..but that's not the point...

let me tell u the truth...

because of THEM...i have to do all the houseworks...

because of THEM...i have to sacrifice my food or even the things i like to make sure that they don't cry in public...

because of THEM...my mum always scold me...

because of THEM...my parents don't love me as they did when i was the youngest...

the conclusion is ...I HATE THEM VERY MUCH!!!

if i have no brothers...everything will be much better...

Lord,please save me from all this sufferings...

Fall In This Place...

Come Holy Spirit
Fall in this place
I need more and more of You
Fill me again with the power of Your spirit
Lord i'm crying out fror more and more of You...

chilLAxiNG...(combination of "chill" & "relax") ^^

i cried at school today...(oways..)
felt so bad this 2 days...
knew something's going to happen...
but i don't know its this fast...haha
why i cried arh???
erm...its the weather too hot???
nope...
i guess i'm sick...
not my body..but my heart...
hurt..
felt like hundreds n thousands of knives piercing my heart...
it hurts...
it really hurts...
someone broke my heart 2 days ago...
cannot cry though i want to...
tough...
u know the feeling...
want to cry but cannot...
sobx sobx...
waiting patiently for the tears to come out...
AT LAST!!!
"they" came out...
great...i cried at last...
felt so much better...
thank You Jesus!!!
chillax...

sort OF----PARtyinG

Date:31th August 2007
Venue:Tembling Resort,Block B,Level 2.(Aunty LAy Wah's house)
TIme:7.00p.m.--(ppl were not being punctual)
Programme???celebrating our awesome job during MYF sunday...
here's the list of ppl attended...
Jasmine (Me^^--da preacher,worship back up singer & narrator in the drama...horhor)
ENwei (Worship leader,usher,narrator & IMEMINE in the drama...)
ChiEnLI (stage manager,head usher..)
MIchElle (Pianist,being herself in the drama...)
KeVIn (doing nothing but being ELijAh in the drama...)
**frED yeW** (liturgist,main character in the drama...)
**aNN mariE** (scripture reader and freD's sister In the DRama...)

=note=both of them wit ** are happily coupled...haha...juz guessing..^^
though they create an "10"when both of them r standing 2gether...
haha!!i noe i'm bad...

what were we doing there?
#1-- eat (duh~) lotz...
#2--play (its a must..!)
#3--chat...
#4--...ahah!!!laugh till tummy ache..horhor
#5,6,7,8,9,10...4gotten..hehe
eat so much must fast 4 1 month dy...lolx

thE LorD'S prAYer...

Dear Father,high on heaven’s throne,
Great King of everything,
We come as Your dear children now,
Please hear the prayer we bring.

As boys and girls come eagerly
To a mom or dad who cares,
We know that You are waiting ,too,
To hear Your children’s prayers.

We know that You’re the Holy God,
But help us every day
To show the world Your holiness
In all we do or say.

We know Your kingdom has no end,
But give us faith to share
Your love with all,so everyone
Can join us in this prayer.

We know Your mighty will takes place
Without our words of prayer,
But we are weak and can’t survive
Without Your watchful care.

Don’t let the treasures of the world
Make us lose sight of You;
Please let Your Word show clearly what
Your will would have us do.

When we are hungry,give us food;
When tired,send us rest.
We know You’ll give us all we need,
And it will be the best.

And help us also realize
How You have blessed our days;
Help us appreciate Your gifts
And give You thanks and praise.

And when fail to do Your will
And choose instead to sin,
Forgive us,Father.Call us back;
And make us Yours again.

When evil things are done to us
And angry feelings starts;
Toeach us to be like You and speak
Forgiveness from the heart.

When Satan comes with tempting words,
Help us to turn away;
Without Your power on our side
Sin always get its way.

And when at last the hour comes
That death is standing by,
Come quickly then and take us home
To live with You on high.

In heaven,above this world of pain,
Unhappiness,and tears,
We’ll sing Your praise together with
The saints through endless years.

Dear Father,mighty King of all,
You rule with perfect love
In both Your kingdom of this world
And in this world above.


All pow’r on heaven and earth is Yours,
And,yet,both great and small
Know that You’ll hear and answer,too,
The prayers of one and all.

All glory is forever Yours ;
You are the Holy One;
But also,Father,now accept
Our praise for all You’ve done.

Now as we end our prayer to You,
We speak a loud “Amen!”
We know You Hear our words today
And seek our prayers again.

fOOtpRIntS

One night a man had a dream.He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene,he notices two sets of footprints in the sand-one belonging to him and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand.He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints in the sand.He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it. “LORD,you said that once I decided to follow you,you’d walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints.I don’t understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.”

The LORD replied, “My precious,precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trails and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you.”

--Author Unknown--

hUg$

There’s something in a simple hug
That always warms the hearts:
It welcomes us back home
And makes it easier to part.

A hug’s a away to share the joy
And sad times we go through,
Or just a way for friends to say
They like you ‘cause you’re you.

Hugs are meant for anyone
For whom we really care,
From your grandma to your neighbour,
Or a coddly teddy bear.
A hug is an amazing thing-
It’s just the perfect way
To show the love we’re feeling
But can’t find the words to say.

It’s funny how a little hug
Makes everyone feel good:
In every place and language,
It’s always understood.

And hugs don’t need equipment,
Special batteries or parts-
Just open your arms
And open up your hearts.

--Jill Wolf

huRRay!!!my BLog'S Now OUt!!!^^---in ANotHEr cASe...sOBx soBX T.T

kaka ^^
my blog leh...de very 1st 1...i guess it'll be de laz 1...rite???
lolx...crap..i create tis account n post this post~when i'm seriously in a bad mood...my brother...did sumtin awful 2 me...guess wat???
HE STOLE ALMOST ALL OF MY PENCILS IN A CHOCOLATE BOX!!!!!
n left duno how many pencils...T.T
hello??!!?!?!?
if i'm not wrong...i collected n kept it since i was...errr...standard 5???
4 years from now man!!!wat had he done???used all n lost them all duno within how many days...heart breaking,rite??? T.T
lolx
55555555555555
sumbody please save me!!!!!
can u hear de sound of my heart breaking???
sobx sobx... T.T
why could this happened 2 me?!?!?!?
god...i dun care...u'll have 2 help me n collect back every single pencil he stole frm my chocolate box~
every type he stole!!!!
erm...(too harsh n rude...)
uh...PLEASE???