Fed-up

I'm so fed-up with you!
Why everytime I'd have to take the initiative?
Why would I just yield to what you do?
Why would I agree to follow what you say?
Why would I wait for you?
Why would I suffer so much?
Everytime I wanna have fun and be happy, and you will be there to disappoint me.
I'm so fed-up with people saying sorry all the time.
I'm so fed-up with myself apologizing all the time. I mean it. But it's meaningless.
Can't I have a better life than this?
I can't. Please stop doing this to me.
How many times should I forgive you for hurting me? 7 times?
Jesus says: Not 7 times. But 77 times...

-can't take it-
-JazZ xD-