You Belong With Me

I like this song...

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

F-R-I-E-N-D-S...

P/S: It'll be a very looooong post. Don't read it if you can't stand it =P

Thank God! I survived the camp. I'll not talk so much about the camp 'cause I still don't have my photos yet. Urgh~ Daddy, I want a camera pppllleeeaaassseee!!!
There were a lot of things that I got from the camp. Most of them are related to FRIENDSHIP.

Great, even Alfred wasn't there. May be that's the chance for me to experience more on friendship.[Click on the image to enlarge it.]

1. Some people/friend will not be there for you all the time. They may have Plan A and there you go carrying out the plan. When you're waiting for them to step in, they're actually carrying out Plan B. You'll be like an idiot waiting for them. And you won't realize that they've changed the plan until you ask them.

2.Some people/friend don't worth your love & care. You get worried for them, but they'll just ignore you & think that you're annoying. They'll ask you to do something for them, in the end, they get annoyed because you're doing it. How ironic? But they're still your friends. As for me, I'll still take them as my friends, keep annoying them as long as I think it's good for them. To show Jesus' love to them. Blah~

3. Some people/friends that are not close to you will be with you when you're alone. How surprising? Their care & accompaniment are more than what you can expect. Try to accept them and you'll be able to click with them. Haha! Actually they've accepted you first!

When I'm worried [someone/something], I'll have dreams. If it's intense, I'll dream about what I'm worried about.If it's not, then I'll have usual weird dreams. Dreams cause me to have not enough sleep & rest. 1 Peter 5:7 says cast all your anxiety on Him[Jesus] because He cares for you.

4.When someone/your friend do something wrong, tell him/her in a polite manner. It's useless to see him/her keeps doing wrong and the dislike level increases in your heart. Why don't tell that person about it? Then he/she will at least try to change and you be hopeful about it. Ya know why tuition teachers are earning so much & still earning these days though the economy crisis is so critical? Because the tuition lessons & teachers give the parenst and students hope. To be hopeful and to feel that there's hope are strong feeling. So, stay hopeful.

5. When you're criticized, don't get angry with that person. Instead,try to be quiet to listen & accept it. Even if the critic isn't doing it in a nice manner, but at least he/she cares to criticize/comment on you. So that you'll be a better person [=

Pastor JK talked about 1 Voice, 1 Purpose today. The first thing he touched on was about friends. He quoted:"We can choose our friends, but not our family." The 1st thing that came into my mind was "Am I a good friend? Will other people choose me as their friend?" The 2nd thought was : "How's my friend? Is she a good friend to me?" I was having a particular person in mind. Then, my question to my 2nd thought was answered: No. She's a temptation to me. After receiving God's order on what to do, my distance with God is getting further. I'm not blaming her what's happening but I'll have to set my priorities right. So much of sacrifices I've done for her but I'm getting nothing back so far. God says He'll reward us in heaven what what we do on earth. So, I guess I won't really give up on her until I'm asked to do so.

-There's more to come-
::Ben'JazZ xD::

Can you believe it?

1st day of camp was over. Alfred's sick. He's not here. Can you believe it? I'm soooooo bored. My [fun] gang isn't here. Worse still. The food here is terribly delicious. Too bad I don't have a large stomach to keep the food. BBQ dinner later. Here am I. Sitting here with the person that I don't like. He's irritating me so much. Can I not hate him? I'll upload his photo when I go back home. I just rode on a horse. It was fun. And I took lotsa photos. I mean Amy and Alyson took lotsa photos for me. Awesome~ gotta go. Kids are viewing what I'm typing now. Tata~

::Tummy hurts::

::JazZ xD::

Away...

I'll be away for the next 3 days. I know you care. Do miss me. I'll miss you too! Especially my beloved MYFers that can't join us for the camp. 3days... What's life without you guys?? LOL =X
My friends out there! Yes, I'm talking about you. Stay at home and study hard kay? Trials are just around the corner. Jia You!!!

::Ciao::

::JazZ xD::

Cruelty...

It's Thursday today. Should I be happy? Or should I not?
Today, I realized that no one will tolerate with you.
Not even God sometimes.
If you continue to be the way you are now,
even God'll give up on you.
The scripture that I read yesterday
sorta became real to me today.
1 Kings 11:11
"......Since this is your attitude and you have not kept my covenant and my decrees,which I commanded you,...."
Gosh...sounds like God's gonna punish me now! T^T
Recently, I found out that whatever that I do, I'll upset other people.
well, it's good enough for them to tell me what I've done wrong and what I should change.
I'll surely take note of that and try my best not to do it again.
I might be sensitive too.
Get slightly angry for you talking to me like that.
But I know I can't expect the same thing from you all the time.
You'll not be with me all the time.
You'll just dump me and go away with other people.
Which is happening now.
Things change.
You change.
I will change.
for the better =]

::I'll be different::
::Ben'JazZ xD::

For 1 month and 2 weeks...

[Click on the image to view the actual size.]

This is the 2nd part of your gift. Special enough? I got scolded for doing this for you, ya know.lol =P

For a first timer like me, the results are considered as good, huh? Hope you'll like it +__+

Happy birthday! ^__^

::showers of blessings!::

::JazZ xD::

Esther's day...

This is the day that the Lord has made...

August 25,1995

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ESTHER!!!

A note for you: be ready to pose when you see someone walking around with a camera. Lucky you! I got 2 nice shots!

-Blessings!-
-JazZ xD-

100th post of the year...

There are so many things that I don't know.
Don't know when you're serious
Don't know when you're joking
Should I be upset?
Is there anyone to tell me what's going on?
I don't wanna do something and keep regretting after that.
Does what I do being appreciated?
Or it's just merely crap to you?
I wanna tell you how I feel.
But I'm scared that you can't accept it.
I wanna know how you feel
But I'm scared that you'll say that I'm a busybody.
Who's supposed to make me happy?
Am I supposed to make you happy?
Are you making me happy?
Am I making you happy?
All these need reconsideration.
Looking at my wallpaper.
I felt hope. I saw bright light.
Won't get tired of looking at it.
Enwei would understand that.
But it's hopeless hope.
Will that photo appear in my phone again?
What will I do if it appears?
Everything is so ironic.
Now, i can't sleep well again.
May be 'coz I'm used to wake up early.
So the latest I can sleep until is 8.30a.m.
It's way too early for holidays.
It's already Tuesday.
Is that a good thing?
Yes for me. But no at the same time.
It's confirmed.
9th of September.
There's nothing I can do about it.
No one cares about how I feel.
Just do it in the way you want it to be.


P/S: AYe, I'll still be praying for your mum [=

-disappointed-
-JazZ xD-

What's-the-title?

No matter it's 3 in the morning or whenever, I'll be there if you need me. That's my promise to you.

Chien Li's gift from Enwei.
It looks like a monkey to me.
ooppsss....

Piggy~ and Chien Li's sheepy

My new toy: Banana...??
It's Jonathan's camera's tripod stand though.
heheh =P

Jonathan's camera is sooooo CCCCOOOOOLLLLL!!!!
everyone wants to play with it. The photos taken are sooooo nice!
*envious*
Wonder when can I get one of those eh?

Today, I found out that someone that I don't really like is going to Family Camp. My world was covered with darkness for 1 second when I heard about it. Crap~!
I hope the distaste won't convert to hatred.

Holidays are boring! it's such a waste of time! I wanna go to school!!!

-Urgh~-
-Ben'JazZ xD-

Big day!

Today is a big day!
Happy birthday Chien Li! I hope you like my gift for you. This year most of my friends are getting special gift from me. Wahahaha xD
*bangga bangga*
Look at these 3 silly girls...

Urgh~ Where was I looking eh?
[Me, Chien Li & Enwei]


happy birthday to Jess Minn too!
Crap I didn't know it's your birthday until today
=P

-Hugs & Kisses-
-Ben'JazZ xD-

What's wrong with camwhore?

Why do people elevate themselves? Saying how bad are other people. Especially their friends. To show that they're much worthy?
If their friends are that bad, that person is worse for befriending them. Nonsense.
I don't find anything wrong with camwhoring. I always camwhore. *shameless* heheh =P
Don't be a hypocrite! If you don't like it, don't do it!

-Ikareteru-
-Ben'JazZ xD-

Just believe~!

I found out something recently. A lot of people ask me questions but they don't believe me. Let's start with the studies. Fine! I admit that only this few weeks I started working slightly harder than I used to. So, they (classmates) will ask me stuff regarding to studies. But they tend to ask some other people after I've answered them. And they'll come back and tell me that my answers are correct. Excuse me?! Of course it's correct! If not I won't give you those answer!
Well, it's humans' natural tendency not to trust other people so easily. But if it's with me, ask and just believe. Of course when that person is trustworthy laar~
In other cases, I tell you something. Most of the time just passing a message.
"She says?" is what you reply.
Owh my gosh! Do you know how frustrating is that?! I know I have lotsa time but I won't waste my time telling you some of my own made-up stories is it? You really help me to know myself more. I found out quite a lot of things which I like and I don't like. Thanks is all I can say. But don't do it again. At least try not to.

-Just believe-
-Ben'JazZ xD-

Surviving~

Today is a great day! Why "is"? Because it's still the present. I can still survive without you! Yay!

Let's start with this morning. My mum came into my room early in the morning and there went my Saturday morning sleep. I couldn't really sleep again. So, I considered myself having a short nap after that. I was supposed to go to the 30-hour Famine DIY camp @ Chung Ching primary. Due to stupid miscommunications, I didn't go. I'm not sure whether it's a good thing. Will I regret? But after experiencing all these today, I think i won't regret. Heheh =P

BlahBlahBlah. I didn't talk to my mum the whole day due to the miscommunication issue. Just answered her "O" when she told me something. Bluek... Not my fault k?!
So I did History notes and also Add-Math. Bangga bangga! ^__~

In the evening, Ashvini, Kanchana & I went to Bukit Pelindung together. Yay! Since I can't run/jog, that's the only thing I can do. This time, we took 55 minutes up and down the hill! I broke my own record! So happiiiieeee~~~~~


After that, I went to MYF with an expectant heart. Heheh. Benjamin was in the good mood! Let's partay!
Enwei brought me my new toy. Piggy~!Well, it wasn't excatly mine but since I bought it and it's still with me, so it's MINE!


We had our usual ice-breaker, worship, devotion and games! We played the caterpillar game! And of course, Ben's group won! *cheers*
Most importantly, Piggy brought me the spotlight. And I discovered my new initial: SDHDFA that stands for Super Duper Hyper Desperate For Attention! Enwei said I haven't reached the SDHVDFA that stands for Super Duper Hyper Very Desperate For Attention. But I'll reach that soon. So, sit down, relax and the show will begin! LOL =X

After all the fun, we went Yam Cha again! This time was different because we didn't have our usual gang. And we were crazilly taking photos. Poor Alfred. You've gotta get used to this k? xP

YC time!!!!!!

Gwah... Alfred didn't care about us. He carried on with his super late "dinner".Let's start with my single ice-cream toast. Yum Yum ^_~
And then! Garlic bread...

Now Alfred joined the photo taking maniacs after his "dinner".
Guess who paid for us?

Papa TRAC!!!
If you wonder why was his mouth like that, actually he was saying "thank you" when I took this photo.
So I continued my goody mood on Sunday. Took lotsa photos as well. But let me reveal only this one!
Ruthie and Amy...

-Banana smile-
-Ben'JazZ xD-

Photos...?

Our school had stupid Hari Kokoria thingy. It somehow became Jia Wern's photo taking day. Everyone got so bored of her.

Crazy Jia Wern
=__=

Melissa & Jia Wern

Cheryl & I

Susu & I

Choir & Music station...
Cheryl, Suyi and Susu

Last but not least,
my song request at the English Society station.
It's blur so I better type it out what's on it:

SONG NO: 18 (You Raise Me Up)
Name: Jasmine Tai xD
I dedicate this song to:
AYe
Because...
she's a piggy!

I was asked to read this out loud so that my request can be done.
I guess how many people were there listening to me leh?

*P/S: It's okie if you didn't wanna take photos with me. I could take with other people. Blueekkk... xP

-kekex-
-JazZ xD-

Different perspective!

Just a short one:

I'm happy for you. But I'm not happy about it.
God spoke to me. I'll look at things from a different perspective from now on.
I wanna be sensitive and observant to things but not oversensitive.
So, yeah...

-be transformed-
-Ben'JazZ xD-

Y-O-U!

This post is for a few people that I know.
Wanna know who they are?
Guess yourself! =X

今天
我哭了
两次
为了你,
还是第一次
虽然我知道
乱乱想是没用的
可是
我却阻止不了脑子到处飘荡
知道了真相之后
只能傻傻地笑着
笑着自己多么的傻
你
现在是怎样?
不要我了吗?
抛弃我了吗?
闲弃我了吗?
我也不只道你要怎样
你要风得风,要雨得雨
虽然我是愿意奉陪
但是也得顾顾我的感受吧?
你说要就要!
我说要却不能.
不知道是否因为常常在一起
你说话的语气
越来越不爽
越来越讽刺
我能生气吗?
好像不被允许
看见S和L的结果
不可否认的
我们之间就是发生着这种事
我不想
也不要
可是我并没有选择
你可以对我坦白吗?
可否不要那么冲动?
可否不要乱乱相信别人的话吗?
可否肯定了之后才相信吗?

你
今天带你过马路
看着你那迷路的样子
让我感到一丝的心酸
不晓得你从我眼中看见善意和心酸吗?

还有你!
真是拜托!
只是问问几道稍微私人的问题而已
你就病了
嗨...真是服了你
身子这么差的话
就学学人家
天天去跑步爬山吧!
被人家讲我欺负小妹妹就不好咯
破坏我的名誉
还有你们!
学人家吃什么醋?
不需要尝试破坏我们的感情
不会成功的!
Blueeekkkkk.....

-Pissed!-
-Ben'JazZ xD-

Accept the fact!

Recently my legs are not so well. It's painful after I jog. Walked like an old lady. I think I strained my leg in school today. I was running away from a piggy after taking her tie. I was walking down the stairs real slowly. Kanchana got so pissed =P
I thought it might be fine after some rest. I went for a jog. This time I did some warm-ups before I started. It didn't help. It still hurt. It's worse. I ran for less than one minute. I stopped. I couldn't run any further. Both of my legs were aching so badly. Should I see the doctor? I think my mum would think that it is not necessary. But still?! it's painful! Accept the fact! You can't run anymore.

Rest for one week.

This idea came to my mind twice. But if I rest for a week, all those exercises I had for the past 4 weeks would be nothing! Useless! Rest first? Or go on? *sigh*

The bank of time!

Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with RM86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening it deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use that day.

What would you do? Draw out every cent of course!!!

Each of us has such a bank. Its name is TIME! Every night it writes off as lost whatever you failed to invest to good purpose.

It carries no balance, allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.

If you fail to use the day’s deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There’s no “drawing” against tomorrow. You must live in the present on today’s deposits. Invest on it so as to get the most in health, happiness and success!

The clock is running. Make the most of it today.

To realize the value of one year, ask the student who failed an exam.

To realize the value of one week, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of one day, ask a daily wage earner with kids to feed.

To realize the value of one hour, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of one minute, ask the guy who missed the train.

To realize the value of one second, ask the person who just avoided an accident.

To realize the value of one millisecond, ask the athlete who got a silver medal at the Olympics.

Treasure every moment you have. Remember that time waits for no one.

Yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift: that’s why it’s called the present!

Owh crap...

I heard someone from my school got infected with H1N1.
but I don't want my school to be closed!
Never!!!

-Owh crap-
-JazZ xD-

Alone...?

Sometimes it's just so hard for me.
No one to talk to.
though Jesus is always by my side.
But sometimes
Just sometimes...
I feel so lonely.
No one understands my feelings.
No one cares for my feelings.
Sometimes I just wanna tell the whole world how I feel.
But I'm like talking using a malfunction microphone.
Some heard.
Some didn't.
Some won't.

-sighed-

-Ben'JazZ xD-

The Armor of God [=

Ephesians 6:13-17...

The belt of truth

Breastplate of righteousness

Gospel of peace

Shield of faith

Helmet of Salvation

Sword of the spirit

-Wheee~!-
-JazZ xD-