Randoms~~~

Last Friday I went to Megamall with my sister because I needed to get some drawings from Audrey.And my sister had to send her new jeans to the tailor.

The last thing I did was I bought a Christmas present that Mr.J wanted. Well I admit that I don’t know him very well though I know his interest and stuff. So I asked him what he wants for Christmas.

Then my sister said she wants to withdraw money from the ATM machine because she used the money my mum gave her for groceries shopping to buy heels at Vincci =.=

When she wanted to get the ATM card from her purse, she realized that she didn’t have the card with her. She started panicking and stuff like that and we ended up in the bank to get a new card.
She paid RM12, got a nicer card and found out that no money was withdrew from her account. Thank God! Wasted so much time. But they have comfortable chairs in the bank ><

At night, Enwei, Hendriq, Alfred and I went to the church for decoration for Christmas party the next day. Check out this super small balloon!!!

Well later,we went out for supper at Old Town Kopitiam. We talked a LOT and knew each other better,good bonding seriously. These was what we ordered:

[The toast was Alfred's while the drink was mine.]

[Tasty vanilla ice-cream toast =P ]

Mine was coffee shake if I’m not mistaken. I ended up drinking bubbles instead of coffee. The bubbles were 91% of the cup!!!
We didn’t want to go back that early but Hendriq’s mum/sister was asking him to go back so we went back.

hehez

I reached home about 1 something and I online because the connection is very slow during daytime.

In MSN, I chatted with the troubled Jonathan and he’s in deep sorrow. Not emo lar~
So I offered to call and I talked to him for almost an hour. Thanks to DiGi, it only cost RM 7 ++.I don’t mind since no charge for every single message sent by me =D

And I slept at almost 5:30 in the morning. Even Jonathan told me he heard rooster crowed. I can conclude the next day that I must have sleep. If not I’ll be sick =(

On Sunday was a a chinese festival which I don't know what they call it in English.I'm not a chinese chinese lar~~

And we did this:("tong yun" in Cantonese and "tang yuan" in Mandarin)

[Colourful tang yuans]

[Coated with peanuts if you can see something round in there ><]

Y.L.D.P. 2

This was the time we had the chance to have our team building session indoor. Thank God!!!

And we were asked to crack our head, not the egg. We had to design a shield with the egg inside. The egg will be thrown down from a high place and the aim was not to break or crack the egg. We were given materials such as newspapers, plastic bag, blades, straws, cellophane tape etc etc.

The process was some how like these:

Note: Grey shirt guy with the cap-- Ivan
White and Orange colour shirt guy-- Zhi Wei

Green shirt guy-- Kin Hoe

Other teams doing their discussions as well. Though I was the leader of my team, but some how the guys were more capable in DOING things.

Lawrence was the one who's sitting on the ladder and threw the eggs down.

In conclusion, my team's egg cracked. =(

TaGGeD by JesSmiNN~~

1) Do u think you're hot?

- Yes, when the weather is hot.

2) Upload your favourite picture of you!

3) Why do you like that picture?

- TeTe and I ^^

4) When the last time you ate pizza?

- Yesterday!! At church

5) The last song you listened to?

- I was listening to songs and am still listening.

6) What are you doing now beside this?

- Sms-ing, blogging, trying hard to sign into MSN

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?

- Jazz

People i tag :Anyone

8) Who is number 1?

- God

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?

- Friends?

10) Say something about number 5?

- I don’t have number 5…never thought of that before

11) How about number 4?

- Don’t have laar~~~

12) Who is number 2?

- Mr.J ??? Not sure

I'm back!!!

I'm back!!! At last I can on my computer after so many days of connecting to the nature.lol

YLDP was as great as before. Other people slept in tents while I slept in a room!!! With a fan.Haha!!!

I took some photos.Well lots of photos for you people to see 'cause I can't describe the all about the camp well. I may seperate them into different posts. Read patiently ya =)

This is the camp site.

These are the toilets for the campers.

The pavilions for guys.

This is the amphitheatre where we (level 1) had our session.
Note: No fan!!!

Stage of the amphitheathre.

The stream

List of people sleeping in my room

Room mates' bed

My bed ._.

The only fan in my room. [Better than nothing lar~~]

The only mirror and she (Li Ern) always blocked it.

There goes Auntie Lay Wah's sharing

[I only dared to take photos when she's sharing ><]

The helpers were asked to share too ^^

[Chien Li and Enwei.]

Auntie Choy Quin looked so bored.

That's the end of the first post of YLDP.Stay tuned.lol

Y.L.D.P.

I'm leaving...never to come back again...lol
Yes I'm leaving but I'm coming back on Sunday don't worry =D

YLDP (Youth Leadership Development Programme)
Date: 9-14 December 2008
Venue: SUFES Campsite, Tapah, Perak.

Well I'm not promoting here but just to let ya all know where I'm going.
14 of the youths from my church are going:
1. Jasmine!!! me lar~
2.Alisson
3.Hendriq
4.Enwei as helper
5.Chien Li as helper
6.Alfred
7.Abigail XXX
8.Daniel
9.Kevin
10.Brandon =(
11.Ruth
12.Ann Marie
13.Alyson Kok
I forgotten who's the 14th person...Sorry ya...
Jess Lynn and Jess Minn, don't feel sad because you can't go.Cheers!


I-WILL-BE-BACK!!!

I didn't know...

Mr.J... I thought I know him well. Not very well but still well. Sometimes, I know what he's thinking,even what he's doing. People thought he's quiet. But he's not honestly. People thought he looks cute. He is but he doesn't care. I thought I knew him. But I don't really know him.

He gave me his URL in deviantART. I've read it and owh gosh... Is that really him that wrote those articles and journals? I was like reading some annoymous's blog.

I thought I knew how he feels, but I was totally wrong. I thought I knew what and why he’s doing something, but I was absolutely wrong. How could I be like this? I don’t even know him, but I considered myself his good friend. Owh gosh… how can I help him?

I don't care!!!

I don't care what you think

As long as it's about me

The best of us can find happiness

In misery

How can a person just hate without proper reasons? Maybe she got provoked by me somehow but it’s really not my fault. It’s really not my fault!!! Can’t write much about this ‘cause she has a blog too and she can view mine whenever she can. My shortest post maybe?

TaGGeD by AliSsoN

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then go to their blogs and leave a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to read your blog.
Starting time : 11:08 pm
Name : Jasmine Tai
Sisters : 2
Brothers : 3
Shoe size :It depends
Height : More than 150cm
Where do you live : In my world
Favourite drinks : Fruit juice maybe?
Favourite breakfast :Bread with ham and fried egg ^^
Have you ever been on a plane : Nope
Swam in the ocean : Didn’t want to
Fallen asleep in school : Almost every Tuesday when the teacher talks about the most boring topic ever.
Broken someones heart : Yeah…
Fell off your chair : Not quite sure. Forget about it lar~
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call :Maybe all day?
Saved e-mails : When I’m lazy to delete
What is your room like : 4 walls and some space in the middle ><
What's right beside you :Air
What is the last thing you ate : Supper. Not what I always do.
Ever had chicken pox : Duh~
Sore throat : Yeah but it takes a decade to recover
Stitches : Thank God no…
Broken nose : Thank God no…
Do you believe in love at first sight : Like at first sight maybe…
Like picnics : It depends
Who was the last person you danced with : Myself lol
Last made you smile : Thinking of someone
You last yelled at : My brothers
Talk to someone you like : Yeah
Kissed anyone : TeTe ._.
Get sick : Now I’m feeling kinda sick
Talked to an ex : No ex
Miss someone : Mr. J
Do you sleep with stuffed animals :Tete ._.
What's under your bed : dust?
Who do you really hate :Don’t hate. Just dislike
What time is it now : 11:20 pm

RANDOMS
Q :Is there a person who is on your mind right now : yeah
Q : Do you have any siblings : Yes
Q : Do you want children : After I got married
Q : Do you smile often : maybe?
Q : Do you like your hand-writing :not bad lar~
Q : Are your toenails painted : base coat
Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : my sister’s
Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : white
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday :breathing
Q: I can't wait to : go out after YLDP
Q: When did you cry last : Don’t remember
Q: Are you a friendly person: With my friends, yeah~
Q: Do you have any pets : nope
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now : at home maybe?
Q: Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now? : I hope not
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? : Never
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of? : Don’t remember
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved? : Quite a number
Q: Do you eat healthy? : Trying my best to
Q: Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: No ex
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? :Yeah
Q: How often do you go to temple? : I don’t need to and I won’t need to
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : Talk to God
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time? :50/50
Q: Are you confident?: It depends
Q: What are you doing right now?: breathing
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window?: most probably not
Q: Can you handle the truth?: What does this suppose to mean?
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father?: Mom

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO: breathed
THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY: Go jogging and I did.

5 SNACKS I ENJOY:
1.chips
2. Ice-cream.
3. cookies
4. mango
5. peanuts?
**I don’t really eat snacks**

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE:
1. invest them
2. use them!!!
3. keep them
4. spend them
5. donate them

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN:
1. my own house
2. my own world
3. church
4. tent
5. my nanny’s house

5 JOBS I HAVE HAD:
1. Student.
2. daughter
3. friend
4. sister
5. Sunday School teacher

Tagged: Anyone

No More or Just Too Much?

Ecclesiastes 1:2-9, 14 (NLT Version)

8 Everything is weary and tiresome! No matter how much we see, we are never satisfied. No matter how much we hear, we are not content.

No more free WAP for me!!!

I once enjoyed free service of internet services with my phone (WAP), free usage of sms. Didn’t have to pay at all. Signed into MSN and chat, for free!!! Download ringtones and wallpapers and themes for myself and my friends, for free!!! View my blog and others’ blog, for free!!!

Now no more free service of internet services with my phone. No more free MSN. No more free ringtones and wallpapers and themes for myself and my friends. No more viewing my blog and others’ blog with my phone. No more!!!
As for today’s quiet time, I read Ecclesiastes 1:2-9, 14. Solomon saw the futility of seeking satisfaction in people and things. Despite amassing wealth and knowledge, completing great projects, and marrying many wives, he said, “ All is vanity and grasping for the wind.” (Eccl.1:14)

Well, I should be satisfied, shouldn’t I? After enjoying these blessings for so long, approximately 2 months if I’m not mistaken. Should be more than enough for me. Really have to be thankful that DiGi doesn’t ask me to pay for those free services that I used in the past 2 months.

Why does chasing transitory things leave us unfulfilled? The biblical answer is that we were created to find our ultimate fulfillment in God. Jesus promised, “ I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it abundantly.”

People and things come and go. But the spiritual satisfaction Christ offers sustains us in the world and will endure into eternity.

Maybe the fact is I should cut down on internet… be really sad,Enwei...

Bad Miscommunication!!!

Refer to Recount Of Christmas Celebration

1.Mr.J didn’t hear me when I asked about his friends twice.Maybe I spoke too softly.Not that he purposely ignored me =)

2.Mr.J did looked for me when I was gone.This is the good part =P

3.I looked for Mr.J after the event but he went back already.Mr.J said he looked for me too but he was asked to go back before he found me.This is very good. I mean he-looked-for-me part =D

I spent the whole night furious and confused,why was he like that.Thanks to his brother that kind of explained the whole thing to me,and I could sleep well without nightmare that night.

The next day,I talked to Mr. J in MSN and talked about the event.I told him how I’d felt and he explained to me it wasn’t what I thought it was.Everything was a misunderstanding.Everything is clear now.I can see the light.It’s shining so brightly. [lol]

Twilight The Movie

At last I’ve watched this movie which is the best movie of the year to me.

Jess Lynn and Alisson were and are still crazy about the show.Well,the movie was not bad just that it wasn’t really based on the book. I was sort of disappointed though. Photos…are good.

The Cullens

Recount Christmas Celebration 08 !!!!

Higher Ground's Christmas Celebration was here!!!

It was over too...For those who went,congratulations lol...
For those who didn't, I feel sad for you.Wait another year lar...

I feel like slapping myself over and over again because I took no photos of the event.Urgh...!!!I hate myself!!! Not really lar~ ^^

I was ushering and I was asked to usher people upstairs.Standing there in the first place,nobody was coming up,decorations kept falling,holding a bell,singing christmas carols, waiting for people to come up.

People downstairs looked up and I can see that they looked so scared.Like we're some kind of terrorist. >< Ah,I believe we were warm enough and they felt welcome may be?Later everything went smoothly.Although I didn't really understand what's the ice-breaker was all about.People there also blurred I think. Amos did a good job.He cheered people by,well doing "funny"--stupid stuff that others laughed at him.No offence Amos.

The praise and worship was superb.Led by Jordan and the band members. Christmas carols and stuff like that.But it can't make me forget about yesterday was still in the month of November. Bro. Rudy talked about love.Not normal kind of love but radical love for Jesus.He told us his stories and we laughed.Hahaha...

Then I went downstairs because I was hungry.Not to mention starving. >< Then when I came up,the message was finished and awww...i missed a big part. Later...yeah everyone went back.We stayed back to clean up and stuff.Overall it's okay,not bad.

But amidst of the message,I went to sit with Mr. J [can't mention his name to respect him]. I asked him: "Can I sit with you?" I knew he would mind if I suddenly appeared beside him.He said it's fine so I went and sat beside him.I asked him twice :"Where are your friends?" Twice!!! He didn't even look at me and just ignored me like that. Wwwhhhaaattt??? I don't exist arh? He was the one who said it's okay to sit with him and now he ignored me like that?

After I went down and came up again,Jess Lynn told me he's looking for me.I looked at him,he was looking around.Much like looking for someone.After he saw me,he stopped looking and stood still.So I assumed he's looking for me lar~ But throughout the whole event I only heard him saying one thing to me: "What?" in a very irritated way.I didn't mean to irritate him.I mean didn't irritate him.He wasn't like that last time.I wonder why...

[Friends out there who knows this guy,please keep absolutely quiet. ><]

Gladly?

Psalm 100 (NLT version)
1 Shout with joy to the Lord, O earth!

2 Worship the Lord with gladness.

Come before Him, singing with joy.

3 Acknowledge that the Lord is God!

He made us, and we are His.

We are His people, the sheep of His pasture.

4 Enter His gates with thanksgiving; go into His courts with praise.

Give thanks to Him and bless His name.

5 For the Lord is good.

His unfailing love continues forever,and His faithfulness continues to each generation.


Looked back at my ungratefulness of serving the Lord.God’s prompting for today’s quiet time was so real.Qswald Chambers said: “ The will of God is the gladdest, brightest, most bountiful thing possible to conceive, and yet some of us talk of the will of God with a terrific sigh—‘Oh well, I suppose it is the will of God,’ as if His will were the most calamitous thing that could befall us…We become spiritual whiners and talk pathetically about ‘suffering the will of the Lord.’ Where is the majestic vitality and might of the Son of God about that!”

It’s so true.I wasn’t happy about my serving and did it kind of unwillingly.And today I was supposed to go to CPC again for decoration but things changed and I didn’t go anyway. May be God wants to give me some time to serve Him gratefully.

True thankfulness is more than being grateful for what we possess. It’s an attitude that permeates our relationship with the Lord so that we may serve Him with gladness and joy.

Meaningful Usher Meeting?

A message received from Daniel Cheng: Tomorrow Pls come for the ushers meeting to help deco the cpc church. Pls come! Thxs

It just broke my heart.This whole week should be my movie week.For many reasons,
1st because I borrowed 5 pirated DVDs from Uncle Francis.
2nd, I don’t own a personal TV so I can’t spend my day watching all five.That’s sad.So I need to spend a week to finish them. [Enwei,I’m envious.]
3rd, I can’t be having those DVDs for 1 whole week and not returning back to him.
4th, I want to finish them as fast as I could. Which I blatantly can’t right now.

Lying on my bed.Thinking very hard.Trying to decide whether I should go.Or not?

Angel:Dear Jasmine.you should go you know.Forget about those useless unhelpful non-educating dumb movies lar~ they not even one-tenth of being helpful.

Me: You are right.But I’m so reluctant to go…

Devil: No no no…That isn’t true darling. Those movies help you to relax you see.No doubt for that.

Me: Hmm…The idea of lazing at home sounds much appealing to me =)

Angel: But you volunteered to help remember? You would not want to leave such a bad impression to people out there , would you?

Me: You’re absolutely right.But it’s 1.30 pm. No transport lar~

Devil: Forget about the transport.You don’t need transport watching movies at home.

Me: Very true.

Let’s sum up all my thinking. When I still signed into MSN with my phone…

Jasher:Tomorrow usher meeting at cpc.Plz come…

Me: Can I not go? I don’t have transport.

Jasher: Phoebe fetched you to prayer meeting right? She’s going tomorrow why don’t you ask her?

Me: Okie I’ll ask her =)

God wants me to go? Or not?

The next morning…noon in exact.I woke up…*Yawn…* *Sighed…* I haven’t made up my mind.To go,or not? So I called my mum and told her about the meeting and how unwilling I was to go.She said: "Since you wanted to help so you should go."

Another “you should go”. Fine! I washed up and got ready and Yan Wen sent me a message.

Yan Wen: Jazz, later you going usher meeting? Wanna car pool?

Third “you should go”…Fine! This definitely is God's will.

the half-done deco and we need to go back again tomorrow!

Christmas is so,so soon...

These are not tomatoes don't worry.

Stuff for us to decorate.

As you can see.

So environmentally unfriendly.


The spoilt ones.

Thank God for creating the paper cutter!!! ><

60 x 4 = 240 pieces! But we made it!

Jeremy can be creative sometimes...