Failure

The 6th day of mission F.A.H : officially failed!
My bad. I did so many things that I shouldn't be doing.
I wanted to...
I searched...
I looked...
I observed...
I thought...
I waited...
I smiled...
I hesitated...
I talked...
crap~! I failed myself.
Suddenly I thought of something that I don't want it to happen.
Please! Do not get used of the life without me. I promise that everything will get back to normal after the exams next week.
I feel so bad when all these happen. Am I doing the right thing?

:i wanna:
:Ben'JazZ xD::