Cruelty...

It's Thursday today. Should I be happy? Or should I not?
Today, I realized that no one will tolerate with you.
Not even God sometimes.
If you continue to be the way you are now,
even God'll give up on you.
The scripture that I read yesterday
sorta became real to me today.
1 Kings 11:11
"......Since this is your attitude and you have not kept my covenant and my decrees,which I commanded you,...."
Gosh...sounds like God's gonna punish me now! T^T
Recently, I found out that whatever that I do, I'll upset other people.
well, it's good enough for them to tell me what I've done wrong and what I should change.
I'll surely take note of that and try my best not to do it again.
I might be sensitive too.
Get slightly angry for you talking to me like that.
But I know I can't expect the same thing from you all the time.
You'll not be with me all the time.
You'll just dump me and go away with other people.
Which is happening now.
Things change.
You change.
I will change.
for the better =]

::I'll be different::
::Ben'JazZ xD::