I can't stand it...

Urgh~ [Jazz is being emo again, says Ben.]

Why o why? Why do I have to suffer so much?
Why do I have to bear 5 + 1 people's suffering?
Jesus showed me: Love another.
Is that why I have to suffer all these?
Most probably...
I wanna tell the whole wide world, I'm not guilty!
I'm just doing what He wants me to do!
Stop showing me your hurt face!
I'm not suppose to act like I'm hiding something from my spouse!
coz...

I didn't do anything WRONG!!!

do you get me?!?!?!

-Suppressed feelings-
-Jasmine xD-